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April 28, 2012
Shower Time
If you’ve been following me for any length of time or seen me around WordPress then you know I masturbate regularly and often in the shower. Last night was no exception …
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Water flowsover my skin
the veil between
fantasy and realitythins
Glorious heatsuffuses out
passion swells, I must cry out
Even as my knees grow weak
all that unresolved lust peaks
I shake, shudder and convulse
letting the fantasy continue to pulse
between my thighs
Falling water drowns my sighs
my soft cries
Too soon, fanta...
April 27, 2012
Spanking to Fuck vs. Spanking to Correct
Sjambok whip
Saying I have issues with corporal punishment is like saying the ocean is deep, the moon is high. It is an understatement. Yet, I find myself deeply intoxicated by the idea of sexual spanking. This has represented a quandary for me. You see, throughout my life I’ve been subject to every form of corporal punishment. I’ve been whipped, caned and spanked. Quite ruthlessly. My parents were very much of the bare butt, leather belt variety and I had at least one boyfriend take his Sjamb...
Point of View is Worth 80 IQ Points
During the years I worked at Apple, Alan Kay, a creative visionary, was also there. Kay’s wise memes were often quoted. One of my favorites, “Point of view is worth 80 IQ points,” is a constant guiding consideration for me. It comes to mind when I convene groups or organize advisory boards for companies: Is there a diverse mix of thinkers, personalities, and expertise represented?
Excellent article ...
My Mind is Blown
I just read this line in When Things Fall Apart by Pema Chodron and it was like having my mind blown open at the utter simplicity of something I struggle with every moment of every day … “making friends with our own demons and their accompanying insecurity leads to a very simple, understated relaxation and joy.”
Damn …
April 26, 2012
A Statement of Purpose
My first attempt to get into an MFA program for creative writing was in 2009. A “Statement of Purpose” was required that discussed what you intended to do as a writer as well as your inspirations and influences. The program I am in now is my third attempt. I was rejected by two other universities. This particular university rejected me because I couldn’t produce three academic professors to vouch for my writing skills. All of my references were professional writers … go figure.
Anyway, this is...
April 25, 2012
Girl in Hoodie: Original Art by my Daughter
My eleven year old daughter is very talented. So much so that we can be guilty of taking it a bit for granted. Sometimes, though, she completely blows me away. This sketch was done on her father’s Playbook. I had to share, this is a major proud momma moment.
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Girl in Hoodie
Mind Trip Visions
One of my favorite poems. I wrote it about a year and a half ago. I stumbled across it just now and it speaks to where I’m at with this blog so I’m sharing it …
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My gazefalls onthe page
I wantdesperately
to writesomethingsage,
poignantor profound
Words bounce’round
my brain. Struggling
in vainfor release
There’llbe nopeace
in me until all can see
thispoem picture
of mind tripvisions
That layssiege
to thismental stricture
imposedby myinsecurity
By mydesperation
to achievepoetic purity
That perfecttrans...
April 24, 2012
Fear vs. Doubt
Fear by Akira Kirai at Deviant Art
In the Unintentional Mind-Fuck, I discussed the notion of personal word choice and how the words you use to speak to yourself are so important. Within this, I believe it is very important to understand the true nature of what you are saying. For me personally, I’ve found the single most misused word in my vocabulary has been fear and its variations afraid, scared, etc.
In general, I think people characterize fear as a bad thing. This notion has even been firml...
Gillian Can No Longer Write
My lovelies, Gillian has writer’s block and no time to work through it between school and work. I have many posts that I want to write, but I find the words aren’t flowing and the time isn’t there to make it happen. A few upcoming topics if I can make them happen:
I have Character Crushes not Celebrity Crushes
On Why Islam is Beautiful but Being a Muslim is Not (I’m a former Muslim. I practiced for three years)
Tops, Doms and Master’s Oh My!
Serial Monogamy or A Whore By Any Other Name
On Being an...
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