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Ask Submissive Guide: A Grieving Dominant and a Submissive’s Needs

My Dom/Master/Daddy of many years has recently suffered a loss of a child. We are both (or so I thought) into this dynamic for the long haul. He recently has become more distant and I have tried talking to him and told him what I need to keep me happy. I don’t hear back from him yet I send him things I know will make him smile and I get a “nice” or whatnot.. am I expecting too much too soon..His response to me comes a few days later not the same night as before. He lost his child last year. I miss him. Do I force myself and state what I need and want. I just feel like I am being punished, and that is something he has NEVER done before. Am I overreacting?

Sincerely,
I Want My Daddy Back

Dear I Want My Daddy Back,

There are a few things in here that I think need to be addressed.

The fact that your Dominant’s child (regardless of age) has died has to have been a devastating blow to him. My heart goes out to him, and I cannot imagine his loss. Regardless of when it happened, he needs as much time as possible to grieve and come to terms with his new reality. In the meantime, he may not feel very Dominant or may not feel connected to that part of who he is with you. What he may need most is not to dominate you or be your Daddy but to be supported in his time of need.

When my own Southern Sir’s sister died last year, it was a long time before he was back to his Daddy Dom self, and we live together. So if you’re separated by any distance, it’s going to be even harder for him to find his new normal and decide if he has the energy to continue your relationship.

You say you’ve talked to him and told him what you need to be happy. If he’s not providing what he (recently) said he would, that’s always worth a second conversation. On the other hand, my first question is to wonder if you asked him what he needs. Submission isn’t all about getting what we need from our Dominant. It’s also about serving in some capacity. He may not be able to give you what you need right now, and what he may need most of all is support and encouragement.

Are you expecting too much or overreacting? I really can’t say. If he has said he will continue doing certain things as part of your D/s dynamic and then doesn’t follow through, I don’t think you’re overreacting. If he makes promises he won’t (or can’t) keep, you have every right to be concerned about the nature of your relationship.

But depending on the level of his grief and how he’s handling other parts of his life (is he having problems with work, his health, or the rest of his life since the death of child?), you may be expecting too much from him. If he’s bounced back in every other part of his life except for your relationship, then you certainly have cause for concern, but otherwise, this may be entirely about his grief.

It’s always a good idea to talk about how you feel, but I would caution you to choose the right time, pick your words with care, and make sure to ask how you can help him. It may be that he needs something different from you right now than you’ve had to do before. Only you can decide if you want to give him what he needs as he deals with his grief.

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Published on April 20, 2016 07:00

Learning Your Way Around the Kitchen-Copycat Ikea Meatballs

When I lived in the US, I heard of this magical store, Ikea. Not only did it have all kinds of home furnishings and accessories, but it also had a restaurant where you could eat Swedish meatballs. Unfortunately, I didn’t live anywhere near a store, so I never got the chance to visit one. Fast forward, and I end up in Germany. I don’t remember where we were going, but Daddy and I were on the train and I was happily babbling, then all of a sudden, I saw it. I saw a rectangular blue sign with yellow letters. I stopped mid sentence and in a not so inside voice squealed “LOOK DADDY THERE’S AN IKEA! BAMBI CAN HAVE MEATBALLS!”. At this time I had gotten everyone’s attention because well, they’re trying to figure out why the world I’m so excited over the local Ikea. Daddy promises me that we will go to Ikea and eat meatballs. Not that moment like I was ready to do, but soon. So I calm myself down and the waiting begins. Then one day, we get on the bus. Daddy doesn’t tell me where we’re going. I’m looking around and not seeing anything familiar, until I see the sign. Sweet Swedish meatballs at last! I don’t think the employees in the restraunt ever saw someone so happy to be getting a plate of meatballs and french fries. I enjoyed the heck out of those meatballs. I still do. I get excited whenever Daddy mentions going to Ikea for dinner(plus the restaurant is right next to the kids’ section, so it’s a total win for me), but to get my meatball fix in between Ikea visits, I found this recipe and it is fantastic if you have a hankering for some Swedish meatballs and don’t have an Ikea nearby.

