Colleen Brown's Blog, page 276

Leaving someone isn’t bad. The hard part is forgetting that person, because as long as they...

Leaving someone isn’t bad. The hard part is forgetting that person, because as long as they are still on your mind, it’s not really like you ever left them at all.

i need to stop feeling things towards people who feel nothing towards me

i need to stop feeling things towards people who feel nothing towards me

If it was not for you,I would have neverunderstood what Itruly deserve,and how much I...

If it was not for you,
I would have never
understood what I
truly deserve,
and how much
I can tolerate 
to keep myself
in this game
called love.

I guess you were right all along,and that my love was notstrong enough to holdthe both of us up,at...

I guess you were right all along,
and that my love was not
strong enough to hold
the both of us up,
at the same time.
But then again,
you should give me
some credit,
because at least I told you
that my arms
can hardly even hold
the weight of my own troubles.

You knew that I loved you,and you took thatin your advantage,and made me believethat you loved me...

You knew that I loved you,
and you took that
in your advantage,
and made me believe
that you loved me too.

What you need to understand about falling in love with men who don’t want you around,is...

What you need to understand

about falling in love with men

who don’t want you around,

is that you’re wasting

not only your time, but

your energy on someone

who will never come around

to feeling grateful for your love.

what college do you go to?

The college of misfit toys.

An Ode To Forgetting

I have yet to rid of your memory
from the creases of my mind,
and even though everyone thinks
that it’s time to move on,
I still see no hope in doing so.

Remembering to forget
about someone has never been
this hard, and I don’t know
where to begin to start
erasing you from.

There are certain parts
of me that are stained
from your touch,
and the only way
that I’ll ever be able to
wash you off of me,
is to shed my skin
completely.

Tonight will be the nightthat I will lay on our bed,and eat the fermented fruitthat you always...

Tonight will be the night
that I will lay on our bed,
and eat the fermented fruit
that you always hated
seeing on the nightstand;
half eaten, with insides
that are as rotten
as the inside of your heart.
So tonight when I
fall asleep in the bed
that we made promises
of never breaking
those detailed promises,
I will remember you
in the way that you
could never think of me;
you are a full moon
lingering in the morning sky.

I would much ratherbe lonely and lostthan in love withsomeone who canhardly understand who I...

I would much rather

be lonely and lost

than in love with

someone who can

hardly understand

who I am, and why

it is they are with me

in the first place.