Colleen Brown's Blog, page 139

photos from long, long ago

photos from long, long ago

Do you believe in various forms of soul mates?

I think so, yes. I think being in love with someone and wanting to spend your always with them is the highest form of a soulmate though. Because it’s where your.. soul connects in the whole concept and nature of love. True love. I always feel a bit cliche when I say that, but I would rather be cliche for believing in something beautiful and pure than to believe in something that only involves negativity and distancing yourself from others. I think there is one person out there that you feel as if you can be vulnerable around emotionally, physically and spiritually. A person that understands who you are and you understand them and it just works because you can see eye to eye on everything. But like people with different minds you are bound to disagree at some point. But that disagreement does not tear you apart or push you away from one another. It helps you grow and understand each other even more. It gives you love, truth and hope for the future. But again, that’s how I feel personally on the matter! Hope this made sense! Even slightly.

I want to take you on a date. I want to stay up with you and read your poems at 3 am and kiss you between each piece.

Let’s go to the theater. But if I open myself up to you at 3 a.m. I hope that you can open yourself up to me as well. I will give you my words as long as you give me your lips and your half-asleep smile.

But she was perfect, and she was mine. And I wouldn’t have traded her love for anything.

But she was perfect,
and she was mine.
And I wouldn’t have
traded her love
for anything. 

"Before you, I was lost amongthe words of those who placedfalse hope inside of me. I wasso small,..."

“Before you, I was lost among

the words of those who placed

false hope inside of me. I was

so small, so afraid to be the center

of a trick performed by someone

whose only intention was to know

that they could control me.

Before you, there was no hope,

no truth, no kind of kiss that

tasted like forever. But then you

came into my world and shook

my entire universe and changed

my outlook on passion through

touch. You brought me back

to life, to the surface of looking

forward to the future. If it wasn’t

for you I would still be floating,

drowning lifelessly in a sea

of insincerity and synthetic love.”

- “Thank you, my life preserver," - Colleen Brown

When we first metI thought you were going to becomemy entire universe.I thought your heartwould...

When we first met

I thought you were

going to become

my entire universe.

I thought your heart

would be the reason

to my world revolving.

But then you were

finally in my arms

and all I could think

of was a way to get

you out of them.

When we first met

I thought you were

going to become

my entire universe.

But all you ended up

becoming was the

reason to all of my

galaxies falling out

of their alignment.

new playlist - try to find me - listen here

new playlist -  try to find me - listen here

By thinking of youI am taunting my body and my fragile heartfrom the bitter truth.But I would...

By thinking of you
I am taunting my body 
and my fragile heart
from the bitter truth.

But I would rather
torment myself with your
missing presence than to
be without you at all.

when the air conditioner stings

when the air conditioner stings

I want to be the reasonthat you never want togive up on love. That youwill always keep...

I want to be the reason

that you never want to

give up on love. That you

will always keep fighting

even when your fists are

worn out and all they want

to do is surrender. I want

to be the reason that you

will never give up on love,

because you are the reason

that I am still holding on

to this idea of forever.