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Why does my twin soul reject me?

Our Psychic Rosemary shares some wisdom of the unexpected gifts of your twin soul.

Everything happens for a reason.

Whilst I don’t consider myself to be an expert on twin soul/flame connections, one thing I do know from my own personal experience is just how difficult, frustrating, and confusing this connection can be; it is all consuming. You can’t sleep, eat, read a book or concentrate on anything other than your twin – they occupy your mind 24/7! 

At first, I didn’t understand why I felt the way I did, this certainty and knowingness that came from so deep within my soul, because apart from our first date my twin was doing nothing to encourage me.  In fact he was pushing me away. Normally, I wasn’t one who took rejection well, so if a man didn’t like me or showed no interest in me I would walk away quickly. I had pride and loads of it. But this one was different…and the more he pushed me away, the stronger my feeling became (crazy, I know!) but my instinct told me not to give up on him – all was taken care of. I would often hear this message in my mind, especially when I was feeling low. 

For the first couple of years I didn’t even know he was my twin soulmate; I’d actually never even heard of the word until a medium I visited told me about it. I was already on my spiritual path. However, after I met my twin my spiritual journey escalated. I had learned how to read the tarot cards and was having fun with this. My connection with my guardian angel, which had always been strong, got even stronger as the months and years went by. I was forever asking them to help me with my situation and to help me understand why I was going through this. I received all sorts of messages, via dreams, songs, psychic readings you name it but nothing was bringing him towards me. 

Over the years I had done a lot of reading on twin soul relationships and one thing they all said was that twin souls are mirror images of one another. I couldn’t see this at the time. He was a successful, talented, powerful, handsome man. Something I wasn’t! I didn’t have a career, I was a receptionist and as far as I knew I didn’t have any exceptional talent. However, as time went on I realised that was exactly what I was meant to be. I wasn’t only meant to be somebody’s daughter, somebody’s sister or somebody’s friend. I had a purpose for being here, and that is when I embraced my creative voice!

I had never really written anything in my life, but I was desperate, and I had to find an outlet to express my feelings. All the angst and longing was beginning to take its toll – I felt like I was going insane. I thought about my twin 24/7. At the suggestion of my sister (I think she was sick of hearing me moan on about my situation), I eventually put my fingers to the keyboard and to cut a very long story short…two and a half months later I had written my book which I called “I LISTENED TO MY HEART”. . It is a fiction story based on my meeting my twin soulmate, and I am in the process of writing the sequel. It didn’t stop there , I also discovered a talent for lyric writing and I have since gone on to write over 50 love songs including 25 which I have had recorded to music.  I have also received high acknowledgement from various worldwide competitions and I’m hoping one day to win a Grammy. Yes, I’m a woman with big dreams!

So what the moral of this story is? If you have met your twin soulmate and you are going through a difficult time, try to stop and listen to your inner voice, your soul. What is it trying to tell you? A twin flame meeting is about helping you to find your own sense of purpose, learning to let go of your ego, to heal yourself and love who you are and others unconditionally. A reunion will only occur when you are whole within. This means you have to bring forth happiness and complete unconditional love both for yourself and others before you can unite. Your twin must do the same for the reunion to occur. Unfortunately no matter how much you pray to those above, ring psychics, drive yourself and your friends crazy; there is no short cut to a happy ending. There is work to be done. 

Even though my twin and I are still not together physically, he is forever with me on a soul level and I look forward to the day when we will meet again, as I believe we will. I lost myself for a while, but through losing myself… I also found myself.  My twin has given me the greatest gift of all: ME. Maybe that was the reason he came into my life, to help me become the woman I am today. If so, he has done his job and I thank him from the bottom of my heart.

I love my twin soulmate unconditionally as I do myself.

Your Weekly Astro Tarot Forecast November 16

Aries – Queen of Pentacles: Look to where you may have been ignoring that more sensual yet practical side of yourself. How are you handling your resources? It’s not about how much money you have this week but your attitude towards it. Pay close attention to it as what we focus on increases. There may be a woman around who acts as a role model for this. It’s about living well, not about living to excess.

