Colleen Brown's Blog, page 98
January 14, 2015
He’ll be home soon and it won’t be for long but any amount of timewith him is time...
He’ll be home soon and it won’t be
for long but any amount of time
with him is time enough.
We haven’t seen each other
in months and all I’ve been
thinking about with these
moments apart is how good
it’s going to feel pushing
our bodies and our lives
back together.
January 13, 2015
"I want to
write a poem
that doesn’t
start tragic,
that doesn’t
keep dwelling,
that..."
write a poem
that doesn’t
start tragic,
that doesn’t
keep dwelling,
that doesn’t
end with me
still in love
with you.”
- "Because it’s always about you,"
it was the only timethat I remember being happy
it was the only time
that I remember being happy
January 12, 2015
i’m starting to lose hopewhen all i need is light
i’m starting to lose hope
when all i need is light
"I’m trying to figure out
what to do when it comes
to loving and losing you.
If I continue..."
I’m trying to figure out
what to do when it comes
to loving and losing you.
If I continue loving you
my entire life will change
in some ways that I am not
yet ready to face.
If I lose you my entire life
will take a path that I have
yet to go down because
from very start I have
never loosened my grip
on your heart.
If I proceed with loving you
my heart will belong to you
and yours to me, and sometimes
I’m not sure if you are ready
for that kind of dedication
and commitment.
If I lose you
everything we worked for,
everything we have created
and nurtured will seem
as though it was all
for nothing and that it
meant so little to not only
my past but to our
undecided and unclear
future.
- "Pros & Cons," - Colleen Brown
Our love will never fade
as our once hopeful future did.
I know you cannot seem
to understand how...
Our love will never fade
as our once hopeful future did.
I know you cannot seem
to understand how that could
be but unlike the time that we
are meant to face, my heart
will never diminish as the
moments before us do.
January 11, 2015
I’m imagining seeing you againfor the first time in what feels likea long time and I know...
I’m imagining seeing you again
for the first time in what feels like
a long time and I know I’m already
not going to remember what to do
with my hands when they are not
pressed inside of your hands.
You have a beautiful mind. Each one of your poems speaks to my heart and soul. You've been able to perfectly put into words feelings I couldn't even understand. Thank you for creating this blog and continuing to post!
Thank you so much, love! This makes me feel very warm and slightly creative! It makes me happy knowing that someone out there enjoys my poems and are able to connect with my words! You’re so wonderful. Thank you, really.
January 10, 2015
one more cup of coffee before i go
one more cup of coffee before i go
why are people so selfish? why must they lie and cheat and hurt the ones they claim to love?
Because although we should live for ourselves, we should also be courteous and cautious of the feelings of the those who we love. Those who are so self-deluded and who not only live for themselves but only care for their own feelings and not minding who they hurt along the way to get what they want and to be satisfied are so far gone within their own mind that they don’t even know or thoroughly care about anyone else. Those are the type of people that I try to stay away from or when I am aware of their motives and lack of compassion, I remove myself from their life, because their selfishness makes them so blind that they wouldn’t even mind or care if and when I did leave. And when they do care and want me back or to be apart of their life, it’s because of, you got it right, their selfishness for their own feelings. But let me tell you, that isn’t love. They may think it’s love but love isn’t made up of lies, deceit and hurt. Love is the exact opposite of that. Don’t let this person or any person confuse you into thinking that love has anything to do with this. If someone of this nature and this sort say they love you but constantly hurt you, know that they don’t truly love you, because if they did, they wouldn’t intentionally hurt you or when they do, make you feel as if it’s your own fault. You deserve better. You don’t want someone “love” you like this because you deserve someone who actually knows the true meaning of love and shows you it too.
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