Ingredients

For the meatballs:

1 cup breadcrumbs

2 tablespoons unsalted butter

1/3 cup minced white onion

2 cloves garlic, minced

1/4 teaspoon ground allspice

Kosher salt and freshly ground white pepper

1/2 cup milk

1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce

3/4 pound lean ground beef

1/2 pound lean ground pork

1 large egg plus 1 egg white, beaten

Vegetable oil, for brushing

For the gravy:

2 tablespoons unsalted butter

2 tablespoons all-purpose flour

1 1/2 cups low-sodium beef broth

1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce

1/4 cup heavy cream

Kosher salt and freshly ground black pepper

2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley (optional)

Directions: Make the meatballs: Put the breadcrumbs in a large bowl. Heat the butter in a skillet over medium heat. Add the onion, garlic, allspice, 2 teaspoons salt and 1/4 teaspoon white pepper and cook, stirring, until soft, about 5 minutes. Add the milk and Worcestershire sauce and bring to a simmer. Pour the milk mixture over the breadcrumbs and stir to make a thick paste; let cool. Add the beef, pork, egg and egg white to the bowl and mix until combined.

Brush a baking sheet with vegetable oil. Roll the meat into 1-inch balls and arrange on the prepared baking sheet. Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate at least 1 hour.

Preheat the oven to 400 degrees F. Bake the meatballs until cooked through, about 20 minutes.

Make the gravy: Melt the butter in a large skillet over medium heat. Add the flour and cook, whisking, until smooth. Whisk in the beef broth and Worcestershire sauce and bring to a simmer. Add the cream and meatballs. Reduce the heat to medium low and simmer until the gravy thickens, about 10 minutes. Season with salt and black pepper. Transfer to a serving dish; sprinkle with the parsley and serve with lingonberry jam, if desired.

I personally always double the sauce because Daddy always likes a lot of sauce. I’m not gonna lie, I do too. And as for the seasonings, I do my own thing. I usually use paprika, rosemary, and a little pepper. Don’t be afraid to experiment with the recipe, that’s half the fun of cooking!

You can find the recipie here at FoodNetwork.com

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Published on April 19, 2016 07:00

lunaKM’s Weekend Reflections

Hi folks!

I’m watching Maximus, my eldest tabby, wind down and get sicker every week. He was diagnosed with Kidney Disease two years ago and while I know he’s old and time is short anyway, I feel cheated that chronic illness is taking him sooner. He’s started to refuse some meals, is losing even more weight and he’s a lot slower and less interested in life. His KD symptoms are getting worse too. He’s not quite ready yet, that I can tell and his “brothers” are still nuzzling him (cats often shun dying companions).

I’ve been through pet death before and that dread of the end is already impacting me.

Let’s move on to what’s going on here!

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Ask Submissive Guide: Partner Hanging On to an Old Relationship

I, and my two female subs, are involved with a sub woman who lives two hours away. She drives up to see us twice a week, on her days off. She really enjoys being with us, and I’d like to collar her.

The problem is that she refuses to tell her current “Dom” Who lives in Fla, and essentially visits her twice a year (he calls & emails her daily). She has reported that he has lied to her numerous times, from his marriage status to being with many other women. She has been with him for 16 years, and he never established a safe word with her (she was ignorant of the very idea, until we introduced it to her). She is very leery of change, and just can’t give him up. Any thoughts?

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Learning to Love Public Play

Sigh. Public play.

If you’re not an exhibitionist, an extrovert, a million percent happy with every square inch of your body (who is??), and up for scrutiny in general, this can be veeeery daunting.

So let’s help each other out.

If you enjoy public play, share your stories and secrets here. Have you always been comfortable? What makes it easier? Tips?

If you want to try it out and are struggling to get there, share your struggle. What is the root of the dislike? Do you feel like you’re somehow disappointing your partner? Do you want to but don’t know how to “jump in?”

