Colleen Brown's Blog, page 271

We are all searchingfor that one personthat we are ableto call our own.But for me,the search endedin...

We are all searching
for that one person
that we are able
to call our own.
But for me,
the search ended
in the moment
that you said hello.

do you enjoy my theme?

do you enjoy my theme?

My love for youwill always bestronger than mydisgust for whoyou actuallyturned out to be.

My love for you
will always be
stronger than my
disgust for who
you actually
turned out to be.

All of the memories that I once heldso close to me are now lost,with no one else’s mindto call...

All of the memories that I once held
so close to me are now lost,
with no one else’s mind
to call home expect my own.
And I will always have my arms
stretched out, blocking their force,
and keeping them away for good.

When we were together,everything that I didI had to do with caution,because if I steppedon the wrong...

When we were together,
everything that I did
I had to do with caution,
because if I stepped
on the wrong stone
you would come after me
and accuse me 
of doing it intentionally.
When in reality
all I ever wanted to do
was to make you see
that my love for you
is not temporary.

By: Jeremy Myers | Me: Because Words ExistOne night someone...

By: Jeremy Myers | Me: Because Words Exist

One night someone asked me on Tumblr why it is that I hurt, and all I did was tell the truth; because words exist.

When you finally saidthat you loved me,did you mean it?Or were you onlysaying it becauseyou were...

When you finally said
that you loved me,
did you mean it?
Or were you only
saying it because
you were afraid
that if you didn’t
I would walk away?

My last letter to you.

Even after all of the insults, and rubbing my face in your new found love for others, I still love you. And I think that’s why I am slowly starting to hate myself. Because by this point, loving you isn’t even worth all the thoughts of self-inflection. I’m always asking myself what did I do that was bad enough for you to leave for good. But then I remember that it takes two people to destroy a relationship, and I wasn’t the only person with my hands on the hammer. I still have all of your letters in the back of my drawer. They are just sitting there, collecting dust, and the ink that the words are stained in is slowly starting to fade away; just like the love you once had for me. I don’t know where to begin to tell you that everything I said before, that if you leave now you can never come back, I was saying that in hopes of you returning with a love that was stronger than before. But I should have remembered that you always read into my words much too deeply, and you always seemed to mistake my sarcasm for raw truth. Not even the most gullible of people would have taken my ultimatum as a final goodbye. So even after everything you did to me, and everything I did to you, I still have a small shred of hope that maybe you will return, and we can resume from where we left off. But as the days pass, and your presence is still lost, I find myself slowly letting go of any thought of us returning to one another. Because even people with the strongest heart sometimes have to let go.

I fell in lovewith someonewho doesn’t knowthe first thingabout how tolove someoneother...

I fell in love
with someone
who doesn’t know
the first thing
about how to
love someone
other than
themselves.

There areso many thingsthat I wish for,but most of allI wish that youwill somedaylove me.

There are
so many things
that I wish for,
but most of all
I wish that you
will someday
love me.