Colleen Brown's Blog, page 228

I have infinite tenderness for you.

I have infinite tenderness for you.

Your love is not poetry.Your loveis somethingthat isa lot moretoxic.

Your love 
is not poetry.

Your love
is something
that is
a lot more
toxic.

"When you look at me with eyesthat seemed to have taken intoo much whiskey, do you thinkthat you..."

“

When you look at me with eyes

that seemed to have taken in

too much whiskey, do you think

that you are who you thought

you were going to be?

I’m tired of this back and forth

game that you seem to be

playing with your mind

and my heart. I never said

that I wanted in. I never

agreed to this restless chase.

We’re not that much different,

you and I. But at least in my shoes,

I know where I stand. And I know

what it is that I have always

craved within another person.

You cannot tell me that you

love me, and expect me to

wait forever for you. My time

is as precious as yours, and

the only way that I will ever

build up patience for you

is if you finally decide on what

it is that you really desire.

”

- “I know who I am, but do you?" - Colleen Brown

Always sleepy,always peachy,and always in lovewith the...

Always sleepy,

always peachy,

and always in love

with the thought

of you being here

without you really

being here.

All that I wantedfrom youwas for youto love me.But I guessthat was too muchto ask for,because...

All that I wanted
from you

was for you
to love me.

But I guess
that was too much

to ask for,
because now

all that you
are doing to me

is taking my love
for granted,

and making me
believe that this

was all of
my fault.

I will always love you.But for now, my selfishnessis blinding my eyesight,and the only thing that...

I will always love you.
But for now, my selfishness
is blinding my eyesight,
and the only thing that we
can do is wait for this
feeling of complete rejection
to subside, and to pass.

I look at you with eyesthat are full of desires.I’m waiting for youto understand whatit is...

I look at you with eyes
that are full of desires.
I’m waiting for you
to understand what
it is that I want.
I want you to be
able to figure me
out just by looking
in the direction
that I am facing.
You are so much
of everything that I
have ever wanted.
Now all that I
need to do
is to get you to see
how much love
that is hidden
in your heart
that is supposed
to be meant
for me.

I would ratherbe alonethan to be alonewith you.

I would rather
be alone
than to be alone
with you.

Show me the lovethat you hadonce promisedthat you weregoing to giveto me.

Show me the love
that you had
once promised
that you were
going to give
to me.

This is not how things weresupposed to turn out.We were supposed to behappy, and we weresupposed to...

This is not how things were
supposed to turn out.
We were supposed to be
happy, and we were
supposed to get along.
But now that you are
finally here, I’m not sure
if I should cherish
our time, or just wait
to someday cherish
the memories that I
wish I could have
held onto tighter.