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Let’s dig into the archives and reconsider some of the older articles on Submissive Guide that you may have missed.

In 2015: Submissive Fantasy vs Submissive Reality by Rife
In 2014: You Can Not Make Someone Be a Dominant
In 2013: Ask lunaKM – I Beg Your Mercy Please!
In 2012: Submissive Speech 7: Polite Interruptions
In 2011: The Return of a Collar by Laney

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Featured Podcast of the Week – KinkyCast

Episode #115 – April 15, 2016 – Manik Monk & Johnny Thrash

15 Apr 2016, 10:20am GMT

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Remember Johnny Thrash from a few weeks back? He mentioned the he was going to introduce us to his friends, wait no longer! This week we meet Manik Monk. We learn why he is manik and a monk. Woody & the Beast host these two wild men from Canada in a wild ride through kingdom. Join us and these two 30 somethings for some insights that are truly fascinating.

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Published on April 17, 2016 10:00

Ask Submissive Guide: Partner Hanging On to an Old Relationship

Hi Submissive Guide,

I, and my two female subs, are involved with a sub woman who lives two hours away. She drives up to see us twice a week, on her days off. She really enjoys being with us, and I’d like to collar her.

The problem is that she refuses to tell her current “Dom” Who lives in Fla, and essentially visits her twice a year (he calls & emails her daily). She has reported that he has lied to her numerous times, from his marriage status to being with many other women. She has been with him for 16 years, and he never established a safe word with her (she was ignorant of the very idea, until we introduced it to her). She is very leery of change, and just can’t give him up. Any thoughts?

Hello to you and this sounds like quite a complicated problem!

In the start this looks like a poly problem, dealing with your other partner’s partners. It brings up a whole mess of questions that you need to ask of your partners and relationships.

I hear a whole lot of, “she says…” She has reported his being a liar. She has stated that he never gave her a safe word. She says…

Have you personally, as a potential partner or potential Dominant, communicated at all with her partner of sixteen years? What is his story? Ever hear of the three sides of a story? Her side, his side, and the truth. I encourage anybody who is ethically non-monogamous to be able and willing to have open and honest conversation with not just their partners, but their partner’s partners as well.

This woman is new to you. She has been with her other partner for years. Is she being honest with him? With you? With herself? Is this ethical non-monogamy or is it just possible that she is bored or dissatisfied or getting a thrill from something new and exciting?

Maybe they didn’t need a safe word because they were vanilla for most of the relationship. Maybe she lied to him too. Maybe she is not leery of change but wants her cake and to eat it too.

And while this started as a poly conundrum, it ends up being a Power Exchange one. Ask yourself:

Do you really want to collar a woman who is otherwise obligated to another Dominant? And if you do, do you want to do so without having a respectful dialogue with that other Dominant, be it in person, on the phone, in an email?

It is very difficult to lead somebody. Exponentially so when she answers to another. Impossible when you don’t really know what is going on in her head and heart and other relationship.

Good luck and be well.

Kind Regards,

Mrs. Darling

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Published on April 13, 2016 07:00

Reacting to Change in D/s Dynamics

I just don’t feel very dedicated to being submissive. I uttered the admittance with a growing sense of disappointment in myself. I want to, but I just don’t feel it

It was during the Easter holiday, over Skype chat. My Dom was at work, and I knew it was unfair to tell her at that particular moment, but it had eaten at me for about a week and some by that point, and I knew if I didn’t say it now, while she was definitely awake, I ran the risk of her not being very talkative when she got home from work. And I needed to talk.

I don’t know why, I continued. It’s just not satisfying right now.

I’d thought, with some measure of chagrin, that maybe that entire aspect of our relationship had been a passing phase, that I was bored with it because I’d grown out of it, and while I knew that our relationship hadn’t evolved around that and would probably be fine without it, I also knew that it was one of the reasons we’d become so close and maintained such a strong connection even though there was an ocean between us. I didn’t want to be bored with submitting. I didn’t want it to be a phase. I just wanted to feel that satisfaction of being a good girl for my Dom on a daily basis again.

