Colleen Brown's Blog, page 236

I found out the hard wayon how you should never let go of the one you seem to love the most. Your...

I found out the hard way
on how you should
never let go
of the one
you seem to
love the most. 

Your anger will subside,
and you will find yourself
alone and lost, and wondering
what words came out 
of your mouth
that ended it all.

I am no longer sad
with knowing the fact
that you aren’t coming back,
and that your love for me
was as temporary
as your compassion.

I know that it’s going to
take time for me
to be able to
feel safe again
without you here
beside me.

But I did this
to myself, and I
was the one who
caused you to leave
without having the urge
to look back.

Now I must destroy
this life that took me
so long to build with you,
and I know that I am going to be
the only one who has to
live with this regretful weight.

I loved youbefore I knewhow your skinfelt against mine,and I think with that being saidwe are going...

I loved you
before I knew
how your skin
felt against mine,
and I think 
with that being said
we are going to
become something
more than just
two strangers
passing each other
on the street.

A day like today deserves to be noticed.

A day like today deserves to be noticed.

She built her lifeupon what he loved,and when he left hershe felt as ifshe had nothing elseto keep...

She built her life
upon what he loved,
and when he left her
she felt as if
she had nothing else
to keep living for.

ask me something/tell me something

ask me something/tell me something

I am not bitterbecause you didn’tlove me in the waythat I deserved.I am bitter because you...

I am not bitter

because you didn’t

love me in the way

that I deserved.

I am bitter

because you used

all of my time

keeping me away

from those who

could have

loved me in the way

that I deserve

to be loved.

I am not bitter because you didn’t love me in the way that I deserved.I am bitter because you...

I am not bitter
because you didn’t
love me in the way
that I deserved.

I am bitter 
because you used
all of my time 
keeping me away
from those who
could have
loved me in the way
that I deserve
to be loved.

If you were happy before him,you can be happywithout him.Show him thatyou have endured...

If you were happy

before him,

you can be happy

without him.

Show him that

you have

endured worse,

and survived.

Make him feel

the neglect

that he is putting

your heart through.

Just one last time,

tell him that you

love him.

And after those words

leave your lips,

bring them back in.

Do to him,

what he did to you.

But this time,

you will be in-control.

Sometimes I think that youuse your beautyto push me farther down when I already amas deep as I can...

Sometimes I think that you
use your beauty
to push me farther down 
when I already am
as deep as I can go.

But somehow, 
you are still able to
lodge me further
beneath the ground,
and I wish
there was a way
that I could rise above
your grasp; leaving you
with nothing to hide.

I’m sorrythat I didn’tknow howto open up.It’s just beena long timesince...

I’m sorry
that I didn’t
know how
to open up.

It’s just been
a long time
since someone
has asked me 
how I am feeling,
and what it is
exactly that’s
on my mind.