Colleen Brown's Blog, page 191

This is my skin,and inside of thisflesh there is a worldthat...

This is my skin,
and inside of this
flesh there is a world
that only she
can understand
and live among.

Be patient with me.Tell me that it’s going to beokay, even if we both knowthat it’s...

Be patient with me.
Tell me that it’s going to be
okay, even if we both know
that it’s going to be
the exact opposite.
Remind me
that even though
you are not by my side
that you will always
be with me.

I forgot how it feltto love someone who actually lovesyou in-return.

I forgot how it felt
to love someone 
who actually loves
you in-return.

there is nothing i miss more than that new york state of mind

there is nothing i miss more than that new york state of mind

Don’t let my love for youblind you from the ideathat I am not happy for you,because I am. I...

Don’t let my love for you

blind you from the idea

that I am not happy for you,

because I am. I would

just be happier if you were

the one coming home

to me instead of him.

"I don’t know who I hate more. Her, for allowing me to believe that this time would be different. Or..."

“I don’t know who I hate more. Her, for allowing me to believe that this time would be different. Or myself for believing that what she said was actually the truth.”

- Small conversations, #28

And although she isno longer a part of my life,she will always be a part of me.Her memory has...

And although she is

no longer a part of my life,

she will always be a part of me.

Her memory has become

a permanent part of my body.

The feel of her skin

is a texture that I will never

be able to rid of.

I wash my skin, scrub it

as hard as I can, and still

I cannot seem to remove her

from the most sensitive

parts of my limbs.

You receive so much fan mail from the looks of it; I've sent you some in the past. What I admire about you is that you take the time to reply to each and every one of them with something truly heartfelt and, in your usual manner, you do so by weaving toget

Thank you so much for this, love. Truly. I just feel like, why even have my ask box enabled if I am not even going to reply to my messages? When people say “I don’t have time.” I think that’s completely ridiculous. You don’t have time to answer your messages from people who actually care about you, support you, and are interested in you, but you have time to make ridiculous text posts about what you’re doing / how you’re feeling. I just don’t see a point in even having a blog if I am not going to communicate with others. The only thing I don’t reply to is rude messages, because I don’t even want to waste my time, or let that person feel as if they made their way into my mind, so for the most part, I just delete them all. Of course I consider what their saying, but if it’s overly hurtful, and just rude to be rude, I brush it off. But yes. Thank you. Really. I just love speaking with people / helping people, and making people know that I care about them, because I do. I mean, if you aren’t going to reply to people on Tumblr because you’re life is “too crazy” then you might as well just delete your Tumblr, because what’s the point.

The writings in your blog shape my life. I cannot go a day without reading them. If I tried, I would be lost. Thank you for being you.

Thank you for being so kind. You have made me feel at ease.

New playlist -Flesh & BloodListen HereSo Long, Lonesome, Explosions in the SkyTake Care,...

New playlist -

Flesh & Blood

Listen Here

So Long, Lonesome, Explosions in the Sky
Take Care, Beach House
I Follow Rivers (Magician Mix), Lykke Li
Miracle, CocoRosie
Mi Negrita, Devendra Banhart
The Park, Feist
Still Sane, Lorde
For Emma, Bon Iver