Taurus – Six of Wands: Those doubters or critics get a double helping of crow pie this week as you show them just what you are capable of. Underestimating you actually works to your advantage as this makes the victory taste sweeter.  The milestone you’re celebrating isn’t just one of outer recognition and rewards but the real take-away is that feeling of triumph and satisfaction. Priceless.

Gemini – Six of Pentacles: Just in time for the holiday and party season you could be looking at extra cash flow. A deeper understanding with lovers is another pay off as is increased feelings of wellbeing along with that bank account or just being recognised and rewarded on some level. Time to celebrate the good things of life.

Cancer – Two of Pentacles: Anything you invest in now – be it your own talents, a business idea or something else, is not going to yield overnight results but does look as it is will bring you the returns you seek in the long term. Commit to going the distance and waiting for that pay-off. If you invest wisely – it will come.

Leo – Four of Pentacles: How much is enough, Leo? This can be the card of poverty mentality. It’s not so much about what you have but the ability to let flow. You may unwittingly be stopping that by holding on tight to what you do have. Even if you are short of cash, things can improve when you share other resources such as time, things you no longer need or expertise. Unblock abundance as its waiting to surge in.

Virgo – Strength: What you want to achieve is within your grasp but a subtle approach is necessary. It’s not about getting your own way but through self-discipline and above all, a belief in your talents and ideas that gets you where you need to go. Bet on yourself and take the passive leadership approach.

Libra – Knight if Swords: Time to back up what you say you’re going to do with action. Are you someone who talks a good game rather than actually brings one? Don’t just talk – do it. Apply for that new job, launch that business project, bring that creative idea into being or master that skill. Fearless action gets results.

Scorpio – Page of Cups: Something fresh is about to enter your life injecting much-needed passion and enthusiasm. If your love life or work has been bogged in the doldrums something occurs to release you. It’s the start of a new beginning from which something lasting can be grown. Watch for new life awakening.

Sagittarius – The Fool: You’re poised on the brink of a new cycle or adventure, Sag. It’s all about leaping into the unknown and knowing that you can fly despite people telling you the opposite. This new cycle comes about through your own endeavours. You know it’s time to ditch the mundane and embrace a new challenge. Here it comes.

Capricorn – Four of Cups: Take care that you don’t overlook an opportunity that’s right under your nose or else reject it just because it doesn’t look exactly how you thought it would. If you do, you could be kicking yourself later when you realise that was the break – or the one – you let get away. Remember, good things often come in disguise to test our perceptions. Look closer at opportunities this week.

Aquarius – The Empress: The goddess stirs within you and you should be in touch with your creative, sensual side that allows you to rule all you survey. Any feelings of unworthiness or inadequacy have no place this week as abundance just wants you to open the doors of unconditional love and acceptance wide and allow it to flow freely.

Pisces – The Emperor: Time to be the captain of your own ship and not look to others for assistance. Funnily enough, the more self-actualised you become the better your chances of attracting someone who reflects this. Healthy individuals aren’t looking for someone to rescue so don’t wait – rescue yourself. When you’ve escaped that dragon your knight in shining armour will ride up.

 

 

5 ways we give away our power and how to get it back.

The life that you create is a reflection of the power that you are able to use. As you are already a part of the whole and a shard of the divine, you already have all the power you need – but we can give it away, often without meaning to. Becoming conscious about how we can give our power away means that we can make choices about how to hold on to it so that we can use it for better things.

So how do we give our power away?

1/ Decide that’s it. Telling yourself that there is nothing more for you to discover, learn, or even be amazed by is a shortcut to closing yourself down to new experiences and input that can make your life here a fantastic and fascinating rich experience. Along with that goes trying to hypnotise yourself into believing that whatever circumstance you’re in can’t change. Change is one of the few things you can be absolutely certain about and believe it or not you do have unlimited choices for change. Embrace the power of change!