That alone was a good indicator that getting rid of the D/s aspect of our relationship wasn’t what I was interested in doing, even though I was saying that I didn’t feel submissive and hadn’t felt submissive for a while.

My Dom’s response was to have me reflect for a few days on what was working and what wasn’t, and then to report. So, true to form, I scribbled a long, long reflection in my journal, sat on it for about a day and a half, reread it, modified it, and then sent it to my Dom for her to read. She took a good deal of what I said into consideration, and made some changes to how we interacted, which helped make me feel better and more satisfied.

Sometimes, the dynamics of relationships need to be evaluated and realigned. This is a natural, healthy part of multiple people making commitments to each other, and it’s an important process which I think should not be ignored. For people involved in Dominant/submissive relationships, however, this can be a daunting prospect. Although at its core, a D/s relationship is not substantially different from a mainstream or vanilla relationship, the D/s dynamic adds layers to what can already be considered a confusing matter. Not only does one have to grapple with the emotional aspect of the relationship, but also (possibly) with rules about presentation and communication within the relationship.

Due to the often misinterpreted nature of the D/s dynamic, feeling discontent with certain aspects of a relationship might mistakenly translate to a desire to quit the scene or as general apathy. Sometimes, that can be the case, but most of the time, as with anything, it might just mean that you’re ready to explore new aspects of submission, new interests, conquer limits, or what have you. The same logic applies to pretty much every other aspect of life. If you eat the same thing at the same restaurant every day, you’re eventually going to get bored with the atmosphere. If you read the same book, you’ll cease to be tantalized by the plot. By expressing yourself, you allow yourself to discover new possibilities, or rediscover old traditions that died out as other aspects of your relationship takes precedence.

Accepting change in any aspect of our lives can be a bit daunting, possibly even scary, but having to accept a change in the most intimate interactions we have with the people that we feel closest to can be outright terrifying. It’s important that we all take a few moments to think about how we react to change when we’re confronted by it.

Do you welcome change? Do you shy away from it? How does adapting to changing interests and your growth as an individual fit into your D/s relationship? Let me know in the comments below.

Until next time,

Kallista

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Published on April 12, 2016 07:00

[Video Post] Adding Rules in a D/s (or M/s) Relationship

Disclaimer: I’m well aware that some relationships do not have rules for the submissive/slave to follow. This talk will be about the relationships that use rules and task lists for submissive behavior and expectation.

Many D/s relationships start by establishing a few ground rules for the submissive to follow. It is one of the more simple ways to establish authority and control over a submissive in a relationship. For most relationships that use rules, they also help direct the dynamic in the direction that the couple wishes to go; be that a high protocol M/s relationship or a laid back playful relaxed D/s. Nothing is right or wrong when it comes to tailoring your own relationship to get what you want and need from each other within it. When KnyghtMare and I first started out as an online only, long distance relationship, rules were a way of feeling connected to him and for him to assert some control over me. Of course that has evolved greatly over time and now that we have lived together for over 10 years the rules that I once had have evolved with us. Rules are a part of my submission to him and how I can learn to tailor my behavior into what he would like for me to become. Rules and lists of rules don’t work for everyone, but when they do, they can allow a couple to fine tune their relationship in many ways.

Often one of the first rule has to do with orgasms and it’s not uncommon to also have a rule about how to address the Dominant. I know it was the case for me. I also had rules for body hair care, presentation (how I dressed) and that I journal for him. Many of these same rules are in effect now, but have become habits that formed from regular obedience and repetition. I have even more rules now than I did then, since it’s hard to control much when you are 3,000 miles away and a lot of it was based on trust and my yearning to please him. I am a slave that will always have more rules than, “obey” but in all truth, that’s the premise of all rules, is it not?

Structured and Relaxed Dynamics

There are two types of relationship structures I’m going to talk about today. One is the structured dynamic and the other is relaxed.

