Colleen Brown's Blog, page 192

Sooner or laterI won’t exist in your mind,and then you can...

Sooner or later
I won’t exist in your mind,
and then you can finally
go on with your life
as if we never
crossed paths.

I no longer care for him,or crave for his attention.His eyes set upon my bodyno longer make my...

I no longer care for him,
or crave for his attention.
His eyes set upon my body
no longer make my knees
feel weak with worry
that he is able to see
something that I never will
be able to fix. I no longer
imagine his hands against mine.
I am better without
the thought of his love
making its way across my skin.

"Our love lost itself when we both lost the reason to why it was that we fell into love in the first..."

“Our love lost itself when we both lost the reason to why it was that we fell into love in the first place.”

- Small conversations, #27

My body does not belongto anyone who does notknow what to dowith their own hands.I am much too...

My body does not belong
to anyone who does not
know what to do
with their own hands.
I am much too fragile 
to be held by someone
who can hardly
hold onto themselves.

You are beyond my reach,beyond the ideathat we will ever move past this, movepast what had...

You are beyond my reach,
beyond the idea
that we will ever 
move past this, move
past what had happened
when all we knew
was silence. It wasn’t
the vulnerability
that was slowly
pushing us apart,
but the thought
that what we once
believed in so thoroughly
was going to come to an end.

My bones are achingand I’m not sureif it’s from the lackof rest, or the lackof your...

My bones are aching
and I’m not sure
if it’s from the lack
of rest, or the lack
of your touch.

i am in blue from head to toe and it’s so gloomy out...

i am in blue from head to toe and it’s so gloomy out today that i don’t even care about moving but i want to because i am going to my best friends to watch kiki’s delivery service and get snigh.

My love for youis as pure as the lightin your lucid eyes.

My love for you
is as pure as the light
in your lucid eyes.

I’ve been searching fora reason to allow my mindto feel at ease with the factthat you never are...

I’ve been searching for

a reason to allow my mind

to feel at ease with the fact

that you never are coming back.

I remind myself that there are

so many more out there

who are just waiting for someone

to love them in the way

that I have always wanted to

be loved. And although I know

that there are others, I don’t

think that I will ever meet

someone who is

as enchanting as you.

"I want you to know that it’s not always going to be like this. That everything that feels like it’s..."

“I want you to know that it’s not always going to be like this. That everything that feels like it’s suffocating you will end up floating to the surface someday. You’re going to be okay. Just open your lungs and breathe.”

- Small conversations, #26