Colleen Brown's Blog, page 154
June 28, 2014
Maybe if I close my eyes you’ll disappear.And maybe, just hopefully,the memories of your neglect...
Maybe if I
close my eyes
you’ll disappear.
And maybe,
just hopefully,
the memories of
your neglect
will too.
not even your memorycould get in the wayof this alluring...
not even your memory
could get in the way
of this alluring skyline.
And when I find the girl
that I’ve been searching for,
I am going to give her
all of the love...
And when I find the girl
that I’ve been searching for,
I am going to give her
all of the love that I have
inside of my taken for granted
heart. I am going to show her
that there is no such thing as
wanting someone too much,
and that is possible to lose
yourself inside of someone
else. When I finally find
this girl that I have been
searching for, for too many
years too long, I am going to
love her in all of the ways
that she has always wanted,
and in all of the ways
that she has always deserved.
I’ve made a promise
to myself that this will
be the last time I will
think about you,...
I’ve made a promise
to myself that this will
be the last time I will
think about you, write
about you. I no longer
see a point in loving
someone who’s mind is
consumed in thoughts
of another. We had our
chance at love, but now
it’s time for me to find
it within the arms of
someone who will
actually fight for it too.
June 27, 2014
I’ll never forget
about the last time
that I looked in your
eyes, because that
was when I...
I’ll never forget
about the last time
that I looked in your
eyes, because that
was when I knew
that what we had
wanted for so long
was finally over.
I cannot believe
that I ever yearned
for your presence.
I loved you
when I was weak
and your neglect
made me strong.
I loved you
when I was weak
and your neglect
made me strong.
I. You know where
to touch me in all of
the right places.
II. You know when
to get me back
before I...
I. You know where
to touch me in all of
the right places.
II. You know when
to get me back
before I am gone
for good.
III. You know why
I’m trying to move
on from you.
IV. You know how
to make me wish
that we never met
at all.
You only love me
when you feel as if
there is no one else
to make memories with.
You only need me...
You only love me
when you feel as if
there is no one else
to make memories with.
You only need me when
you feel as if you have
lost everyone that has
ever mattered. You only
want me when you feel
as if everything is not
going your way. And you
only miss me when you
feel as if you have lost
me for good.
I am sorry for making yourun around in circles tryingto find the answers to whyit is exactly that I...
I am sorry for making you
run around in circles trying
to find the answers to why
it is exactly that I left you
so suddenly. But I am not
sorry for leaving you. I am
not sorry because I know
that I deserve more love
than you were able to give
me. I’m not sorry because
when you were finally here,
finally in my arms, you
didn’t take that opportunity
into advantage. Instead
you took my hospitality
for cruelty and you gave me
the coldest amount
of affections. I am sorry
for leaving you without
saying goodbye. But I am
not sorry for leaving you,
because we both know
that I deserved a lot more
than what you gave to me
when you were finally
inside of my arms.
June 26, 2014
"I want to tell her that it’s okay,
that I know we all make mistakes
and say things when..."
that I know we all make mistakes
and say things when nothing
seems like it’s fair. I want to
tell her that I am sorry, because
I am, and I’m not just saying
that because I know I was
the one who left before
she could even notice that time
had moved past her. I want
to tell her that I’ll always be
holding on, even when she has
finally convinced herself that
she should let go. I want to tell
her that I didn’t mean to
push her away so quickly,
and that she really did deserve
a proper goodbye. I want to
tell her that my biggest regrets
are always the ones when I
didn’t think things through.
I want to tell her that I still
think of her, and that I never
really stopped. I want to tell her
that I will always love her,
and I still love her. But if she
still doesn’t know that already,
and if she never really did,
then I want to tell her
that she never really
knew me at all.”
- "I want to tell her that I am still not ready to say goodbye," - Colleen Brown
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