A structured dynamic is the type that will want to apply the majority of rules and behavior adjustments. They often come with a standing directive, a list of rules you must memorize and obey. Structured dynamics function well for submissives who need to know what they are doing every moment of the day or prefer a micromanaged life.Structured dynamics also might enjoy using protocol and ritual to enhance the structure of their daily dynamic even further.

Relaxed dynamics are no less valid, but often will have a blanket “obey” rule and that additional direction is given on a regular or continuous basis. These submissives do well with on the fly directions, spontaneous changes to their order and prefer to be given simple instructions that they can find what method suits them to achieve it. Neither is better than the other, they are simply two styles of D/s (and not the only styles, might I add).

The Selection of Rules

When you decide that your relationship would like to have rules, it is often the Dominant who makes the selection, they are, after all, in charge. So they will want to mold you in a way that pleases them and hopefully benefits you in some way.

Take a moment and think about your perfect relationship. Remember to keep fantasy and reality in check. Close your eyes and imagine what it might look like, from the moment you get up to the moment you sleep. What details about it please you? Do you have your breakfast ready for you when you get up or do you wake with your partner pleasuring you? Who does the cleaning and housework? How are you addressed? What are you both wearing? The questions can go on and on, but the key here is to pay attention and make note of everything; because you’ll start making rules that can work towards your perfect dynamic.

Once you have some ideas, it’s time to talk with your partner. Submissives and slaves all have ideas of what they might like to work on to improve themselves and have probably dreamed of their perfect relationship too. So listen to the suggestions they have before you solidify those first rules. I know I’ve come up with some of my own rules that have improved the structure of my relationship with KnyghtMare tremendously.

Another way to come up with ideas, if you feel stumped and just must have a rule list, try searching the internet for submissive and slave rule lists. Like myself, many post their current list online. I don’t recommend copying someone else’s list, unless you really think that all the things on it will benefit you personally but it’s a good jumping off point for sparking some ideas.

Incorporating New Rules

Adding rules to a dynamic, whether for the first time or continuing a list is not easy. Whenever KnyghtMare adds a new rule, which is usually when he’s discarded an old one, I get a breaking in period where we both adjust to it. He’s got to learn them just as well as I do so that he knows if and when I’m actually performing my duties as requested. It’s an often forgotten requirement in structured relationships. The Dominant has far more work than one realizes.

lunaKM’s Weekend Reflections

Hi folks!

I’m all about Game of Thrones coming back for another season right now. I’m binge watching the previous seasons, watching theory vids on YouTube and gobbling up every tiny hint or teaser that comes out. I think I’m so interested this season is because it’s beyond the books, which I’ve read, so its “new” content. I realize that it can and will be different than the written version (If GRRM ever writes it) but that’s okay with me. I just want to know how it ends! Who gets the Iron Throne? If Jon Snow is dead, and they burn him, will he not burn (since he’s a Targaryen)? Will the Lord of Light resurrect him and he’ll forsake his birth name to be Azor Ahai? Will Aria become an assassin? Sansa and Theon escape, but what happens next? Oh so much excitement!!

Another week has gone by so that means another summary!

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Everything You Need to Know to Have an Amazing Anal Sex Experience
Book Review: Spanking for Lovers by Janet Hardy by tequilarose
Sample Consensual “Slavery” Contract

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Ask Submissive Guide: Learning How To Trust Your Dominant Partner Again

My Dominant and I have recently reconnected and are feeling out a new, healthier format for our relationship. However, he confessed to being unfaithful to me when we were together before (out of a fear of intimacy, which he is working on). I would really like to try to make this work, but I’m struggling to submit to him knowing that he violated my trust in the past. How can we work to rebuild trust in our relationship so that the dynamic can function properly?

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Submissive/Slave

Let’s talk it out. There are a lot of different ideas about what exactly constitutes being a submissive or being a slave. How do you personally distinguish these?

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Dug Out from the Archives

Let’s dig into the archives and reconsider some of the older articles on Submissive Guide that you may have missed.

