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I fall in love every day. I fall in love with people, places, and repetitive schedules. I fall in...

I fall in love every day. I fall in love with people, places, and repetitive schedules. I fall in love with right timing, fresh paper, and half glasses of red wine that should have been gone hours ago. I fall in love with women who’s names I cannot pronounce, and I fall in love with men who are afraid of getting too close. I fall in love with the sight of the skyline swallowing the sun, and I fall in love with the fact that the moon is someone different every night. I fall in love with so much, that I can hardly tell the difference between infatuation and dedication. I fall in love every day, and I am not afraid of admitting that.

Today I woke up to rain pouring, it sounded like your voice and I read the words behind my eyelids fading in and out of view like lightning that shattered the ground. Today I woke and made it out of bed without my feet shattering on impact to the floor and

i’ve always wanted to be a tenenbaum

i’ve always wanted to be a tenenbaum

Without my condolences,you betrayed me.You were supposed tolove me more.You were supposed tobe...

Without my condolences,

you betrayed me.

You were supposed to

love me more.

You were supposed to

be with me until the end.

All the detailed promises

you made to me

on that shockingly

painful night, are now

as broken down

as my tattered heart.

How could you

do this to me?

After everything we had

built together, everything

that took us

so long to perfect

is now destroyed;

like the trust that

took me so much time

to save up for you.

It’s all ruined.

Just because you wanted

clarity for your own mind.

Do you think we will all eventually have enough love poems to write? Do you think love will ever tire us all?

I don’t think so. I mean for me, love never gets tiring. It’s what keeps me going. It’s the only thing that gives me a small shred of hope to keep moving forward, and to not let the negativity push me down. I think for as long as I live, love will always be my main focus. I’m not focusing on negative feelings, it’s useless. It just deteriorates my self worth and makes me feel things that I wish no one could experience. So for me, love will never wither away. It’s the only thing that keeps me growing.

I don’t know who I am.But I do know what I want.And all I want is for you to love me.In the...

I don’t know
 who I am.

But I do know
 what I want.

And all I want
 is for you to love me.

In the same way
 that I love you.

I was bravefor being able tolove youas much as I did.You were braveby being able toforgive mefor my...

I was brave
for being able to
love you
as much as I did.

You were brave
by being able to
forgive me
for my mistakes.

I think that what
we have
is something
that cannot
be destroyed.

With you
standing next to me
I feel as if
I can take on
the entire world.

When I look at youI see all the memoriesthat I once held so close to me, and all I can feel nowis...

When I look at you
I see all the memories
that I once held 
so close to me, 
and all I can feel now
is your love
distancing itself
further away
from my heart.

lately, i’ve been proud of being inside of my own skin,...

lately, i’ve been proud of being inside of my own skin, and how i see myself. i’m not sure if this is a bad or a good thing, but it feels good, and i think that’s good enough for me.

all i want right now is to kiss a woman

all i want right now is to kiss a woman