Sam Pink's Blog, page 62

i found an old drawing (1' by 2') of a devil-face thing w...

i found an old drawing (1' by 2') of a devil-face thing with the phrase 'death before dishonor' written below it.  i'll sell it and an original copy (only 40 printed) of 'gerald mcclellan vs nigel benn'. i'll sell them to whoever offers the most by the end of the week.  i'm not going to try to take a picture of the drawing becuase my computer will just crash.

the only person i've ever been attracted to who wasn't so...

the only person i've ever been attracted to who wasn't someone i knew in real life was Ursula from 'the little mermaid.'  to me, she was really the whole package. 

from now on, whenever i see someone i know or get introdu...

from now on, whenever i see someone i know or get introduced to someone new, i'm going to say, 'get over here you ol' son of a bitch!' as i go in for a hug. 

the fun is locking yourself in your head until you become...

the fun is locking yourself in your head until you become a small weak thing that you then let back out into the world, to try to survive, and if it survives, it's better, and you lock it back up for a little bit to let it get weak again before sending it back out. 

i don't like when people/their writing, try to avoid ange...

i don't like when people/their writing, try to avoid anger/hateful feelings. like when people act like they just don't get mad or ever have hateful feelings, when what that really means is 'i'm too afraid to face it' or 'i want people to believe i'm some enlightened person.' someone/some writing who lets anger and hate out, only to deal with it in interesting ways/face it, is way more interesting to me than someone who 'never gets angry.'  

performance art piece called 'gun or sword?' where i'm in...

performance art piece called 'gun or sword?' where i'm in an empty room in a museum and you can walk in and decide if you want to let me shoot you in the face point-blank or cut your head off with a sword. 

whenever i read/hear shit about people 'wishing more peop...

whenever i read/hear shit about people 'wishing more people read' or like [general bitching about why people aren't into 'the arts' anymore] i feel like understand why people aren't into books/reading/readings/the arts, because most of the people who are into or producing 'the arts' are fucking annoying and should be killed, myself included. 

never trust anyone with a lot of friends

never trust anyone with a lot of friends

i do this thing in the morning when i'm wetting and smash...

i do this thing in the morning when i'm wetting and smashing down the hair that sticks up on the side of my head where i act like i'm in a gameshow where i'm competing against another person who is wetting his/her hands and smashing down his/her side tufts

that shit where it's like, a stenciled/graffiti'd 'positi...

that shit where it's like, a stenciled/graffiti'd 'positive/inspiring' saying like, 'together in love' or 'you are beautiful' or whatever, on buildings or wherever. that shit sucks. it's really alienating to have some motherfucker who doesn't know you act like they can help/or inspire/or lift you up. fake bullshit.