Colleen Brown's Blog, page 97
January 19, 2015
"I never needed someone to want me
to be happy. I tell my friends not to rely on
someone else to fill..."
to be happy. I tell my friends not to rely on
someone else to fill their heart with affection
to know that they are loved. I used to always
think that I needed to be in a relationship
to someday feel complete. When I looked
at couples on the street or in the theater
pressing their mouths together I thought
that’s what happiness meant, that’s what
being in love looked like. But when my mouth
was finally against someone else’s mouth
while The Notebook was playing on the big screen
I still didn’t feel happy and I still didn’t savor
how most say true love tastes. So now
when I walk down the strip mall and see couples
hands intertwined, I don’t feel envious or lonely.
Now when I go to the theater by myself
I don’t look around to see couples in love
for an hour and a half, but I watch the movie screen
and think about how good it feels
to finally be okay sitting next to my alone.”
- "I’m taking my alone to go see a movie tonight," - Colleen Brown
January 18, 2015
hey honeychild. you & your words are absolutely gorgeous. thank you! would you have any advice for a writer who happens to have the biggest writers block? you inspire me always. thank you once again.
hello sweet peach. Thank you so much for your words, love.
For me, I try to step away from all electronics. Even for just a moment, to clear my head. I step outside and I take in what’s around me. I also read the words of others, which helps me gain another perspective on not only my feelings. I watch films, television shows and listen to new music or playlists on 8tracks. Doing things that you don’t normally do helps, or I think. Try even going out, even just to a bookstore or something. Being able to step into civilization can help you remember things that you may have forgotten. Just try to soak everything in. If you don’t want to or can’t, don’t force the words out of you. Always bring a notepad with you, everywhere you go. If you don’t have one or can’t find it, take out your phone and use your notes app to just jot down a little thought or two. Rearrange your room, clean your room, make things around you feel different. It all depends on who you are as a person to inspire something inside of you.
I hope all goes well, love.
my brothers favorite television program is BBC Sherlock and he...
my brothers favorite television program is BBC Sherlock and he has been in the hospital for 10 days and when he comes home i am going to give him this and i really hope that he starts to feel better / enjoys this.
"Someone once told me
that I shouldn’t fall in love
with anyone who tells me
that I am beautiful, or..."
Someone once told me
that I shouldn’t fall in love
with anyone who tells me
that I am beautiful, or says
that I am everything that
they have been looking for.
But you didn’t have to
give me tipsy compliments
or make me feel as if
I was who you’ve been
searching for, for me to
fall in love with you.
I did that on my own
when my gaze met yours
for the very first time.
- "At first sight," - Colleen Brown
okay/good things that have happened recently
got my old job back / just needed finical stability
am...
okay/good things that have happened recently
got my old job back / just needed finical stability
am dying my hair another color tonight
got my taxes back and am making decent $$
found out he is coming home early / staying for a month
almost finished with my commissioned LOTR painting
painted a med. size silhouette of sherlock on canvas
my brother is back from the hospital after 10 days
going to be starting another writing project soon
have been doing so, so many paintings
am greatly improving on my painting/drawing “skills”
am able to pay my bills this month / pay for my books
rearranged / added to my LOTR & Hobbit wall
not so afraid of the darkness at night anymore
am already almost done with my story for fiction 2
am finally becoming okay with my weight
January 17, 2015
sometimes the sky knows exactly how to cheer me up
sometimes the sky knows exactly how to cheer me up
She’s never needed anyone
to feel at ease with herself.
She’s never needed reassurance
from anyone...
She’s never needed anyone
to feel at ease with herself.
She’s never needed reassurance
from anyone but herself
to know her own self worth.
She’s who I’ve dreamed
of becoming since I became
conscious of how important
it really is to love who you see
when you look into the mirror.
January 16, 2015
One day when we
are with each other
again, I will make sure
that every moment
we spend together
will...
One day when we
are with each other
again, I will make sure
that every moment
we spend together
will become a memory
that we will never
try to erase from
our minds.
January 15, 2015
light of my life,fire of my loins,my sin.. my soul..Lolita.
light of my life,
fire of my loins,
my sin.. my soul..
Lolita.
January 14, 2015
i can still see us there,being happy and in love.
i can still see us there,
being happy and in love.
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