In 2015: What is a Fetish? by Mistress Steel
In 2014: Self-Esteem in Submissives: Self-Talk, Affirmations and Self-Love by Author Unknown
In 2013: Ask lunaKM – Help me find a mentor!
In 2012: Initiating a Discussion About BDSM Interest with a Vanilla Partner: Part 2- My Partner is Not Interested by ted_subby
In 2011: When He Removes The Collar: The 3 R’s to Get You Back on Your Feet

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What sexual behavior won’t you do or would do only under certain conditions? Write about those to clarify your boundaries.
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Would you serve someone who’s morals and ethics did not match your own in all areas?
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Featured Podcast of the Week – Graydancer’s Ropecast
“Consent Incidents Anonymous”-A Good Idea?

3 Apr 2016, 4:16pm GMT

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Back in a previous episode with Tifereth the idea of “Consent Incidents Anonymous” was brought up – using the AA model to create places where the consent discussion could be more constructively developed. This interview is with a member of AA, called “Cat”, and she and Gray explore where the ideas overlap, diverge, and what the community can learn from the AA methodology. This podcast is made possible by KarmaRope.com ! You should let them know you appreciate their support of this podcast by buying their stuff – at “Pay What You Can” prices. You can also support the podcast directly by signing up to be a patron at http://patreon.com/ropecast .

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Published on April 10, 2016 10:00

Sample Consensual “Slavery” Contract

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NOTE: It should go without saying that a “contract” such as this is not legally binding. Documents such as these are intended only to provide a fantasy environment for extended role-playing or to establish a D/s or M/s relationship. They are also not obligatory and one should not expect to have to sign a contract to enter into a D/s relationship. This is tool for communication.

1.0.0 Slave’s Role

The slave agrees to submit completely to the master in all ways. There are no boundaries of place, time, or situation in which the slave may willfully refuse to obey the directive of the master without risking punishment, except in situations where the slave’s veto (see section 1.0.1) applies. The slave also agrees that, once entered into the Slavery Contract, their body belongs to their master ,, to be used as seen fit, within the guidelines defined herein. All of the slave’s possessions likewise belong to the master , including all assets, finances, and material goods, to do with as they see fit. The slave agrees to please the master to the best of their ability, in that they now exist solely for the pleasure of said master .

1.0.1 Slave’s Veto

The slave, where appropriate, holds veto power over any command given by the master , at which time they may rightfully refuse to obey that command. This power may only be invoked under the following circumstances, or where agreed by both master and slave:

Where said command conflicts with any existing laws and may lead to fines, arrest, or prosecution of the slave .
Where said command may cause extreme damage to slave’s life, such as losing their job, causing family stress, etc.
Where said command may cause permanent bodily harm (see 4.0.0) to the slave .
Where said command may cause psychological trauma to the slave, such as a rape scene for a slave that has been raped in the past.

2.0.0 Master’s Role

The master accepts the responsibility of the slave’s body and worldly possessions, to do with as they see fit, under the provisions determined in this contract. The master agrees to care for the slave , to arrange for the safety and well-being o f the slave , as long as they own the slave . The master also accepts the committment to treat the slave properly, to train the slave, punish the slave, love the slave, and use the slave as they see fit.

3.0.0 Punishment

The slave agrees to accept any punishment the master decides to inflict, whether earned or not.

3.0.1 Rules of Punishment

Punishment of the slave is subject to certain rules designed to protect the slave from intentional abuse or permanent bodily harm (see 4.0.0). Punishment must not incur permanent bodily harm, or the following forms of abuse:

Blood may not be drawn at any time. Punishment must stop immediately if blood is drawn
Burning the body
Drastic loss of circulation
Causing internal bleeding
Loss of consciousness
Withholding of any necessary materials, such as food, water, or sunlight for extended periods of time

4.0.0 Permanent Bodily Harm

Since the body of the slave now belongs to the master , it is the master’s responsibility to protect that body from permanent bodily harm. Should the slave ever come to permanent bodily harm during the course of punishment or in any other slavery related activity, whether by intention or accident, it will be grounds for immediate termination of this contract, should the slave so desire. Permanent bodily harm shall be determined as:

Death
Any damage that involves loss of mobility or function, including broken bones.
Any permanent marks on the skin, including scars, burns, or tattoos, unless accepted by the slave .
Any loss of hair, unless accepted by the slave .
Any piercing of the flesh which leaves a permanent hole, unless accepted by the slave .
Any diseases that could result in any of the above results, including sexually transmitted diseases.

