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[Hallie]

You can count on me to eat lunch alone and think about random family members.

[Hallie]

During lunch, a friend borrowed my lab coat. I need it the hour after she finishes, which is in like fifteen minutes, and I don't want her to have to search all over for me, but this this teacher just don't let us go :/

[Hallie]

And the assistant class prefect walked in with a bundle of papers which made me worry and not concentrate at all, but apparently mine isn't there amongst those, so is it safe to breathe now?

[Hallie]

My cousin's back. They eliminated her on the first day itself??? Boy!

[Aqsa]

Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call me using five different num..."

And whats that?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "hallieeeeeeeeee

i miss youuuuuuuuu"

Maggie!!!!!!! I missed you too!!"

yay! i feel like i'm never on at the same times as you, or wh..."

agreed timezones are terrible

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call me using fiv..."

Box his ears - courtesy of my dad.

[Hallie]

Spoopy Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "hallieeeeeeeeee

i miss youuuuuuuuu"

Maggie!!!!!!! I missed you too!!"

yay! i feel like i'm never on at the same time..."

Imagine the whole world working on the same time zone xD

[Hallie]

But Hallie, why are you up at 3 am?

I have no clue.

[butterbean]

Okay that’s literally me everyday.

[Aqsa]

Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I tried to track his location. I got his name but no location, but I don't know. The previous guy did try to call..."

That is sure a great idea!
I'll help!

[Aqsa]

That's me too. Except last night.

[Hallie]

And I complain that I'm exhausted from lack of sleep....

[Aqsa]

I can't seem to get enough sleep myself. I feel like sleeping again.

[Hallie]

So it's a universal thing!

[Hallie]

So people, I'm somehow alive after two hours of Math, but I can't assure that my sanity is intact.

[Aqsa]

Yes definitely!

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "Yes definitely!"

What has the world turned into?! People can't even sleep!

[Aqsa]

Haha yup. Stupid busy life.
I wanna sleep but I got so much to do and if I sleep then I wont get up anytime soon.

[Hallie]

Same.

[Hallie]

My Botany teacher just came and asked us how long we'd be here so that she can come during lunch and give us our grades!! 😱😱😱😱

[Aqsa]

Damn! I hate when that happens. Good luck!

Congrats for the ruined lunch and the impending doom!

[Aqsa]

Our chemistry teacher used to eat uo our lunch so very often.

[Hallie]

Uh well, I got 82. I know it's not good enough, but it's better than what I feared and got in other l the others.

[Hallie]

Why do people keep telling me I have a long life ahead and I shouldn't waste it? I don't want a fucking long life. I want it to end. Now.

[Hallie]

Need a way to get out of here.

[Hallie]

I mean, not just school. I don't know... From reality?

[Hallie]

Iz hasn't come to school for two days, and I should be the one calling her, but introverted me can't even force myself to call her -_-

[Hallie]

Maybe I don't have to kill myself because I'm going to die of medical negligence anyway.

[Hallie]

But that seems to be taking longer than just killing myself.

[Hallie]

Look, Hal, you can die anytime now. So just please stop stressing over every single damn thing.

[Hallie]

How long does it take to drown?

[butterbean]

I don't know. I can experiment with myself to ensure a correct and average answer for you.

[Hallie]

Nah, I'll try it myself. Wouldn't want you to get hurt.

[Hallie]

Uh okay, I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. I googled something that some people say is false (but some say it's true), and I'm going to have nightmares.

[Hallie]

Me: *gets anxious over school and grades and scratches arms way to much*
Me: *gets a panic attack, can't think about anything else, stays frozen and stress ears after reading rumors about an anime/manga*

Basically, I stress over trivial matters.

[butterbean]

Hallie wrote: "Nah, I'll try it myself. Wouldn't want you to get hurt."

Ah man. You're no fun man! I wanna get hurt!

[Aqsa]

82 is good. Don't stress too much :)

[Aqsa]

Well no one knows how long life is gonna be. They just say it assuming death doesn't find us for a long time.

Tbh I don't wanna live long either. It's not the same like you. I don't just wanna be old and dependent and frel like everyone's doing me a favour every damn second.

[Hallie]

jellybean wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Nah, I'll try it myself. Wouldn't want you to get hurt."

Ah man. You're no fun man! I wanna get hurt!"

Legit everyone says that to me. But I call dibs on getting hurt.

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "82 is good. Don't stress too much :)"

Not for my parents it isn't.

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "Well no one knows how long life is gonna be. They just say it assuming death doesn't find us for a long time.

Tbh I don't wanna live long either. It's not the same like you. I don't just wanna be..."

Surprising they assume death won't find me for a long time.

I understand that.

[Hallie]

I should kill my Chemistry teacher before my parents kill me.

[Hallie]

And apparently 3/4th of the class is lying to their parents about not receiving our Math and Physics papers. It's so good to finally feel like one amongst the crowd!

Hallie, you literally failed two subjects. Not a good thing.

[Hallie]

But to be honest, I'm kind of happy I failed. It's just relieving. If my parents were more cool with it, it might have actually helped me a bit.

[Hallie]

So all my friends failed along with 80% of the class, so it can't all be my fault, can it? I know I'm making excuses, but almost everyone failed and even those who passed only barely passed.

[Hallie]

^ This is how we are all going to explain to our parents when the time comes.

[Hallie]

I overheard H2 saying, "While going home, I should somehow get hurt or fall sick so that my mum will hopefully be more lenient." One year, H2, and you've already got the Hallie's self-destructive disease. Please get help before you start popping pills, abusing substances, and attempting suicide like me.

[Hallie]

So yesterday, I used the subway to come home because the bus wasn't there, and I was waiting in the front. It was deserted, except for a security guard. The minute I reached there and sat down, she began to stare at me. She was sitting on one of the seats too, but when I got there, she stood up and began to watch me like a hawk. Like as though there was a big banner above me stating that I was considering jumping in front of the train when it arrives. Come on, lady, you don't even let people stand near the line on the platform. I'm pretty sure you won't let me just jump when the train comes.

[Hallie]

And our infamous fest is in eight days. Apparently they don't have sponsors, so the union came twice class to class requesting for monetary donations. I didn't contribute because I'm not going to attend it anyway.