2/ Convince yourself that any one thing, person or experience is Your All. Life is an incredible journey throughout which you will meet many amazing souls and have more fabulous experiences than you could possibly sit down and count at one sitting. When you are in your power, you hold on to a deep gratitude, reverence and joy for the experience of everything, but when you make any one thing your absolute all, you give it a false weighting of importance in the balance of your experience. This is your life, your journey, and you can give everything your best without handing over everything to one person or experience. Know there is more beauty to come.

3/ Care more about what other people think than what you think. Every single person that you meet throughout life arrives to teach you something. We can exchange views, connections, opinions and experiences, but we need to hold ourselves at the centre of all of that. When we give other people the power to decide whether or not we are talented, worthy, beautiful, smart or deserving, we erode our own power. When we follow what someone else tells us we should do and override what we think or intuitively know is right for us, we get off course. Follow your heart and know you are equal to all people as we are all one, no one is better than you and you are lovable exactly as you are.

4/ Give up on your dreams. It doesn’t matter whether you want to invent a new device or adore singing, your dreams are part of what make you unique and add passion and juice to your existence. Sometimes our dreams have to go on the backburner of our lives for a while whilst we focus on something else, but we should keep their fires lit, check in every so often to work out whether there isn’t something else we could do to keep them ticking over or do you want a different dream now? Our dreams are achievable and fluid. We also have unlimited opportunity to embrace and create new dreams.

5/ Forget the basics. Eat well, sleep enough, drink water and exercise. Your body is an amazing and complex thing and does extraordinary things for you all day every day. Treat it with reverence and respect and it will do a lot more for a lot longer. Because our mind and body are connected, you can’t think at your best when you are treating yourself at your worst. I’d also throw meditation into the bare minimum mix because there is so much good to be said for it and you can do it whilst you’re waiting for a bus, so no excuse for not having time!

You have more power than you can possibly know and in each moment you can step into that power.

With love

Michele x

Your weekly astrology video 16th November 2015

How to make the most of your phone psychic reading

Having a psychic reading should be a special experience for you and that should be no different if the reading is face to face or over the phone. In fact it should be even better than a face to face psychic reading as their are no unconscious visual clues based on what you look like or what you are wearing.

Before you go ahead, don’t just dive in!  Here is a few tips of how to make the most of a phone psychic reading;

1/Sit quietly and think about what you really want from a psychic reading over the phone.  Psychic readers can’t tell you winning lottery numbers or what to do with your life.  Ethical psychic readers won’t promise to make exes come back, cast money magnet or love spells or tell you that you’ve been cursed and they can shift it for a fee.  Good psychic readers can offer insight into what’s going on in your life so that you can make your own decisions.  I personally think that’s really important because whilst some of what happens to us might be karma and some things are fated to happen, we are all better off putting our energy into stepping into our power and embracing our destiny.

2/There is also a magical and mystical aspect to quieting your emotions and thoughts and delving into your heart for a question that comes from your soul.  Writing it down can really help you get clear.  I always advise having a pen and paper to hand during the reading anyhow, so keep your journal or a notebook close!

3/When you’ve got really clear about what you want to know, you need to choose a company that offers telephone psychic readings.  There are quite a few around these days, so how do you go about choosing the telephone psychic reading company that is right for you?  This might be where you decide to do a bit of research around different telephone psychic companies to see which ones are reputable and trustworthy.

4/Along with anything else that you might look at, I think how you are treated on reception gives you a huge clue.  If a telephone psychic reading company is reputable, you can have an informal chat about what kind of psychic reading is right for you and which reader might suit you without ever feeling under pressure to go ahead and have a psychic reading.

5/When it comes to your psychic reader, you might have already found a psychic reader you have a good professional relationship with.  If not, most telephone psychic companies have profiles on each of their psychic readers where you can see a bit more information about them and also see what other people who have had a psychic reading with them have said.

6/At the end of the day, it’s all about you finding a psychic reader that you feel is right for you.  I believe that all of my readers are exceptional, but they are all very different and sometimes it’s down to the type of psychic reading you want and sometimes just down to chemistry.  Again, you should be able to have a chat with someone in reception without feeling under pressure to have a psychic reading.

