Colleen Brown's Blog, page 166
June 2, 2014
And now that I
have finally started
to move on, you now
want to move inside
of my heart and...
And now that I
have finally started
to move on, you now
want to move inside
of my heart and make
yourself feel at home.
I look for you in everyone.
Every person who slightly
resembles you, I try to
make them a part of my...
I look for you in everyone.
Every person who slightly
resembles you, I try to
make them a part of my life;
in hopes that they will
fill the void that you left
when you decided that I
would never be enough
for you. And I don’t know
why I do this to myself.
Setting myself up for more
heartache by loving those
who will never come close
to the feeling I felt when I
was yours.
We used to love each otherso much that sometimesit felt like our hearts werein sync with one...
We used to love each other
so much that sometimes
it felt like our hearts were
in sync with one another.
We used to want each other
so much that sometimes
my hands would reach
for you when you weren’t
even there. We used to
dream of each other so much
that sometimes when I
would wake up without you
my mind could create a false
presence, and sometimes
it felt like the real thing.
We used to love each other
so much, but now we hardly
know each other at all.
June 1, 2014
mostlyfiction:
If I have to tell myself
that you never loved me
at all to rid of your
memory, then...
If I have to tell myself
that you never loved me
at all to rid of your
memory, then I will burn
those words into
my very being.
mostlyfiction:
You were miserable
in my presence, and now
even more miserable
because of my...
You were miserable
in my presence, and now
even more miserable
because of my absence.
I just wanted to become
your everything, and now
that you are left with
nothing, you want to make
me your something.
If I have to tell myself
that you never loved me
at all to rid of your
memory, then I will...
If I have to tell myself
that you never loved me
at all to rid of your
memory, then I will burn
those words into
my very being.
I want to believe that you
have changed. That maybe
you woke up this morning
and became someone...
I want to believe that you
have changed. That maybe
you woke up this morning
and became someone new,
someone who doesn’t have
to search through others
to find the meaning of what
love really is. But knowing
you, knowing how you can
never just admit to the
mistakes you’ve made,
you probably haven’t
changed at all.
You probably woke up
this morning in hopes
of finding someone
else who doesn’t know you
so that you can have your
way with someone who
doesn’t know the first thing
about how truly cruel
you really are.
We say forever as if
it is the only word
that we know how to
say. We say forever
but we don’t...
We say forever as if
it is the only word
that we know how to
say. We say forever
but we don’t know
how long forever
really is.
You were miserable
in my presence, and now
even more miserable
because of my absence.
I just wanted...
You were miserable
in my presence, and now
even more miserable
because of my absence.
I just wanted to become
your everything, and now
that you are left with
nothing, you want to make
me your something.
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