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No matter what she says,or what she got you to believe,she is in love with my words,but she’ll...

No matter what she says,
or what she got you to believe,
she is in love with my words,
but she’ll never be in love with me.

We are always cravingsomething that we cannever hold. I am alwayschasing after somethingthat will...

We are always craving
something that we can
never hold. I am always
chasing after something
that will never be mine.
You are always falling
in love with those who
don’t know the difference
between lust and longing.
This will always be
the way the world works.

There is no worse feelingthan knowing that you could havestopped the person you lovefrom leaving....

There is no worse feeling
than knowing that you could have
stopped the person you love
from leaving. You could have said
anything, but instead,
you stayed silent and just watched
them walk away from
everything that you both
had built together
when things didn’t seem
so fragile.

mostlyfiction:I’m trying to go backand remember all of thereasons that I fellin love with youin...

mostlyfiction:

I’m trying to go back
and remember all of the
reasons that I fell
in love with you
in the first place.

It was so cautious
in the beginning. 
Your impression was one
that I will never find
in someone else.

As time drug on,
our love slowly started
to crumble above
our heads; but we were
too busy to mind.

Near the end,
we started to hate
each other, and hate
all of the things
that we used to admire.

Love isn’t as easy
as everyone made it
out to be. I just wish we
would have known
that from the start. 

I’m trying to go backand remember all of thereasons that I fellin love with youin the first...

I’m trying to go back
and remember all of the
reasons that I fell
in love with you
in the first place.

It was so cautious
in the beginning. 
Your impression was one
that I will never find
in someone else.

As time drug on,
our love slowly started
to crumble above
our heads; but we were
too busy to mind.

Near the end,
we started to hate
each other, and hate
all of the things
that we used to admire.

Love isn’t as easy
as everyone made it
out to be. I just wish we
would have known
that from the start. 

I still love you,and we both knowthat I always will.It’s just hardto want someonewho...

I still love you,
and we both know
that I always will.
It’s just hard
to want someone
who doesn’t even
want themselves.

Just because you can’tsee the beauty thatyou hold, doesn’t meanthat I am not able to.I...

Just because you can’t
see the beauty that
you hold, doesn’t mean
that I am not able to.
I see everything inside
of you; all of the things
that you have tried
to hide away. But 
don’t worry, I won’t
reveal your secrets
like the others did.
I won’t use your weakness
in my advantage.
If there is anything
that you can be sure of,
it’s that I will never
harm your trust. You are
everything that I have
ever wanted, but never
had the courage to hold.

Her eyes, once so magnetic, now just Iook empty.

Her eyes, 
once so magnetic,
now just Iook empty.

1/28/14I’m afraid that sooner or lateryou are going to becometired of me, and you are going...

1/28/14

I’m afraid that sooner or later
you are going to become
tired of me, and you are going to
try your hardest to forget
that I ever even made my way
into your life. I’m afraid
that you trying your hardest
won’t be that hard for you at all
and without even the slightest
consideration of my own feelings,
I will cease to exist in your mind.
I’m afraid that forgetting about me
will be the easiest thing
you have ever been able to do.

Before I met you, or better phrased, before Icame to know who you are,and what it is exactlythat you...

Before I met you, or 
better phrased, before I
came to know who you are,
and what it is exactly
that you are capable of,
I used to dream of flowers.

I used to dream of being
suspended above the ground,
being supported by nothing
else than vines that have grown
too wild to ever be tamed.

But now that your presence
has overtaken my thoughts,
I cannot help but to dream
about hearts breaking underneath
the feet of the people
who were right about everything
that they had ever said 
about me.

You didn’t change me
for the better, but however
you did help me understand
myself in a light that is only
used for realizations. That is
something I can never be
more thankful for, but I will 
always resent you for pushing
my mind into a pit of hopes
that will never actually
touch the surface,
and be able to show
nonbelievers that everything
is attainable as long
as you keep reaching.