Colleen Brown's Blog, page 103

I'm in a relationship with my best friend of two years. We have been together for almost six months. My ex has recently contacted me and did what typical exes did. Said he misses me and took me for granted. Thing is, he also has a girlfriend of 9 months. I

This is a bit dicey for me because on one hand I totally understand where you’re coming from and the other I totally know how I would feel if I were your boyfriend or his girlfriend. It’s always the “I want what I can’t have” thing. Since you two are no longer together but once were, you want what you can’t have because you’re both taken. Or maybe you do have feelings for each other still. I wouldn’t act on it, for the sake of the feelings of your boyfriend. And if you decide to act on it, as well as your ex, you need to be prepared to face the consequences of what your actions may lead to. Think of all the possibilities of what a one time thing may lead to. I hope you do the right thing, peach! Just try to be happy!

And so many more to come.

And so many more to come.

"You said you loved me lesswhen I started to doubt myself.You said you couldn’t alwaysbe there for..."

“You said you loved me less

when I started to doubt myself.


You said you couldn’t always

be there for me even when

I really did need you.


You said you wouldn’t ever

rely on me because you are

the only person that you could

ever truly depend on.


You said that sometimes

I would have to be alone

because not everyone who

has someone will always

be taken care of or looked after.


You said all these things

when all I really wanted to hear

was that no matter how I feel

about myself or how unfairly life

has treated you that you would

always love me.”

- "I know now that this is not love," - Colleen Brown

What’s your Instagram?Mine is: Mostlyfiction

What’s your Instagram?

Mine is: Mostlyfiction

I would rather be loved by no one than to have someone who says they love me but has really...

I would rather be

loved by no one

than to have someone

who says they love me

but has really never

loved me at all.

I can't stop looking through my ex's current girlfriend's social media. He cheated on me with her. I don't know why I torture myself with looking through her pictures and words. I can't help that I still love him. Sometimes, you love people no matter what

I’ve been through what you’re going through, long ago. I know it’s hard and sometimes it’s even harder not looking through her social media accounts. I wish I could take the pain away. But what you have to realize and what you have to ask yourself is is loving him, still holding on to his memory worth the pain? Is being able to see what you did wrong and who he did it wrong with making you hate yourself? I could be wrong but to me loving someone is not about hurt. If he hurt you in this way, in this selfish way, do you truly think that he loved/loves you? And I’m not trying to be offensive by asking that because I know the question within itself is painful but you have to really think about it. If you love someone you do not intentionally hurt them. You do not put your needs before theirs, mostly when it comes to something of this nature. You deserve someone who won’t do that to you or even think about it because they love you and care about you too much. Why hold on to someone so toxic and destructive when they only cared for themselves? And if he did this to you do you think he won’t do this to her? Yeah she is at fault too but more than anything this is about him and what he did. People always get the most angry at the other person but even if they were being selfish too they do what they want to do and it all leads back to the one you trusted most. You need to let go of him, if you want to be at peace and if you want to be able to open yourself again. There is no use in holding on to someone who is so blinded by their own satisfaction when you have feelings too. If he’s out of your life keep it that way. If you brought him back do you think he wouldn’t do it again? Just try to make yourself happy now, you’re allowed to, you need to. Don’t dwell on what you can’t change but create something new and do something for yourself. Try to let go, to forget about him and her and you can forgive him but I wouldn’t trust him. Yet again, this is just me and what I would do and have done. It’s made me a lot happier and has allowed me to look back and realize how much I really did and do deserve. And you deserve more.

Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze

Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze

Wishing it was summer or even spring so I could wear this out...

Wishing it was summer or even spring so I could wear this out and it be acceptable.

Come back home,I’ll erase the memoriesof when the only thingwe wanted to do wasescape from not...

Come back home,

I’ll erase the memories

of when the only thing

we wanted to do was

escape from not only

this place but from

each other. I know now

that neither of us meant it

when we said that this

could never be forever

because now that I’m alone

I finally see that this really

wasn’t enough because this was

everything I’ve ever wanted,

ever needed, everything that ever

meant anything to me.

my best friends show is Attack on Titan so I bought her these...

my best friends show is Attack on Titan so I bought her these from this etsy shop / i tried them on to make sure they were good quality and i can assure you that they are