Colleen Brown's Blog, page 159
June 19, 2014
"When you left me
I was the one who had to
stay in all of the places
that you and I created
new..."
When you left me
I was the one who had to
stay in all of the places
that you and I created
new memories in.
When I look at my bed,
and am next to your spot,
I can still see the shape
of your body beneath
the now so lonely sheets.
When I am inside of my car,
I can still feel your hand
against my knee, and I can
still hear the hum of your voice
in sync with the songs
that reminded you of me.
And even when I am
outside in the driveway,
I can still feel the way
you looked at me before you
left, and told me with your
eyes, to beg you not to go.
- "You think you’re the only one who suffers," - Colleen Brown
June 18, 2014
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be loved
by someone who actually
wants you in the way
that...
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be loved
by someone who actually
wants you in the way
that you want them.
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be needed
by someone who actually
is there for you when you
are always there for them.
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be happy
by being with someone
who actually is happy
when you are by their side.
And I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be remembered
by someone that you wish
would never forget about
the way that they are
always on your mind.
I’m trying to remember how it feels to be loved by someone who actually wants you in the way that...
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be loved
by someone who actually
wants you in the way
that you want them.
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be needed
by someone who actually
is there for you when you
are always there for them.
I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be happy
by being with someone
who actually is happy
when you are by their side.
And I’m trying to remember
how it feels to be remembered
by someone that you wish
would never forget about
the way that they are
always on your mind.
I will always love you,
and that’s the worst part
of it all. Because no
matter how many words
of...
I will always love you,
and that’s the worst part
of it all. Because no
matter how many words
of cruelty you push
my way, I will always find
something tender about
the way you hate me
for loving me more than
you really want to.
If you love me, if you want me back, you should probably tell me instead of thousands of people who...
If you love me, if you want me back, you should probably tell me instead of thousands of people who could care less about the condition your heart is in. If you miss me, if you want me in your life at the least, you should probably tell me instead of writing me into lines of poetry that are stained in cruelty and misguided intentions. If you need me, if you wish I was still around, you should probably tell me instead of pushing me away for the sake of your own heart.
"I’m thinking of the new
girl who is sleeping in
your bed, in the spot
that was mine before
you..."
girl who is sleeping in
your bed, in the spot
that was mine before
you made the choice
that you wanted someone,
something better than
me, and what I was able
to give to you. I’m thinking
of this new girl who has
sparked your interests,
and who is able to fulfill
your desires. I’m thinking
of this new girl and I am
imagining your future with
her, and I am feeling pity
inside of my chest for her.
I am thinking of her and
I am hoping that you don’t
throw her out like you did
with me. I hope she is
exactly what you have been
looking for because I don’t
want her to have to feel
how I am feeling now;
completely lost without a
hint of knowledge to why
it is that you can make
people feel so disposable.”
- "Not even the garbage man can understand why you threw something so useful away," - Colleen Brown
She held me against her
body, made me feel safe
inside of a home that didn’t
even belong to me. I...
She held me against her
body, made me feel safe
inside of a home that didn’t
even belong to me. I could get
lost in her eyes. I could
make a world unknown to
any other just by touching
her skin. She is the strength
that I never knew I had
within myself. She is the
reason I am still going.
June 17, 2014
You came into my life
like a unexpected storm,
and I’m just waiting
for this feeling of...
You came into my life
like a unexpected storm,
and I’m just waiting
for this feeling of
uncertainty to pass.
June 16, 2014
At least you willalways love mein my poetry.
At least you will
always love me
in my poetry.
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