Colleen Brown's Blog, page 253

I don’t want to saythat you were wrong,but when it allcomes down to it,the reason for our...

I don’t want to say

that you were wrong,

but when it all

comes down to it,

the reason for our end

is because of your fear

to create our new beginning.

"I’ve been saving upall of my couragefor when the day comesthat I am finally with..."

“

I’ve been saving up

all of my courage

for when the day comes

that I am finally with you.

Hardly anything makes me

feel afraid anymore,

and I’ve been telling myself

a lot lately that everything

will be okay as long as I

keep thinking this way.

I keep picturing the moment

when you first see me,

walking towards you.

Your mouth would drop open

with the reassurance

that this is real, and I am here,

and there is no longer

a screen blocking our touch.

As the months go by,

and the days become shorter,

I know that time is on my side,

because soon enough

I will be in your arms;

like how it was always

supposed to be.

And now I am waiting

for a small sign from you

to tell me that this is what

you really want, and that

you are ready to surrender

to everything that you

have ever dreamed about.

So when you finally see me,

take me as I am,

and reassure yourself

that this love,

our love, is exactly what

you have always thought

of it to be.

”

- “For When I Meet You," - Colleen Brown

I never knewhow strongmy voice wasuntil I metyou.

I never knew
how strong
my voice was
until I met
you.

Typewriter series: #28

Typewriter series: #28

I would havewaited for you,but you made itseem as ifI was someonewho did notdeserve your time.And...

I would have
waited for you,
but you made it
seem as if
I was someone
who did not
deserve your time.
And for leaving
that impression,
I will never
be the one
who ends up
staying
by your side.

"I want you to really listenwhen I start to tell youhow strong your lovehas made me.Before I..."

“

I want you to really listen

when I start to tell you

how strong your love

has made me.

Before I knew your touch,

my bones were hardly able

to support the weight

that I placed upon

my own shoulders.

A weight too heavy

to lift off without help.

And for the longest time

I’ve been trapped beneath

dilemmas that have yet

to disintegrate inside of my skin;

inside of my mind.

But then I met you,

and I could tell by your hands

that you were capable

of taking ahold of those troubles,

and putting them back

to where they belonged.

Back to the places

where they should stayed.

”

- “You are strong enough to support us both," - Colleen Brown

I should have known that your love was too good to be true. Just when I thought that you...

I should have known
 that your love was
  too good to be true.
   Just when I thought
    that you really meant it,
     you ended up leaving,
      just like all things do.

Typewriter series: #27

Typewriter series: #27

Ever since you left,I see no point in checking the time,when all I want to dois spend the rest of...

Ever since you left,
I see no point 
in checking the time,
when all I want to do
is spend the rest of mine
being with you.

Typewriter series: #26

Typewriter series: #26