ruby
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Out of all the things in the world I am 100% certain of, your love for me is one of them.
“No one ever found out what was happening inside me. How the pain was eating me away. No one ever came to my rescue, or stood up for me.”
― By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead
― By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead
“Every spot on the planet has something in its past that is worth haunting about.”
― Tell Me I’m Worthless
― Tell Me I’m Worthless
“I have been smashed and put back together so many times nothing works right. Nothing is where it should be, heavy thumping in my shoulder where my heart now beats.”
― Living Dead Girl
― Living Dead Girl
“Ray has never come out and said it, but I know from years of listening to him dream that his mother did to him what he does to me.
Held him down, rubbed him raw, broke him open. In them, he cries and begs her not to touch him, that he doesn't want to go inside her, that he is a good boy, he really is.
I let Ray have his nightmares, watch him thrash and listen to his voice squeak with fear. I lie there and watch him and wish he was trapped back there, with her and had never broken free.”
― Living Dead Girl
Held him down, rubbed him raw, broke him open. In them, he cries and begs her not to touch him, that he doesn't want to go inside her, that he is a good boy, he really is.
I let Ray have his nightmares, watch him thrash and listen to his voice squeak with fear. I lie there and watch him and wish he was trapped back there, with her and had never broken free.”
― Living Dead Girl
“I want him to take her tomorrow. I want that little girl here now, where I am. I want her to be Ray's love, to bear it. I don't care that TV and the preacher at church say that children are treasures or little miracles or special.
They are flesh and blood like the shell around me, a thing waiting to be molded by someone's will, and Ray wants that job. I don't care if he takes it. If he takes everyone and everything, every child from every place. I just want him to leave me.”
― Living Dead Girl
They are flesh and blood like the shell around me, a thing waiting to be molded by someone's will, and Ray wants that job. I don't care if he takes it. If he takes everyone and everything, every child from every place. I just want him to leave me.”
― Living Dead Girl
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Children's, Crime, Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Manga, Mystery, Poetry, Romance, Science fiction, Thriller, Young-adult, splatterpunk, psychological-thriller, zombies, dinosaurs, apocalyptic, dystopia, alternate-history, aliens, bulgarian-literature, psychological-horror, science-fiction-fantasy, post-apocalyptic, lgbt, enemies-to-lovers, and romantasy
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