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neil said he wanted to see andrew lose control (same btw and also Hot) but i think neil should do it first. have a breakdown in front of everyone as a treat

if i can say anything with certainty about andrew and neil it’s that they are the only people on the entire planet who can handle each other. andrew really just said that 90% of the time he wants to skin neil alive and without missing a beat or even thinking one single thought about that doozy of a line, neil just goes “okay but what about the other 10%” like okay freaks just kiss already god

dan is a fucking saint cause i would’ve been sick of andrew and the rest of the monsters’ shit MONTHS ago

oh ouch why did the reveal of andrew actually being afraid of heights make my heart hurt though
but of course right after that, we get more of oblivious neil blaming andrew’s quickened heart rate on “his surroundings” and in the same breath somehow not noticing that HE HIMSELF IS PART OF SAID SURROUNDINGS

neil you dumb idiot oh yeah i wonder who matt thinks andrew is more likely to end up with now hmmmmm maybe it’s the GUY HE GAVE A KEY TO HIS INCREDIBLY EXPENSIVE CAR

i think we all know what (who) gets under andrew’s skin MMMHHMMMM the tension is building i might be kicking my feet a little bit

ah what a confession

hey wait can we not brush off the medication question cause i would also very much like to know wtf that was all about

oh my god was andrew's "threat" actually about wymack sending neil over to talk sense into him cause that's HILARIOUS. andrew's like "you're blowing my cover i'm supposed to be all mysterious you've gotta stop reminding everyone that neil can get through to me when no one else can OKAY this is homophobic". and of course neil is as oblivious as ever

logically, i understand that andrew probably wants to see neil's scars so they can be even in their vulnerability. HOWEVER, useless gay brain says he just wants to see his crush shirtless

lovely to see that andrew is still talking like a supervillain like PLEASE can this 5 foot king stop threatening grown men it is embarrassing

okay got distracted by green yuri for a while there BUT WE ARE SO BACK i'm ready to return to my laughably disfunctional gays

“you were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs”
“you are a pipe dream”
*indirect kiss via cigarette* are you fucking kidding me it’s so over

i really should not be starting this today cause i’m not gonna have time to read at all this week but uh. i regret to inform y’all that i simply need to know what happens next. i think i Get it now
pls keep me in your thoughts in these trying times

considering the scope of these books, killing riko is absolutely not out of the realm of possibility. so i would very much like to see it

the utter ridiculousness of the entire ravens compound (castle) being painted black is really at odds with the sheer sadism of riko like this man just shoved a knife into neil's mouth, spit into it, and made him swallow HELLO??? can we go back to matching all black outfits and cringey insults

so wymack makes his team out of delinquents and runaways cause he thinks they deserve a second chance, and moriyama builds his team out of the children of families he's scared/beaten into submission COOL COOL COOL. is it really that fucking serious THE SPORT IS CALLED EXY FFS

just so we're all clear, the plot rn is: come to my castle (this is not a fantasy series) over christmas break or i'll have your kinda-boyfriend assaulted (again) and psychologically tortured

HE DID NOT JUST SAY "WHAT FOR?" TO SOME GIRL ASKING FOR HIS NUMBER PLS AKSJHDKAHDKJAHDK

holy shit FINALLY!!!!!!! insane that we had to get to this point to see the issues with the medication but whatever i’ll take it
feeling kind of insane about neil constantly choosing to pretend like he’s fine as a survival instinct, and that’s exactly what makes him so sensitive to andrew’s apathy and how it ISNT a choice

“i don’t need anyone” neil this is so andrew of you
i think there’s actually been multiple instances of them repeating dialogue from each other but this one really got me

even if no one else seems to care i appreciate that neil is horrified by the way andrew’s medication affects him cause YEAH ME TOO!!! whatever dose they’ve got him on is fucked up and it’s gross how everyone else just calls him crazy and manic

oh! okay!

am i dumb or is the apparent subtext in the vast majority of andrew's dialogue nearly impossible to make sense of

the way information is revealed in these books makes me feel like my brain is leaking out of my ears

NEIL'S FIRST THOUGHT AFTER FINDING OUT ANDREW IS GAY IS THINKING HE AND KEVIN ARE TOGETHER KAJHDKSJHDJAHDF BITCH ME TOO

oh neil you sweet idiot, andrew is GAY and i hope renee is too but i'm not holding my breath for that one

do i understand how exy works? no and i really don't care to read the fucking rule book to find out
am i incredibly hype about this game rn?? ......yes yes i am

OH ITS GETTING GAY OH SHIT
i have been noticing for quite a while now that neil’s eyes always end up catching on andrew and now it looks like he’s starting to notice it a bit himself……..all it took was a super long winded gossip sesh with the only openly gay character (who is not very good gay rep btw i’m not thrilled with how nicky’s sexuality has been portrayed) and a dash of jealousy jealousy

“Neil had no idea how the conversation had gone from murder to Renee.” PLS AJDNNSNXNSNXNSNNSNDS sub in any word/name for renee and it could be the tagline for this series