Colleen Brown's Blog, page 170

And I should havefought for you.Because if there is anything that youdeserve more in this world, it...

And I should have
fought for you.
Because if there
is anything that you
deserve more in this
world, it is the type
of love that cannot
be questioned
or destroyed.

We should have made love instead ofarguments, but wemust have beentoo blinded by ourown...

We should have 
made love instead of
arguments, but we
must have been
too blinded by our
own selfishness
to understand that
time is not something
that we can get back
just by wishing
that we could have
done it all differently
by knowing what
we know now.

And I hope that whenyou fall into love,it will be the right kindthe next time around.

And I hope that when
you fall into love,
it will be the right kind
the next time around.

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You spend your timefighting for a man whowill never even careto see your vulnerabilityat 2 a.m....

You spend your time

fighting for a man who

will never even care

to see your vulnerability

at 2 a.m. when the sky

has somehow become

darker than your insides.

You wonder why loneliness

has never been on your

side, and why everything

seems to fall apart

just when you found the

strength to rebuild it all.

You are not weak,

and you are not someone

who needs another to

fill up the spaces in your

mind that only want your

undivided attention for

a moment. So stop falling

before any man that

promises you love that

you can give to yourself.

You are stronger than that,

stronger than dependence,

and stronger than your

fears and weakness.

and if i could, i would move the mountains for you

and if i could, i would move the mountains for you

We touch one another like we have never made-love before, and if this is whatpassion truly is then I...

We touch one another 
like we have never made-
love before, and if this is what
passion truly is then I don’t
ever want to leave this bed.
This bed that gave us the proper
shelter to explore each others
body without the fear of being seen
by wanders who don’t know
the first thing about love,
and just how far we would go
to feel that type of ecstasy
one more time.

I am not trying to offend any person, I am just angry. And I know that I’m not the only woman...

I am not trying to offend any person, I am just angry. And I know that I’m not the only woman on this website and in the world who is angry. So if you are not a feminist, if you do not support the idea of feminism, and you think women deserve negative treatment for simply being a woman, please, don’t read this. This is just a small rant. 

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When a woman does anything to a man, it means that she hates men. When a man does anything to a woman, it means he is mentally insane. When a woman rejects a man and the man gets hurt, she is a tease, she is the bitch. But when a man rejects a woman and she gets hurt, she is emotional, she is too attached. When a woman talks bad about a man, or about anyone, she is prone to drama. When a man talks bad a woman, or about anyone, he is tough, and he doesn’t take shit from anyone and is a free-thinker. When a woman wants to be able to do what she wants with her body, she is selfish and insensitive. When a man wants to be able to do what he wants with his body, that’s fine, because there is no standing or previous issue ever brought to the surface. When a woman doesn’t want to have children, she is only thinking about herself. When a man doesn’t want to have children, he is thinking smart. When a woman gets emotional, she is obviously on her period. When a man gets emotional, he is strong, he has justified reasons, and he is someone to want to admire. 

So if you fucking sit here and tell me that women are on the same level as men, or that men go through all of the same things women go through, you can stop. Because most likely you are a male with a mind that is too sealed shut for any light to be able to reach it and to shed some sense upon it. And no, I am not saying every fucking single man is like this, or treats women in a disrespectful manner, or is sexist, or thinks he is better, but I am saying that majority of men do think this way. Or a majority of men think that they own a woman’s body just because he told her that he loves her. Are people still not fucking getting this? Are there really still people out there who defend the disgusting, harsh, and unjustified actions that men put women through everyday because they would rather be alone than to be alone with them? If this is the case, my hope in not only humanity, but progress is diminishing. If this is the case, then I have been wrong all-along about the hope of change.

It’s your body and your bedsheets that I wish I could be tangled in. I don’t want to...

It’s your body
and your bedsheets
that I wish I could be
tangled in. I don’t want
to ever have to unravel
you from my limbs.

the seasons are changing

the seasons are changing