5.0.0 Others

The slave may not seek any other master or lover or relate to others in any sexual or submissive way without the master’s permission. To do so will be considered a breach of contract, and will result in extreme punishment. The master may accept other slaves or lovers, but must consider the slave’s emotional response to such actions and act accordingly. Under no circumstance should the master allow such actions to unbalance the slave emotionally, or allow such actions to result in ignoring the slave .

The master may give the slave to other masters, provided the rules of this contract are upheld. In such a situation, the master will inform the new master of the provisions stated herein, and any breach by the new master will be considered a breach by the master as well, subject to all rules stated in this contract.

6.0.0 Secrecy

All physical evidence of the slavery will be kept in total secrecy, except where both master and slave agree. Any violation of this clause shall be cause to terminate this contract, should the injured party wish it. The materials and physical evidence shall be kept under lock and key in a place acceptable to both parties.

7.0.0 Alteration of Contract

This contract may not be altered, except when both master and slave agree. If the contract is altered, the new contract shall be printed and signed, and then the old contract must be destroyed.

8.0.0 Termination of Contract

This contract may be terminated at any time by the master , but never by the slave, except under special conditions explained within this contract. Upon termination, all physical evidence of the slavery, including this contract, will be destroyed, and all materials and belongings shall belong to the master , to be shared or kept as they see fit. The slave , owning nothing and having agreed to give up all worldly possessions and body to the master , shall once again own their body, but nothing else, unless the master decides to give back their possessions.

9.0.0 Slave’s Signature

I have read and fully understand this contract in its entirety. I agree to give everything I own to my master, and further accept their claim of ownership over my physical body. I understand tha I will be commanded and trained and punished as a slave, and I promise to be true and to fulfill the pleasures and desires of my master to the best of my abilities. I understand that I cannot withdraw from this contract except as stated in this contract.

Signature:____________

9.0.1 Master’s Signature

I have read and fully understand this contract in its entirety. I agree to accept this slave as my property, body and possessions, and to care for them to the best of my ability. I shall provide for their security and well-being and command them, train them, and punish them as a slave. I understand the responsibility implicit in this arrangement, and agree that no harm shall come to the slave as long as they are mine. I further understand that I can withdraw from this contract at any time.

Signature:____________

Ask Submissive Guide: Learning How To Trust Your Dominant Partner Again

Thank you Kayla Lords for answering this reader’s question!

Dear Submissive Guide,

My Dominant and I have recently reconnected and are feeling out a new, healthier format for our relationship. However, he confessed to being unfaithful to me when we were together before (out of a fear of intimacy, which he is working on). I would really like to try to make this work, but I’m struggling to submit to him knowing that he violated my trust in the past. How can we work to rebuild trust in our relationship so that the dynamic can function properly?

Sincerely,
Really Wants to Trust Again

Hi there, Really Wants to Trust Again! Thank you for your question, and I really wish I could give you a quick, easy answer.

Submission without trust is nearly impossible for many of us. How do we know that person will take care of us, treat us well, and respect our feelings, limits, and wants if we can’t trust them? You may have to consider putting some of your D/s activities on hold while you work on the rebuilding your trust in him. It doesn’t mean you have to stop completely, but you may want to start off with small activities and work up to bigger things until you’re more comfortable.

A few factors go into building trust: honesty, communication, and consistency. Rebuilding trust is much more difficult because you also have to deal with any feelings of betrayal you may still have.

