Colleen Brown's Blog, page 189
April 13, 2014
She wants to watch Blue is the Warmest Color while drinking wine and becoming familiar with each...
She wants to watch Blue is the Warmest Color while drinking wine and becoming familiar with each other. She wants to plant a garden with me, pick flowers and make memories out of simplicity. This is new to me. This is something I’ve always longed for. Spring is here to wash away all of the pasts burns, and I am letting my skin heal itself from former lovers harsh treatments. I am accepting love, accepting moving on, and accepting the new.
I will never be lonely,
and I will never be lost,
as long as she loves me
in the way that she
has...
I will never be lonely,
and I will never be lost,
as long as she loves me
in the way that she
has promised to.
She says my name
like there is honey
on her tongue, and a
secret that she has
been trying to...
She says my name
like there is honey
on her tongue, and a
secret that she has
been trying to reveal
for years. When she says
my name, that’s
when I know I’m home.
That’s when I know
that I will always be
safe in her arms.
I gave you my heart,
and you wanted nothing
to do with it until
you felt threatened
that there...
I gave you my heart,
and you wanted nothing
to do with it until
you felt threatened
that there would be
someone else willing
to take it for themselves.
4/13/14
Today, my anger
is in-control of my hands.
It’s telling them to destroy.
It’s saying that...
Today, my anger
is in-control of my hands.
It’s telling them to destroy.
It’s saying that whatever
I touch should be harmed.
A man passed me
on the street today,
told me to smile
because I’m too pretty
to be so angry.
I told him to fuck off.
That my mouth does not
have to be pretty
just because my face is.
He gave me a sour look,
said fuck off right back.
I smiled then,
because that’s exactly
what he wanted.
I grew tired of
beating myself up
trying to get you
to love me.
When you were
finally in my...
I grew tired of
beating myself up
trying to get you
to love me.
When you were
finally in my presence,
all of the words
you swore you meant
became cold, and the
love that I thought
we had, had turned
as toxic as your
distant affections.
April 12, 2014
Your love is like a drug
and I would be lying
if I said that I didn’t
crave you at all...
Your love is like a drug
and I would be lying
if I said that I didn’t
crave you at all times.
Your affections are
as addicting as the syrup
of speed that carless junkies
inject into their body.
Your love is like a drug,
and I would be lying
if I said that I will never
relapse from it again.
"Keep your mouth closed, baby.
You don’t want to them to think
that you have something to..."
Keep your mouth closed, baby.
You don’t want to them to think
that you have something to say.
Pull down your skirt, and unbutton
the top of your blouse.
You don’t want men to think
that you are easy, and you don’t
want women to think that you
are not something worth fighting for.
Can’t you hear what they are
saying about you, baby?
Can you attempt to untwist
your tongue and make them see
that you are more than just
flesh hanging off of bones.
Don’t worry about them, baby.
Being inside of a body
that is both destructive
and harmonious is not
something to be ashamed of.
Look at your skin, baby.
Try to see what I can see.
Do your very best to become
intimate with the parts of yourself
that they always told you
to fix before you got to know.
Don’t listen to them, baby.
You are both the sun
and the moon, and without you
there would be no life.
Without you, there would be
no reason to keep going.
- "Don’t give up just yet, baby," - Colleen Brown
April 11, 2014
New playlist -
Finally in my arms.
Listen here.
Strawberries, by Ricky Eat Acid
Move On, by Garden...
New playlist -
Strawberries, by Ricky Eat Acid
Move On, by Garden City Movement
Ribs (Let’s Have A Sleepover Remix), by Lorde
Feeling Right, by Warpaint
The Party, by St. Vincent
Apocalypse Dreams, by Tame Impala
Góõan Daginn, by Sigur Rós
The Love Club, by Lorde
Your Head Is On Fire, by Broken Bells
Take Care, by Beach House
Do you wish to be with her?
Yes. Because she makes me feel as if I am actually being heard, cared for, and wanted.
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