Colleen Brown's Blog, page 229

I don’t know what Iever saw in you.All that you areis a mistakethat’s just waitingto...

I don’t know what I
ever saw in you.
All that you are
is a mistake
that’s just waiting
to happen.

always sleepy,always peachy

always sleepy,
always peachy

don’t go underneath that apple treewith anyone else but...

don’t go underneath that apple tree
with anyone else but me

I loved you when I was weak,and your neglectwas the very thingthat made me strong.

I loved you 
when I was weak,
and your neglect
was the very thing
that made me strong.

When I saw herfor the first time,I knew thateverything that Ihave ever wantedwas standingright...

When I saw her
for the first time,
I knew that
everything that I
have ever wanted
was standing
right in-front
of me.

"He’s not going to rescue you from yourself. Soyou can bring your flagback inside and put itout..."

“

He’s not going to rescue

you from yourself. So

you can bring your flag

back inside and put it

out for another time

when all you need

is a helping hand.

He isn’t your victory

march. Just because

you look at him with

an expression that is

plastered in sorrow

doesn’t mean that he

needs to save you.

You shouldn’t have

expected so much from him.

He isn’t your savior;

a thing that waits around

until you feel broken

enough to accept his love.

Have you ever thought

that maybe he needs

to be rescued too?

Probably not, because

you were too busy

waiting on him to save

you, that you couldn’t

even see that he is

just as helpless as you.

”

- “You’re not the only broken one," - Colleen Brown

Tell me that you still want me,even though we both knowthat you have moved on tothings that are able...

Tell me that you still want me,
even though we both know
that you have moved on to
things that are able to consume
your time more passionately
than my lips were ever able to.
Even if my lips couldn’t do
the proper justice of changing
your mind and making you
want to stay, I know that
my touch was able to
make you feel things that
not even she could make 
you feel. Tell me that you
miss me from time to time.
Even though we both know
that you don’t, it would still
sound just as good if you
told me a lie in place of
the crippling truth. I just
want to know that you cared.
Even if I know that you
never did, I would take
any sign of your return
over the sound of you
never coming back.

I want passion: lips connecting, bodies...

I want passion: 

                           lips connecting,

                           bodies intertwined,

                           hands exploring,

                           minds at ease.

When you are finallyon the inside of my arms,I won’t take your presencefor granted anymore.I...

When you are finally
on the inside of my arms,
I won’t take your presence
for granted anymore.
I will cherish every
memory of bliss that we
create by simply
using our hands.

When you finally arrive,
I know within that frighting,
but revealing moment,
everything will suddenly
start to make sense.

I will finally be able
to understand what they
meant when they said
that the distance is
worth it if that means
someday being near
the one you have
always loved.

I’ve tried to stop loving you,but at the end of the dayI just find myselfeven more tangledin...

I’ve tried to stop loving you,
but at the end of the day
I just find myself
even more tangled
in the thought of you,
and how much
you are able to
take my logic
and make it
all about you.