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“It’s been getting harder to

get by lately, and I’m trying to

figure out if it’s because you

are no longer here or because

I deserve this feeling of

hopelessness for being the one

to chase you off. There is no

doubt that I miss you, but when

you were here I felt as if time

was strangling me with its own

two hands. There is nothing

I would rather do than to sit

in front of these past moments

with my gaze of regret fixed

upon their greedy thoughts.

But life is not that fair and I

don’t think that there is anything

else I need to say besides

that I’m sorry, and that if I could

I would take back all of those

words that were full of ignorance.

It’s been getting a lot harder

to survive lately and I just wish

that you could come back home

and take on this battle with me.”

- "I’m my own army," - Colleen Brown