He loved me some days. I'm sure he did Quotes

“I am clumsy, drop glasses and get drunk on Monday afternoons. I read Seneca and can recite Shakespeare by heart, but I mess up the laundry, don’t answer my phone and blame the world when something goes wrong. I think I have a dream, but most of the days I’m still sleeping. The grass is cut. It smells like strawberries. Today I finished four books and cleaned my drawers.
Do you believe in a God? Can I tell you about Icarus? How he flew too close to the sun?

I want to make coming home your favourite part of the day. I want to leave tiny little words lingering in your mind, on nights when you’re far away and can’t sleep. I want to make everything around us beautiful; make small things mean a little more. Make you feel a little more. A little better, a little lighter. The coffee is warm, this cup is yours. I want to be someone you can’t live without.

I want to be someone you can’t live without.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“Imagine a future where you hold no grudges towards anyone. You’re not angry at past lovers, not bitter about failures, not disappointed in your parents. You forgive, send love and move on. You’re free.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I never told you about the trip to Portugal 3 years ago when I read Fernando Pessoa at 1 a.m. outside a small family-run restaurant by the harbour. If I close my eyes I can still smell the salt water and the fish, some sort of cleaning powder scent from the kitchen, can still feel the heat, a soft wind and me sitting with wide open eyes on my own at 1 a.m. writing what I thought was profound and excellent. I felt like a writer then. I was not a girlfriend or a daughter or a songwriter who never got signed—I was a writer in the truest sense and I lived in my own flames.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“People come and go all the time but I’ve built a castle around me, making it hard for anyone to enter. I just want to feel safe. I just want to be fine. 
But then someone leaves and I am alone and now I wish for nothing more than people people all kinds of people to come into my castle where we can sit in a ring and hold hands and tell stories and keep warm. Everyone would be welcome. Everyone would just love each other and I would heal. slowly. remembering all the things I’ve written before. but it’s so hard now. poetry says so little some days. but i know it will, soon, again.

I have no one around so I talk to myself, turned the mic on one night and somewhere on the way I formulated proper thoughts and real ideas, and my heart felt a little better after every hour and I fell in love with the thought that maybe by sharing the things that keep me up at night, I could help someone else, maybe? Or just, have a conversation with you? If you care? I would love to let you in—into my castle—the door is open. 
It’s like ... I’m sitting on a chair with my hands resting on my legs, palms turned open to the sky. I have so little in me, but I would give you whatever I can. just … stay? a little? hold my hand? tell me something. Loneliness is so hard when you’re left in it.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“i don’t love things enough. i love very little.
it’s just one of many things i’m gonna change one day when things are different.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“The sky is busy tonight. I wonder who’s under it more than me?”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“You know those people you meet who just feel safe? They radiate certainty and belonging, like everything will be okay for them, because they know how to make things okay. If you’re lucky enough to spend a day with them they will go on with their lives and let you be a tourist in there. They make each moment their own, in small ways, like having preferences about the music, the colours, the smells, the direction, the order of things. And they will talk about their lives in a way that doesn’t leave any space for questioning. It’s not like … hello, this is my life, do you think it’s okay? Like I do … It’s more like: “Hey, this is my life! It’s nice, isn’t it? Now show me yours!”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I once lay in a hospital myself
praying to keep myself alive
and I’ve lain on several grounds too
and I know for a fact
it’s not very different

praying to get to stay alive
and praying to want to
stay alive.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“You know you’ve moved on when you find other people beautiful.
when you don’t avert your eyes but keep them steady
or when you stay the night, the last one at the party,
and you don’t feel sorry. or empty. or guilty
because whatever, where are you going anyway?”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“It’s your bones against mine.
The slight curve in your spine
and it’s Sunday:
I don’t have to think about suicide.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“What do you learn from loving someone?
You learn to let go when it’s time.