7/After all that, when you know what you want to discuss, have chosen your company and your psychic reader, go ahead and have a reading.  If you don’t feel that the psychic reader has connected with you within the first few minutes – end the call!  I really can’t emphasise enough that there is no point you sitting through a psychic reading thinking, well this isn’t what I want.  Again, any exceptional psychic reader will say if they feel that they can’t make a connection (it happens to the best of us!) and will send you back to reception.  If you’ve booked a credit card reading, with my company you can ask for your money to be refunded in full or your pin credited if the call was ended within the first five minutes.  Every company is different, so check whether that’s the case before you go ahead and book a telephone psychic reading by credit card.

8/As the psychic reading goes along, take as many notes as you like and jot down anything that you want to know more about.  Many telephone psychic companies offer recordings of readings so that you can listen to them again, we have a members area where you can listen back to your psychic reading for free if you book by credit card or Paypal. You also want to stay on track as you’re actually having the psychic reading.  Sometimes you can get so involved in one topic that you put the phone down and then think – oh!  I meant to ask so and so.

8/After you’ve had your psychic phone reading, whilst it’s all fresh in your mind, you might want to write down new ideas or perspectives that have come out of the psychic reading or things that you want to actually do as a result.  I always urge people to give destiny a hand and come out from underneath the duvet, so if you’ve had a psychic reading to talk about what’s going on in terms of your career, for example, you might want to draw up a mini action plan about investigating courses or following up with contacts and networking.

9/And after all of that – don’t forget to send in feedback!  Any good company that offers telephone psychic readings will tell you that they want to hear from you. If you’re blown away by your reading, let them know.  If you aren’t, let them know.  Many of the people who have psychic readings with my readers have been with us for years and we really do listen to what people say.

loads of love,

Michele x

 

Your Weekly Astro Tarot November 9

Aries – Three of Wands: Something you launched out there or have been waiting to get a response from, now comes sailing in. This could result in a success, win or just a validation that you were right all along. Success stems from backing your own ideas.

Taurus – Six of Pentacles: You could be looking at a raise, pay increase or an unexpected windfall. Embrace that feeling of abundance around you now as it will just lead to having more to share with others. Pay success forward.

Gemini – Two of Swords: Are you feeling things are settled and balanced or are you grimly maintaining the status quo? If it’s the latter it’s better to deal with it, even if upsets the apple cart before the universe steps in and tips it over for you.

Cancer – Judgement: Something you thought over and done with or closed comes alive again. This can be anything from a connection to that job you had been turned down for. There’s a second chance coming now.

Leo – Seven of Swords: If you are faced with an on-going issue this week it’s time to harness those smarts and come up with a different solution. You’re the Sun in the blue sky of thinking so don’t doubt the solution is at hand.

Virgo – The Hierophant: Even with your attention to detail sometimes even you need to call in the experts. This week could see you having to ask for professional advice. Whether is financial or personal, don’t be afraid to ask for help.

Libra – Six of Swords: You could be travelling or putting the past – especially recent problems, behind you at last. Don’t continue to dwell on things. Smooth sailing lies ahead with the added benefit of new wisdom.

 Scorpio – Seven of Pentacles:  Your pay-off or investment – perhaps even in yourself and your talents, finally begins to pay off. You now understand some things are worth nurturing and persisting with and also, that waiting is better than an overnight success.

Sagittarius – The Devil: So, what is it you fear that’s keeping your prisoner, Sag? Is it your attachment to something, someone or an idea that you’re afraid to let go of. Chances are it’s more uncomfortable NOT to deal with it now than get it over with.

Capricorn – The World: A cycle comes full-circle and you embrace the knowledge and satisfaction of completion. Enjoy this as you will soon be embarking on a new challenge but for now – celebrate that milestone.

Aquarius – Ace of Wands: You could be electrified by some news or a fabulous new idea. Passion re-enters your life in a big way – either for something or someone. No more sitting on the fence – get ready to get all-in or not at all.

