Colleen Brown's Blog, page 162
June 12, 2014
I loved you with everything
until you left me with absolutely
nothing. How could you say
that this...
I loved you with everything
until you left me with absolutely
nothing. How could you say
that this meant nothing to me?
How could you pretend that I
never gave a damn? I wish you
would shuffle through the archive
of your mind and find all of the
words that I sent your way.
That you could remind yourself
that I really did love you.
That I really did want this.
But now that you have blinded
yourself from the truth of it all,
I can say without a doubt
that everything I once wanted
before that involved you,
I no longer could give a damn
about. And I hope you can
remember that when you are
awake at night, wishing that I
would come back home.
I used to think that I
would be in complete
bliss by being in your
presence, but all I felt
was the...
I used to think that I
would be in complete
bliss by being in your
presence, but all I felt
was the need to flee
without looking back.
I’ve taught myself
how to become content
with loneliness.
It’s a feeling that I
once...
I’ve taught myself
how to become content
with loneliness.
It’s a feeling that I
once used to push away
with the fear of being
alone with my mind.
But now that you’re gone
and I am still here
with my thoughts and
the feeling of abandonment,
my loneliness has
become my one true love.
June 11, 2014
"Don’t believe them when they say it only gets worse, it does gets easier, you just have to hold on...."
Don’t believe them when they say it only gets worse, it does gets easier, you just have to hold on. The longer you let things reside inside of you, holding on to the anger that someone else created for you, the longer you will live with sorrow and remorse.
Don’t believe them when they say that revenge is the sweetest form of karma. Getting even doesn’t always end in closure, and I can assure you that you will feel like a better person if you just let it go and let time do what it does best; leveling out the playing ground. Their words and their actions may hurt you now, but as you rip out the former months in your calendar, the pain they placed inside of you will transfer over to them.
Don’t confuse love with heartache. Although you’ve heard that both go hand in hand, that’s not the truth. If someone hurts you and tells you it was out of love, don’t believe their words that are soaked in deceit. Love does not hurt. Or at least it doesn’t hurt in the way that feels as if your heart is caving in. So if someone tells you that they have hurt you because their love for you is too strong to tame, don’t believe them. And if you can, leave. Because from the first moment they tell you that pain and love are almost identical, that’s when you’ll know that you are looking into the face of a professional manipulator.
”- "Don’t be angry just because they are," - Colleen Brown
I’m sorry for turning
your once so full of love
heart into battle field.
It was never my...
I’m sorry for turning
your once so full of love
heart into battle field.
It was never my intention
to turn you sour, or to
turn your outlook on love
grim. I never meant to
hurt you. I just wanted to
show you that even the
bravest of hearts can
sometimes fall within
the weakest walls of
despair and desperation.
I hope that when you
look back on what we
once had when we were
together and in love,
you will...
I hope that when you
look back on what we
once had when we were
together and in love,
you will remember me
as the only person who
could give you everything
that you never needed
but always desired.
June 10, 2014
And even though it hurts you,you still hold on. Because you wouldrather feel somethingthan nothing...
And even though
it hurts you,
you still hold on.
Because you would
rather feel something
than nothing at all.
I am luckythat you evenloved me at all.
I am lucky
that you even
loved me at all.
on the inside of open fields
on the inside of open fields
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