The best thing to do is to be open and honest with how you feel – good or bad. While you don’t want to discuss the topic until you’re both sick of it, you also need to feel like you can tell your Dominant how something makes you feel, especially if he’s doing something that reminds you of how things were before.

At the same time, you need to listen and watch. Do his actions match his words? Does he become defensive or angry when you discuss how something makes you feel? Is he sharing his own feelings about this situation with you?

When someone wants to rebuild trust with you, they go out of their way to make sure you never have to question or doubt them. While it may be difficult to do, he will need to be honest with you about how he feels and how your concerns make him feel.

Talking something through isn’t a magic cure for everything wrong in a relationship, but it can alleviate a lot of problems. Being consistent in word and deed can take things even further. Keep your eyes and ears open, and decide for yourself if you can forgive and move forward. And don’t feel like you have to rush back into your D/s dynamic right now. It’s okay to start off slowly and let the submission come after the trust returns.

Do you have a question or would like to get some advice? All questions are anonymous. Ask lunaKM!

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Book Review: Spanking for Lovers by Janet Hardy

A couple of weeks on Facebook, Janet Hardy (co-author of several amazing books including The Ethical Slut and The New Bottoming Book), asked for people who are interested in reviewing her new book, Spanking for Lovers and I had a total fangirl moment. I swear, if it had been in person, I would have been bouncing in my seat, with my arm raised, going “ME ME ME!!!!”. Luckily for her, it wasn’t in person and I just had to ask via email. I can’t tell you the excitement I had when I checked my email and saw a copy for me to read and review. I couldn’t help my excitement because Janet Hardy is just full of valuable information and everything I have read by her, is just amazing. Spanking for Lovers is no different from her previous books.

While it’s not a very big book, for individuals who are interested in spanking-the ones being spanked, the ones doing the spanking, or someone who’s just starting to test the waters of the world of spanking, then this is a book you definitely need to have in your library.

Hardy covers topics such as the reasons why people enjoy spankings, the different parts of a scene, types of spanking relationships and several other topics as well as filled with great illustrations that show different positions and diagrams, and fantastic resources as how to find other individuals who are interested in spanking, special notes on caning(a favorite of Hardy’s), and other books and groups to check out.

There is a lot in this book that I liked. For starters, I learned quite a bit. Something she pointed out, and I did already know but had forgotten is that not everyone who is into spanking(whether the top or the bottom)is into BDSM. A lot of people lump spanking and BDSM hand in hand because a lot of people who participate in power exchange relationships, spanking is usually involved, either as a form of play or punishment. While this may be the case for most power exchange relationships, it’s not always the case. There are people who enjoy being spanked and enjoy spanking just for the sake of spanking. She also mentions the place spanking has in domestic discipline relationships, which is something else most people don’t think of either.

She also goes into great detail about the safe places to spank and what kind of implements will leave what kind of marks and other possible physical injuries one could possibly suffer from while being spanked. A lot of people(including myself), think this kind of information is only needed to be known by the person who is doing the spanking, but honestly, this is information that the spankee needs to be aware of as well. Reading about all of this made me think about what is happening to my body and made me a more educated spankee.

Another thing that I love about Spanking for Lovers is the casual, friendly tone that Hardy has set. I’ve read a couple of non-fiction BDSM books where I have felt that the author is talking down to the reader and I don’t like authors who have a tone of “I know better than you”, but you will not find this at all. While I was reading, I felt like I was having a conversation with a long time friend. Also throughout the books, you’ll see arrows that point to side comments explaining certain terms(so if you’re completely new and know nothing, no need to fear because things are explained), quotes from other books about spanking, or little tidbits from the author herself about personal experiences. In my opinion, these little side notes added a lot of personality to the book.

Like I said before, if you’re interested in spanking, whether as just a spanko or as part of a power exchange relationship, this is a great book for all parties involved to check out. Janet Hardy knows her stuff and you can tell that her knowledge is from years of experience on both sides of the paddle.

You can purchase a copy of Spanking for Lovers in paperback on Amazon today.

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Published on April 05, 2016 07:00