Colleen Brown's Blog, page 160
June 16, 2014
I didn’t say goodbyebecause I didn’t want itall to stop in that moment.And you deserve...
I didn’t say goodbye
because I didn’t want it
all to stop in that moment.
And you deserve more than
two syllables when it finally
comes to the end.
It’s been months since I’ve yearned for the feeling of your skin against my skin, and...
It’s been months since
I’ve yearned for the feeling
of your skin against my skin,
and it’s been months since I
have felt the love for you
that I once did.
My heart always feltso empty until youmade a home insideof its hollow walls.
My heart always felt
so empty until you
made a home inside
of its hollow walls.
And in a matter
of moments I went
from being your
everything, the light
in your eyes, the lump
of...
And in a matter
of moments I went
from being your
everything, the light
in your eyes, the lump
of certainty in your
throat, to the anchor
in your heart, the darkness
in your mind, and the
poison in your lungs.
In a matter of moments
I went from being your
most loved muse to your
most hated memory.
I tell myself that you’ll
come back someday soon.
That this is only temporary.
I’ve been...
I tell myself that you’ll
come back someday soon.
That this is only temporary.
I’ve been believing my own
lies lately. I’ve been telling
myself that you really didn’t
mean it when you told me
that loving me at all was a
mistake. I tell myself that you
will realize that you need me
someday. That you’ll take the
next train out to come and
see me, to make things right
between us. I tell myself
these things because I don’t
want to believe that you
have stopped loving me.
I’m believing my own lies
because I am not ready to
come to terms that you
have really moved on.
June 15, 2014
thank you for changing mein the best way possible.
thank you for changing me
in the best way possible.
There is a lightinside of youthat I hopewill neverburn out.
There is a light
inside of you
that I hope
will never
burn out.
I hope my memory
lingers within the parts
of your mind that you
cannot reach. I never
want you to...
I hope my memory
lingers within the parts
of your mind that you
cannot reach. I never
want you to forget about
me. I want my absence
to burn the most revealing
parts of your skin.
I will always be
a part of you.
We went from lovers
to enemies in the matter
of months, and if what
you say about me now
is really...
We went from lovers
to enemies in the matter
of months, and if what
you say about me now
is really how you felt
all along then I never
will be able to see you
in the same passionate
daylight that I once
saw you in before.
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