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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Dec 15, 2018 04:29AM
I don't want anyone to see me cry.
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Deepthi wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Then are you hiding to just avoid hearing and seeing all that happening?"I would agree from Hallie's point... I mean, it happened at my house too, and trust me I wanted to die or at ..."
I understand :/
Hallie wrote: "I don't want anyone to see me cry."Hallie.... *continues patting your back*
Don't cry :(
I suppose we're just going to not talk the entire day until some inevitable situation comes up that compels us pretend yesterday never happened and talk to each other.
Guess I'll just leave the Geeks, Nerds and Dorks United group.
Candidly, I thought I left it long back.
I have got to wrap a present, study four subjects, dress up in something I hate, pack to go to a place I make it clear that I hate, but I'm too lazy to do any of that, so I just wanna die.
hey hallie! have you heard ariana's new song?
Not sure if we're supposed to be competing about that, so I'll shut up.
princess maggie wrote: "hey hallie! have you heard ariana's new song?"MAGGIE!!!!!
Hmmm..... Ariana's new song? Of course I've heard it!
Hallie wrote: "Not sure if we're supposed to be competing about that, so I'll shut up."Dude, no. It's your journal, you can do whatever you want over here. I'll just go to my journal and rant xD
Which just reminded me that I was supposed to make a not-so-aesthetic aesthetic post in my other journal.
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Not sure if we're supposed to be competing about that, so I'll shut up."Dude, no. It's your journal, you can do whatever you want over here. I'll just go to my journal and rant xD"
Just because it's my journal doesn't give me the right to be a jerk.
Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "hey hallie! have you heard ariana's new song?"
MAGGIE!!!!!
Hmmm..... Ariana's new song? Of course I've heard it!"
HALLIE!!! i'm so happy you were that happy to see my post <3
imagine? if im being honest, i liked thank u, next better, but it was pretty goooood :)
princess maggie wrote: "Hallie wrote: "princess maggie wrote: "hey hallie! have you heard ariana's new song?"MAGGIE!!!!!
Hmmm..... Ariana's new song? Of course I've heard it!"
HALLIE!!! i'm so happy you were that happ..."
To be honest, I think I like Thank U, Next better, too, because once I heard it, I couldn't stop listening to it, but in the case of Imagine, it's good but something I wouldn't want to listen all the time unlike the former.
Deepthi wrote: "You aren't"Sure am.
You shouldn't be so negative Hallie :(
Why? So that reality can come over and strangle when I hoped it would hug me without me even realising that I was blind because I got to high on this thing called 'positivity'?
I know it can happen at times... But sometimes, when you give reality a chance and hope for good things, it give you that
Would you give cancer a chance? Not a cure for the it, but the disease itself. Would you give it a chance?
How are reality and cancer related??Ohh wait, I got it now.
But maybe you're looking at it the wrong way
Is there really a right way to look at things? I mean who established that the water is half full? Why is that right? Why is half empty a wrong answer? Is it even right? How do we know that? Is there a right answer?
The glass really is full. Water and air.
There perhaps is no right or wrong answer. But the perspective matters. Being pessimistic can be good to a degree and the same can be said about optimism. But excess of either of these isn't good. You are way on the negative. Try setting a balance.
From an optimist's point of view. That means nothing is ever empty. Then emptiness doesn't exist. But it still does. The word was created, it's used, and it won't cease to exist either. Anything you call empty is technically full, but you still call it 'empty'. How convenient to use it only now. The glass is never empty. It has air in it even if there is no water.But you can't use that air to quench your thirst, can you? From my point of view, it's tantamount to being empty.
Mykie, BVB Army Lieutenant wrote: "Hallie wrote: "From an optimist's point of view. That means nothing is ever empty. Then emptiness doesn't exist. But it still does. The word was created, it's used, and it won't cease to exist eith..."Oh shit! xD Now I'm the cause for someone's insomnia. This is why I'm a bad person, people!
Aqsa wrote: "There perhaps is no right or wrong answer. But the perspective matters. Being pessimistic can be good to a degree and the same can be said about optimism. But excess of either of these isn't good. ..."Optimism, to me, isn't worth it.
Hallie wrote: "From an optimist's point of view. That means nothing is ever empty. Then emptiness doesn't exist. But it still does. The word was created, it's used, and it won't cease to exist either. Anything yo..."Excess of it is bad too. A balance is better.
There is no balance in the number of genuine smiles and tears I cry.
One of my former classmates' birthday is today, and I wished her on Instagram. I hope she saw it. What bothers me is that she's a year older than me?!?!?! And I'm realising this 15 years after I met her!
My mum's going to reprimand me if I don't wrap that present, but here I am trying not to kill myself by being on Goodreads and watching House.
Okay I cut that box and finished the sides. I'll do the final touches and wrapping tomorrow.
This is what I'm giving my angel:
I just hope she likes cute things.
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