Colleen Brown's Blog, page 136
August 12, 2014
To anonymous - This man is obviously selfish when it comes to you. It seems as if he doesn’t...
To anonymous - This man is obviously selfish when it comes to you. It seems as if he doesn’t want you to be with anyone else, so he is keeping you on the back burner so you cannot move on or move yourself away from it. He may be your friend but he is a pretty terrible one from the things you have told me. If he cares about you as much as he tells you he shouldn’t be putting you through this much pain and confusion. I would try to move on if I were you. You can stay on good terms with him but you don’t and shouldn’t have to wait for him to get his stuff together and make up his mind. I mean, if he’s dating someone already and is hitting on other women while leading you on, what makes you think he won’t do that to you if you do enter a romantic relationship with him? If you still want him to be in your life, I would be careful. I wouldn’t get too close because he is going to make you feel as if he did before.
I’ve been drawing hands today.
I’ve been drawing hands today.
He had the type of smilethat made the rest of him seemlike he was doing just fine.No one would have...
He had the type of smile
that made the rest of him seem
like he was doing just fine.
No one would have ever known
that there was darkness
between the seams of his mind
that only ever gave off light.
August 11, 2014
I don’t care about
how many people you
have loved before me.
As long as you love me
like there has...
I don’t care about
how many people you
have loved before me.
As long as you love me
like there has been
no one who could make
you feel this way,
your past will be just as
foggy as my mistakes.
there is somethingabout that melancholy sky
that makes me...
there is something
about that melancholy sky
that makes me feel
as though I am already home.
I know that you know that I
still want this, still want you.
If anyone happened to look
in my eyes,...
I know that you know that I
still want this, still want you.
If anyone happened to look
in my eyes, they could see
the same thing. They could
see where I went wrong when
I told you that there would
never be enough love inside
of my heart for the both of us.
They could see those words
laced in regret and a fire
that has been created from
dedication in hopes of getting
you back. So when you look
into my eyes I hope you can
see where I went wrong and
just how much energy I’ve
used trying to make it right.
mostlyfiction:
I shouldn’t have promised
you all of my love when I
don’t even have enough
to give...
I shouldn’t have promised
you all of my love when I
don’t even have enough
to give to myself too.
I shouldn’t have promised
you all of my love when I
don’t even have enough
to give to...
I shouldn’t have promised
you all of my love when I
don’t even have enough
to give to myself too.
August 10, 2014
"I’m the one who didn’t want you
anymore. The one who found a more
comfortable reason not..."
anymore. The one who found a more
comfortable reason not to need to
tolerate this back and forth kind of love.
You did not push me away. I’m the one
who had my arms reaching outward
so no one, not even you, could get close.
I’m the one who should be captured,
the one who should be treated like the traitor.
You never went back on your words, but I did
go back on my promises and made it seem
like my meaning has always been laced
in certainty. I’m the one who broke this,
who destroyed your thoughts on realistic love
because I couldn’t make up my selfish mind.
I’m the one who should have all the fingers
of injustice pointed in my direction. I’m the one
who should have to pay for the crime. I’m tired
of trying to prove myself innocent because
I have always been the one to blame.”
- "I’m the one who should say sorry," - Colleen Brown
when the light comes into my room and hits my desk like this...
when the light comes into my room and hits my desk like this it’s so warm and gentle and it’s always my favorite part of the day
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