Colleen Brown's Blog, page 233

When he pressed his lipsagainst mine, I felt nothing,and the only thought that was...

When he pressed his lips

against mine, I felt nothing,

and the only thought

that was circulating

through my mind

is that I would

rather be

against

hers.

I know that it’s a new year, and a new start,but I still love her.And I think thatwill...

I know that

it’s a new year,

and a new start,

but I still

love her.

And I think that

will be something

that won’t change;

even if time

gets ahold of it.

This year has been one of the most painful and one of the most beautiful years I’ve had so...

This year has been one of the most painful and one of the most beautiful years I’ve had so far. I don’t want to keep reflecting on what I did, or what I didn’t do, but what I will come to do tomorrow, and for the rest of next year. I have high hopes on what’s going to come next for me. So far, I know that I am in line to meet someone beautiful, and go on adventures; tickets booked and all. So this year, or technically next considering it’s still 2013, I will grow into my skin, and I will become someone that I’ve always admired. Someone who is worth remembering.

What happened in the second picture?

I went to the hospital the night before and spent 5 hours in the ER waiting to have my thumb stitched up. A month, or maybe three weeks after that I had to have surgery so my left thumbs nerve and tendon could be repaired so I didn’t lose all feeling and use.

sum photo booth pixs of me from this year

sum photo booth pixs of me from this year

All I wanted to do was go to the corner flower shops near our...

All I wanted to do was go to the corner flower shops near our flat.

A police officer just asked me on a date and how do you say no to a man with a gun strapped to his...

A police officer just asked me on a date and how do you say no to a man with a gun strapped to his side?

I’m always falling in love with people who I will never have the privilege to touch.

I’m always falling in love with people who I will never have the privilege to touch.

You don’t love me.You just don’t want tolet me go, and watch mecreating new memorieswith...

You don’t love me.
You just don’t want to
let me go, and watch me
creating new memories
with someone else
who is able to treat me
better than you ever could.

I still love you.I just don’t lovehow you couldhurt me so badly,and not evenseem to care.

I still love you.
I just don’t love
how you could
hurt me so badly,
and not even
seem to care.