Colleen Brown's Blog, page 135
August 17, 2014
John: You know it won’t alter anything, right? Me and...
John: You know it won’t alter anything, right? Me and Mary, getting married. We’ll still be doing all this.
Sherlock: Oh, good.
John: If you were worried.
Sherlock: I wasn’t worried.
as long as i’m with younothing can hold me back.
as long as i’m with you
nothing can hold me back.
August 16, 2014
My brother and I are playing our first gig tonight and...
My brother and I are playing our first gig tonight and it’s going to go horribly but it’s all in good fun.
"Let me fill the empty spaces
in your heart with my love.
I promise that it won’t hurt
but it will..."
“Let me fill the empty spaces
in your heart with my love.
I promise that it won’t hurt
but it will feel too good to be
true. No one will ever and has
ever loved you like I will and do.
I am not like the others who have
touched your heart. If you
let me, I will hold it in my hands
like it was the most precious
and delicate jewel, because it is.
Trust me, I’ve been through
what you’re going through
and you will make it. You will
survive. And if you let me fill
the empty spaces in your heart
with my love, I can promise you
that you will never have to
rid of my memory like you
had to do with everyone
that came before me.”
- "Let me love you," - Colleen Brown
in your heart with my love.
I promise that it won’t hurt
but it will feel too good to be
true. No one will ever and has
ever loved you like I will and do.
I am not like the others who have
touched your heart. If you
let me, I will hold it in my hands
like it was the most precious
and delicate jewel, because it is.
Trust me, I’ve been through
what you’re going through
and you will make it. You will
survive. And if you let me fill
the empty spaces in your heart
with my love, I can promise you
that you will never have to
rid of my memory like you
had to do with everyone
that came before me.”
- "Let me love you," - Colleen Brown
Before you start
to love me, promise
me that you will
never lose sight
of why you wanted
this in...
Before you start
to love me, promise
me that you will
never lose sight
of why you wanted
this in the first place.
"I’m thinking about the first time
I ever fell in love and now there are
knots in my stomach, a..."
“I’m thinking about the first time
I ever fell in love and now there are
knots in my stomach, a noose
around my heart, and you on my
mind. Before you there was
emptiness, but now I am full
of memories of when we were
together and when I thought
you were happy. Was I ever
enough to satisfy you? To keep
you coming back for more?
There must have been something
about me that was missing to
fulfill your hunger. Something
about me that you couldn’t
ever feel complete having.”
- "Your least favorite food," - Colleen Brown
I ever fell in love and now there are
knots in my stomach, a noose
around my heart, and you on my
mind. Before you there was
emptiness, but now I am full
of memories of when we were
together and when I thought
you were happy. Was I ever
enough to satisfy you? To keep
you coming back for more?
There must have been something
about me that was missing to
fulfill your hunger. Something
about me that you couldn’t
ever feel complete having.”
- "Your least favorite food," - Colleen Brown
August 14, 2014
"I still chain smoke cigarettes as if it is my profession. I should be promoted for the amount of..."
“I still chain smoke cigarettes as if it is my profession. I should be promoted for the amount of nicotine that I have stored in my lungs.
I still write poetry about losing the ones I love. Even if I was the one who pushed them out of my life.
I still believe in God even after all of this chaos that has been unfolding upon his own creation. I still have hope in my heart while others have a gun in their hand.
I still play the mixed CD you made for me before you left. I’m still trying to figure out between guitar rifts and melancholy harmonies what you wanted me to hear. What you were trying to tell me all along but couldn’t find the words yourself.
I still write you letters even though we both know that I don’t have the courage to send to you. I’m still hoping that maybe the ink from the paper will appear on your skin and show you what I never could.
I still wake up with you on my mind, and the same goes for when I’m about to fall asleep at night.
I still miss you, still love you, still regret everything I did to keep you away for good.
But most of all, I still want you. And I don’t think that any amount of days, months or even years of realizing will ever be able to change my mindset when it comes to still always longing for your presence.”
- "What still hasn’t changed," - Colleen Brown
I still write poetry about losing the ones I love. Even if I was the one who pushed them out of my life.
I still believe in God even after all of this chaos that has been unfolding upon his own creation. I still have hope in my heart while others have a gun in their hand.
I still play the mixed CD you made for me before you left. I’m still trying to figure out between guitar rifts and melancholy harmonies what you wanted me to hear. What you were trying to tell me all along but couldn’t find the words yourself.
I still write you letters even though we both know that I don’t have the courage to send to you. I’m still hoping that maybe the ink from the paper will appear on your skin and show you what I never could.
I still wake up with you on my mind, and the same goes for when I’m about to fall asleep at night.
I still miss you, still love you, still regret everything I did to keep you away for good.
But most of all, I still want you. And I don’t think that any amount of days, months or even years of realizing will ever be able to change my mindset when it comes to still always longing for your presence.”
- "What still hasn’t changed," - Colleen Brown
August 13, 2014
"It’s been getting harder to
get by lately, and I’m trying to
figure out if it’s because you
are no..."
“It’s been getting harder to
get by lately, and I’m trying to
figure out if it’s because you
are no longer here or because
I deserve this feeling of
hopelessness for being the one
to chase you off. There is no
doubt that I miss you, but when
you were here I felt as if time
was strangling me with its own
two hands. There is nothing
I would rather do than to sit
in front of these past moments
with my gaze of regret fixed
upon their greedy thoughts.
But life is not that fair and I
don’t think that there is anything
else I need to say besides
that I’m sorry, and that if I could
I would take back all of those
words that were full of ignorance.
It’s been getting a lot harder
to survive lately and I just wish
that you could come back home
and take on this battle with me.”
- "I’m my own army," - Colleen Brown
get by lately, and I’m trying to
figure out if it’s because you
are no longer here or because
I deserve this feeling of
hopelessness for being the one
to chase you off. There is no
doubt that I miss you, but when
you were here I felt as if time
was strangling me with its own
two hands. There is nothing
I would rather do than to sit
in front of these past moments
with my gaze of regret fixed
upon their greedy thoughts.
But life is not that fair and I
don’t think that there is anything
else I need to say besides
that I’m sorry, and that if I could
I would take back all of those
words that were full of ignorance.
It’s been getting a lot harder
to survive lately and I just wish
that you could come back home
and take on this battle with me.”
- "I’m my own army," - Colleen Brown
Did you really think that trying
to remove my memory from
your mind would really work?
When you...
Did you really think that trying
to remove my memory from
your mind would really work?
When you became a part of my
life I became a permanent
part of your body. I am inside
of every limb, and you can
try to scrub yourself clean
of me but I can promise you
that no amount of soap and water
will ever free you from the effect
that I had on your entire being.
August 12, 2014
i thought it was a dream
i thought it was a dream
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