Colleen Brown's Blog, page 265
October 7, 2013
My feelings for you
will never change
just because you have.
I will always love you,
and I hope you...
My feelings for you
will never change
just because you have.
I will always love you,
and I hope you take that
with you wherever you go.
I don’t want to be a memory
in your mind, that you are
able to just forget about.
She told me that she is in love.That when he put his handsaround her neck, he was doing itbecause if...
She told me that she is in love.
That when he put his hands
around her neck, he was doing it
because if she wasn’t going to
stay with him, no one was going to
be able to love her. And she
took that as a sign of love.
As a sign of dedication
that he must really want her,
need her, if he is willing
to sacrifice his freedom
for her return. I just wish
that she knew that love
doesn’t mean bruises.
And that affection
doesn’t mean pain.
But I guess it’s too late now.
He has her just where
he has always wanted her;
beneath his hands
where she will never
be able to escape.
October 6, 2013
I do not expect youto suddenly changeyour mind.For you to have an urge to want tostay a little...
I do not expect you
to suddenly change
your mind.
For you to have
an urge to want to
stay a little bit longer.
I can’t keep this up;
you not wanting to
be with me, and then
leaving because you think
that being alone
is better than hurting me.
But I’d rather be in pain
than to be without you.
Because as long as you
stay away, I don’t think I
will ever be able to
stay on track.
I want to be lovelier. Lighter. I want to hold her until she has to go home. I want her to be sleepy...
I want to be lovelier. Lighter. I want to hold her until she has to go home. I want her to be sleepy and rest her head on my shoulders, or my chest, or just be able to rest near me. I want to explore her mind. I want to know more about what made her the way she is today; and I love the way that she is. Whenever I think of her, I become nostalgic for memories that I have not yet experienced. I want her to believe that my hands can heal the wounds that she feels that are still as sore as the day that they scarred her forever. I want her to love me. I want her to not be afraid anymore. I want us both to be brave. I know we can be. I know that we are. We are young. We still have time to search each others skin. I just want to push the miles aside and wrap my body around hers. Nothing would feel as lovely, or as light, than being attached to her hip, in this very opening moment.
I’m not sure why you use up most of your timestaying away when you’re going toend up...
I’m not sure why
you use up most of your time
staying away
when you’re going to
end up coming back
someday.
October 5, 2013
Since you’ve been gone my skin is hardly concerned with...
Since you’ve been gone
my skin is hardly concerned
with protecting itself.
And I don’t blame it
for giving up.
Because when you left
my skin decided that it was
time to give up.
Just like you.
I am not weak.I am just so tiredof fighting for youto love me.You can’t blameme for wantinga...
I am not weak.
I am just so tired
of fighting for you
to love me.
You can’t blame
me for wanting
a little break away
from this thing
that we both call
true love.
You are not in love with mebut with the thoughtthat I will be able togive you what younever could...
You are not in love with me
but with the thought
that I will be able to
give you what you
never could give
to yourself.
It doesn’t matter who I am with during romantic moments, I still think of you. And I know that...
It doesn’t matter who I am with during romantic moments, I still think of you. And I know that it isn’t good for me. Hell, I know it isn’t good for you either. We should both probably just leave each other alone, but it’s harder than that. Mostly when everything that I see, or every place I go to reminds me of you. And people are always asking me, “Why don’t you find somewhere else to go? See something that you haven’t seen together.” But it’s not that simple. Even if I never returned to the places that I fell more in love with you at, you are still going to be an outer layer to whoever I end up becoming. I see us in places that we have not yet been to. I see you in the people that I could start over with. I don’t know why, but then again I am the one who can’t seem to stop looking. I am the one who always seems to have your name on the tip of my tongue; ready to open up to anyone who is in the mood for a broken love story. But I’m okay with this, and I think you are too, so I guess it will stay like this; the two of us chasing each other around, but never running into one another when the time is right.
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