Colleen Brown's Blog, page 96
January 28, 2015
a sleepless malice
a sleepless malice
I’m trying my hardest
to forget about you,
to remove your memory
from my mind entirely.
But...
I’m trying my hardest
to forget about you,
to remove your memory
from my mind entirely.
But the more I try to
erase you, the longer
you remain. Most days
I wish I never loved you.
"I want to believe you when you say
that you will wait for me, that you will
keep holding on to the..."
that you will wait for me, that you will
keep holding on to the love that you have
planted inside yourself and took the time
to nurture. I want to believe you,
want to hold on hope that someday
we will keep growing together,
but when I think about the times
when all you wanted to do was be apart
when we were together it makes me
question if your dedication is only
in-bloom because I am not there to
watch you wither away along with my
once so flowering presence.”
- "Greenhouse effect," - Colleen Brown
January 26, 2015
she was eating raspberries at the reservoir
she was eating raspberries at the reservoir
January 25, 2015
do you ever feel like the sky is trying to tell you something?
do you ever feel like the sky is trying to tell you something?
January 22, 2015
my lips match my hair
my lips match my hair
And if he pushes you out
of the door that you once took
to get inside his heart,
always know that...
And if he pushes you out
of the door that you once took
to get inside his heart,
always know that mine will
never close. You are always
welcome to make a home
inside the walls of my vessel.
January 21, 2015
when i poured it into the cup it was purple and after squeezing...
when i poured it into the cup it was purple and after squeezing the lemon into the tea it turned pink. it was a a quiet and cold night but these vivid and dreamy colors actually made it a bit more tolerable.
"But it was just different when you were here.
Like the distance that was put between us
made us more..."
Like the distance that was put between us
made us more durable, more eager
to wait out the months before us, because soon
we would be together and everything before,
everything that made us want to change,
made us want to reinvent ourselves to be
someone who we could look back on and feel
proud of, never mattered. None of that
would ever break us because we were always
so much stronger than our regretful past.
But there is something about staring your hopes
in the eye and coming face to face
with all that you wished for. There was
something so bittersweet about you finally
being in my reach. Like all the time that we
waited through was just a test to show us
that not everything is as euphoric as it seemed.”
- Colleen Brown
January 20, 2015
last nights sunset was something worth bragging about
last nights sunset was something worth bragging about
Colleen Brown's Blog
- Colleen Brown's profile
- 8 followers
