It doesn’t matter who I am with during romantic moments, I still think of you. And I know that...

It doesn’t matter who I am with during romantic moments, I still think of you. And I know that it isn’t good for me. Hell, I know it isn’t good for you either. We should both probably just leave each other alone, but it’s harder than that. Mostly when everything that I see, or every place I go to reminds me of you. And people are always asking me, “Why don’t you find somewhere else to go? See something that you haven’t seen together.” But it’s not that simple. Even if I never returned to the places that I fell more in love with you at, you are still going to be an outer layer to whoever I end up  becoming. I see us in places that we have not yet been to. I see you in the people that I could start over with. I don’t know why, but then again I am the one who can’t seem to stop looking. I am the one who always seems to have your name on the tip of my tongue; ready to open up to anyone who is in the mood for a broken love story. But I’m okay with this, and I think you are too, so I guess it will stay like this; the two of us chasing each other around, but never running into one another when the time is right.