Did you let go yet? Did you love him a little more? Keep loving, keep letting go. Don’t stop.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“80% of people’s complaints are about situations that can be changed in one day.
The other 20% are about real complaints that can’t be changed, and then what does complaining about it do?
So you’re unhappy about the situation you’re in? Change it. Now. Cut the ropes. Don’t text her back. Change your job. Learn a new skill. Sell your house and move to a new city. Start over. Get healthy, start running. Or play tennis. Or anything that gets you moving. Cut out processed food. Cut out sugar.
Read books. Listen to audiobooks. Or watch YouTube videos.
You live in a time where there are zero excuses. You can do anything you want! You want a new life? Well, you can have it? But no one will hand it to you on a silver plate, you will have to stand up from that couch and go get it yourself. Because no one else cares. No one cares about how you live your life but you.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“sometimes i call someone up from my past just to make me feel something. to remind myself that someone stepped out of my life because he didn’t find it exciting here anymore and it’s a great thing to do if you ever want to feel something. if you get bored of emotional stability. call someone up from your past and just talk a bit. chat about his new life with new exciting people, let him hang up without asking a question of you and then look at the lonely water glass on your table and remember that you’re hungry and that it’s 3 a.m. and you’re still up alone.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I’ll find my group one day. Friends I belong with, a city, a community, a place to get all those ideas out and let them be heard and appreciated. I’ll be something one day. I know I will.
 For now I’m walking lonely in Prague at Christmas, feeling like the happiest, most unknown girl in the world.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“Loneliness is dependent on not loving very many things or people so you should try to love as many things and people as you possibly can because the loneliness can’t survive when there is too much love around.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“This is a story about love and how not to love and sometimes exactly how to love, but mostly how to love something other than your love for another person because in the end you have to save yourself. And when the love is gone you must have love left for your own life. You must place that love in something more solid than a fleeting person, because when it’s gone you have to have love left for life.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I didn’t love my life but now I do. I’m sure I will fall out of love with it again at some point but I’m confident I will go to therapy and work it out and fall back in love with it.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“This is a book about how it really is possible to grow through heartbreak. Enter like a child and exit like an adult. Really, truly feeling it.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“This person that now keeps you safe will one day talk to you from behind a dark wall of something you cannot understand and you will stamp your feet for a while, for a year, until you give up. You will let your arms fall down, close your mouth, close your eyes, turn around and walk away.

It will happen again and again.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“Get your heart real good broken and you’ll be a poet for the rest of you life.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“Loneliness is dependent on not loving very many things. So now I try to love a lot.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“You know you’ve moved on when you find other people beautiful.
when you don’t avert your eyes but keep them steady
or when you stay the night, the last one at the party,
and you don’t feel sorry. or empty. or guilty
because whatever, where are you going anyway?
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i used to sit here, in this same pub in this same city
7 years ago, writing another book,
like i am now
again
and i wrote myself out of heartbreak with that book
like i am now
i guess.
in some ways maybe i’ve written myself into heartbreak this time but i’m coming out of it.
at least i find other people beautiful again. they make me smile. maybe more than i have before and i have a good feeling about things.

You know you’ve moved on when you find other people beautiful.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did: 99 essays on growth through loss

“That’s a truth, you know, you should write that down: loneliness is dependent on not loving very many things or people so you should try to love as many things and people as you possibly can. Loneliness can’t survive when there is too much love around.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“People don’t leave you. You can get over them and move on. You keep writing the script of your life, but people don’t leave you. The memory of everyone you ever met belongs to you and they become a part of you. Your character is made up of everyone you ever opened up to, and who opened up to you.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“you do the best you can and after a while you throw your glance in the rear view and realise huh, it led me somewhere.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“You know those people you meet who just feel safe? They radiate certainty and belonging, like everything will be okay for them, because they know how to make things okay. If you’re lucky enough to spend a day with them”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“sometimes i call someone up from my past just to make me feel something. to remind myself that someone stepped out of my life because he didn’t find it exciting here anymore and it’s a great thing to do if you ever want to feel something. if you get bored of emotional stability. call someone up from your past and just talk a bit. chat about his new life with new exciting people, let him hang up without asking a question of you”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“the more wisdom and strength I see in mature women who carry themselves with grace and elegance and still—still—have enough of themselves to share with a partner.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I want to find someone who looks at me with good intentions who would like to like me who speaks with a warm tone trying to understand. I want nothing but love, now.”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss

“I will miss the years I lost on something or someone the pieces didn’t fit, shaped wrong”
― Charlotte Eriksson, He loved me some days. I'm sure he did.: 99 essays on growth through loss