Lisa Loomis's Blog, page 47

Giddy

             “You
get all pretty for me kid?”

            “Mathew
you are always trying to flatter yourself. 
I got pretty for me,” I said pushing his shoulder.

            “Never gave me a thought, did you?”

            “Nope,” I answered, with us both
knowing I was lying.
            The sand was warm under
our feet.  I felt giddy being with him



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Andy Williams

Andy Williams died and that makes me sad.  I have so many memories of his Christmas show.  As a family those were nights we got the joy of setting up TV trays in our downstairs family room and watching it.  We didn't get to eat in front of the TV very often, so it was a special event.  It was such a family show and I loved his singing.  It makes me think of my own mortality, and that what we do in life matters, how happy we live, and what we do with our time while we're here.  In remembering my family moments it also reinforces how important family time is and that taking the time to make memories is important.   

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Restless night

I
fell asleep before he shut off his light. 
I had a restless night, tossing and turning.  When I woke early in the morning I noticed he
was in between the bedspread and the sheets, still in his sweats.  I guess he really was afraid I might rape
him.  I got out of bed and filled the
coffee pot in the room, banging around intentionally.--Lisa Loomis (Casanova Cowboy--a novel) Available on Amazon

Breakfast

No one in her house ate a real
breakfast anymore, it needed to be something they could grab flying out the
door.  Even on weekends no one seemed to
care if she cooked, so she stopped.  When
did real life smash the image, how she envisioned a husband, children, a
family?--Lisa Loomis (Gem Rats--a novel)

All in

When I hung up I turned on the fireplace and dimmed the
lights.  I thought about how almost giddy
mom had been.  She loved Ryan, had from
the minute she met him.  Obviously she saw
something back then, I hadn’t seen until recently.  I loved him, I knew that now, and it scared
the hell out of me.  I knew that when I
fell in love, I loved hard, I loved completely, and I expected the same in
return.  So far that hadn’t been the case
in my relationships, and I wondered if Ryan could be all in.  From what I knew about his history with
women, I had my doubts.--Lisa Loomis (Casanova Cowboy--a novel)




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Once over

Mathew looked up, realized who it was, and gave
me the once over.  Ok, don’t start that
shit already.  Feeling self conscious I
crossed my arms in front of my chest which made him smile.  I could feel my temperature rise.--Lisa Loomis (Boy in a Band--a novel)





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Birthday wish

Mom I'm having lunch with Hunter today, I wish you could be there.  I still miss you every day, those that said it would get easier were wrong, there is still so much I wish I could share.  It's your birthday so I hope you are celebrating with your other angel friends that are there.

Sea and Ski

When I touched his skin I felt a small flutter in my stomach, he had a nice back.  I could feel the muscles in his shoulders, his skin was warm.  I smelled a slight hint of musk or some other manly type scent.  The lotion smelled like the old Sea and Ski and the two mixed together gave me sensory overload.  Maybe I could try again, maybe at some point I would be ready to.--Lisa Loomis (Casanova Cowboy--a novel)

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Not until you kiss me

           “Mathew let go,” I said still laughing, trying to yank my hand away.            He held me tighter.  I was focusing on getting my hand back, trying to pry his fingers off my wrist.            “Not until you kiss me,” he said.             “No,” I laughed still pulling away.            He held my wrist and pulled me toward him with one hand.  He slid me off the desk.            “Mathew,” I said still laughing as my feet reached the floor.            He pushed my chin up from focusing on my release with his free hand.   I stared at him.  I knew he was going to get his way.            “God damn you Mathew,” I said.