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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Oct 19, 2018 10:42PM
I'm a little hungry and very, very unmotivated.
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My cousin might or might not be coming over tomorrow. She was supposed to but then her uncle died in a horrible accident, so she was considering not coming. But then my uncle said that she would be coming, so it's confusing. Is she or is she not coming?
Oh, by the way, I learnt last night that next door neighbour lady is moving. Again. And this time, permanently.Like whaaaaat?!?!
Hey we love collecting packages for you from Amazon and speculating what is inside it until you come back home! Don't leave us!!!
I mean the last time she moved, the family who moved in where nice, but who knows what will happen this time. Besides, her maid is super nice to me, especially when I get locked out of my house.
Sorry cousin, I know you lost your uncle, but I'm afraid you're going to lose your cousin as well.
My dad got pissed and told me to go study which I did do for a while. Then my mum came along and asked my dad, "So which university should we put Hal in?" And you know what Dad said?"Hal said she doesn't want to study anymore." She laughed. They fucking laughed.
I didn't know whether to close to book and say "Then why the fuck did you fucking tell me to study?", or whether I should laugh, but ultimately I'm crying.
All my pointless, empty life, everything I did was to please them.
I never went to the movies with my friends.
Barely asked for stuff that was expensive. Except the guitar and the phone.
Never complained about this shitty house we live in.
Never once complained that Mum was a horrible cook.
Always climbed up chairs and tables to reach for things on the top shelf even though it scared the shit out of me every single time.
Always shared everything I had with them.
Maybe I should give them the knife and ask them to kill me.
Never once corrected Dad's numerous grammatical errors in spite of being a grammar Nazi.
Never once said he was getting on my nerves. My brother did that occasionally because he got irritated with it.
Actually, never showed a single one of my writings to any of them.
Take Hallie and do it? Oh Dad, I'm not coming into that house with you.
I wanted to ever since I saw it. But I'm not going to.
Hallie said she's not doing her degree.
Why didn't he just kill me with a gun?
I'm sorry they laughed Hallie. It's so hurting when they make fun of it like it's nothing. But come on. You need to study. What do u wanna study?
There's a back story behind this and that is the thing making me so angry. So angry I could just kill. No, no, no, I'm not studying. I never studying. I wanted to get like a Ph.D in English literature and all, but screw that. I'll be teaching lessons instead.
I need to leave this poem here because I'm going to delete it from my phone. It's crappy, but does it matter?No windows
No doors
These four walls
Trap my pilgrim soul
Alone
As time passes
These walls only seem to come closer
And closer
Until they crush the inhabitant inside.
Hallie wrote: "There's a back story behind this and that is the thing making me so angry. So angry I could just kill. No, no, no, I'm not studying. I never studying. I wanted to get like a Ph.D in English literat..."Teaching lessons to which class?
Hallie wrote: "I need to leave this poem here because I'm going to delete it from my phone. It's crappy, but does it matter?No windows
No doors
These four walls
Trap my pilgrim soul
Alone
As time passes
These w..."
This actually reminds me of the song, "These Four Walls" by Miley Cyrus. Listen to it.
Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I need to leave this poem here because I'm going to delete it from my phone. It's crappy, but does it matter?No windows
No doors
These four walls
Trap my pilgrim soul
Alone
As time..."
I will.
Ughh some random guy called me and asked me who I was. I gave my phone to my brother and he talked to him instead and told him we can't tell him anything except the city.
Let's say I'm kind of worried it's that guy from before.
Maybe it's not that guy.Why was he asking about u?
Maybe it was just a spam. We get a lot here. We block 'em
I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call me using five different numbers for nearly five months, but yes, you're right. Maybe it's not that guy. (If it is, I guess I need to reteach some things, and this time it won't be as diplomatic.)I don't know. He just called and when I responded, initially he was like, "Tell me" so I just cut the call. He called again and my brother advised me to say wrong number, and then I asked him who he was. He refused to tell me and kept asking who I was. So I told him that he got the wrong number, but he continued to ask for my name until I finally gave it to my brother. Apparently he asked him his name as well :/
I usually block them too, but after that other guy, I'm less tolerant to people like this. I mean if they misdialled, I can understand, but this one is a case when a guy is trying to mess with a girl.
I hope I don't have any tests scheduled for tomorrow. And no teacher decides to hand back our papers.
Hallie wrote: "I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call me using five different numbers for nearly five months, but yes, you're right. Mayb..."I know. It's so common here. So just block it. That guy doesn't deserve a second of your time. He can get all the numbers he want, you just have to press a button and block. No need to reply.
And usually if we have a new number calling us we do give it to a boy/man at home to answer. But some people don't stop so just ignore them. Don't bother I'd say.
Hallie wrote: "I didn't get mine either! Dang what is taking those owls so long?!Well, that would require someone coming over and knocking in some pieces of information into my hypocritical family, and no one h..."
I didn't get mine either,
It's fine, guys. I'm just in school.
Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call me using five different numbers for nearly five months, but yes, you..."I'm sorry, but it's not that simple. How long should I keep blocking numbers? Don't you think it disturbs me when I'm doing something when he calls? Even if I hit ignore before blocking, he still redials the next second. And how long? It's been going on for months. Besides, blocking a number on my phone is not a single step option. Whilst it's not super complicated, it's still a bit of a pain to save the number and everything. I want to do something permanent that will make sure he won't call ever again.
And update, my phone showed that I received two missed calls from one of those five numbers I previously blocked. Coincidence that he is trying to get hold of me today after someone exhibited the same behaviour yesterday?
No one needs to know my Irish marks.
So apparently the teacher dealing Organic Chemistry is grading our papers. My Chemistry score is going to be a lot lower than I expected again :/ *sighs*
Speaking of which, there were three assignments due today but some kind, generous and caring friends of mine bothered to inform me, but the pigeon didn't arrive (just like our owls from Hogwarts). So I need to do four assignments in one evening and figure out the method that will actually kill me this time.Anyone wanna help with the latter?
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That is when you get the cops involved since technically it is harassment
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