Pisces – Knight of Wands: News arrives that puts you on a fresh course towards success. Travel beckons for some while others find their attention snagged by that out-going and possibly younger individual. Enjoy the ride!

 

 

Talking to your Angel with Our Psychic Rosemary

Every one of us is born with a team of angels, and a guardian angel who watches over us every second of the day. Recently, I’ve had a few people ask me how they can connect and talk to their angels, and what to say once they do. The answer is a very simple one, – just say ‘hello’, and then give them permission to come into your life. We have free will, which they honour, and cannot interfere with, so permission to come into your life is very important.

As to what to say to them… anything you like really. I talk to my angels as I would my best friends. I don’t hold back, I tell them everything; my secrets; my fears; my desires, frustrations, etc. There is no right or wrong way to communicate either, and nothing that you cannot ask for! Just do what feels good for you. Also don’t put limits on what you want – ask for ‘an abundance of all that is meant for your highest and greatest good’- then leave it in their hands. I know a lot of people do cosmic ordering, which is fine, but I personally think it’s better to ask the universe to bring into your life…what is meant for you. So often we think we know what is good for us, only to learn it wasn’t. Trust the universe, it knows better than we do.

Once you invite them in look for the signs they will send you to tell you they are around. Little white feathers appearing from nowhere; butterflies and ladybirds appearing; receiving messages through music, (I find this happens to me a lot) and synchronistic occurrences. Another good way to open the channel of communicate, is angel cards. You’ll find these to be especially helpful, and fun. All of these are signs that your angels are with you and helping you. Even if you don’t invite the angels into your life, don’t worry their still around watching over you with their unconditional love. And should you find yourself in a dangerous situation, they can intervene, especially if you are about to be run over by a bus and it’s not your time to go! However, they can’t give you that ‘little extra bit’ if you don’t ask them. Just saying! :)

Your angels want nothing more than to see you happy, healthy and loved. They are waiting to hear from you.

Happy chatting… and enjoy your new best friends!

Love Rosemary

Rosemary’s profile and reviews

Your weekly astrology video 9th November 2015

Michele’s bonfire night daily astrology special

Two Wolves -The Science of Happiness

One winter’s evening whilst gathered round a blazing camp fire, an old Sioux Indian chief told his grandson about the inner struggle that goes on inside people.

“You see” said the old man, “this inner struggle is like two wolves fighting each other. One is evil, full of anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, deceit, false pride, superiority, and ego”.

“The other one,” he continued, poking the fire with a stick so that the fire crackled, sending the flames clawing at the night sky, “is good, full of joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith”.

For a few minutes his grandson pondered his grandfather’s words and then asked, “So which wolf wins, grandfather?”

“Well”, said the wise old chief, his lined face breaking into a wry smile, “The one you feed!”

Many of us have heard this parable but it is an excellent reminder as we go into 2016 of what we need to focus on to create a healthy happy year. When we feed the shadow wolf and allow our feelings of jealousy, anger, inferiority and ego and allow ourselves to feel justified in negative emotions we are in effect harming ourselves. We are quite literally sending toxic chemicals around our body which cause us to feel bad. A recent study on the science of happiness has shown us that compassion, gratitude and trust release chemicals which lower our heart rate and relieve stress. Darwin said ‘Sympathy is our strongest emotion’ and it has been proven to be scientifically true. We are hardwired to care for others and that leads us back to ourselves. When we count out blessing and care for each other the world is not only a better place but a happier and healthier one. We have the choice in each moment to change and transform our emotions. Not only do we feel better when we count our blessings and are compassionate to each other, we also raise our vibration.  When we raise our vibration we attract other people with a similar vibration and soon find ourselves receiving more gratitude and compassion.

Being full of love bring us back to our true selves and releases us from carrying unnecessary baggage from the past.  It frees us to begin again in the moment and in the moment of love. Don’t forget to feel compassion and love for you as well. When we feel resentment and anger toward another, no matter how justified we may feel in doing so, the only person who suffers is us as we are the ones who have to carry those feelings.  Our true nature is love and when we feed that love we feed our very soul.

Loads of love,

Michele x