Colleen Brown's Blog, page 279

You know damn wellthat I loved you morethan I have ever lovedsomeone with a pulse.And for you to go...

You know damn well
that I loved you more
than I have ever loved
someone with a pulse.
And for you to go around
telling others that you
wasted your time
on someone who never
was able to love you
the way you needed to
be loved, well that
makes you seem
as ignorant as the day
that you left me
because you said
that I wasn’t giving you
everything that you
needed to have
to be properly happy.

how do you know when you've fallen in love with someone?

Everything on your body hurts when they aren’t around. You don’t know what to do with your hands when they are around. When you hear their voice, everything suddenly starts to make sense. Almost as if you knew the answer, but you had to wait until they said it for you to understand. Their skin against your skin isn’t two different textures; you mix together properly. I think when you fall in love, you just.. know. Like how you know you’ve had enough. You.. you just know.

I’m agitated with the thoughtof you pressed againsther body, and my bodypressed against...

I’m agitated with the thought

of you pressed against

her body, and my body

pressed against this wall;

creating lullabies that will

never put me to sleep.

I would not dieif I lost you.If I lost you,I would losemyself, andsometimes I thinkthat may...

I would not die

if I lost you.

If I lost you,

I would lose

myself, and

sometimes I think

that may even

be worse

than death.