Colleen Brown's Blog, page 241

All that I have evertried to do is makea name for myself.And the only thingthat you want for meis to...

All that I have ever
tried to do is make
a name for myself.
And the only thing
that you want for me
is to remove my title
straight off the map.
I can’t help but love
the hate in your heart
that craves the sight
of suffering amongst
those who have done
nothing wrong but
tried to be remembered.
Your hostility is something
that I know that I
will never hold
onto on purpose.

I don’t know how totell you that I love youwithout seeming as ifI need you. BecauseI don’t need...

I don’t know how to

tell you that I love you

without seeming as if

I need you. Because

I don’t need you, but I

want you, and I love you.

I just need to figure out

how to make you understand

that what I feel is not

temporary, but something

that will last until

the morning after.

You’re not hurting my feelings by talking bad about me. You’re hurting my feelings by...

You’re not hurting my feelings by talking bad about me. You’re hurting my feelings by being so pathetic because I feel bad for you because obviously there is something severely wrong with your life, that you have to try to ruin mine.

There is a purposebehind these actions,and a meaning behind these words.And if you give me...

There is a purpose

behind these actions,

and a meaning

behind these words.

And if you give me time,

I can show you

just how much love

I have saved up

for you in my heart.

Go on and tell everyone that I didn’t love youin the way that youwere supposed to be...

Go on and tell everyone

that I didn’t love you

in the way that you

were supposed to be loved.

Tell them that what I

considered to be dedication,

you took for granted.

Tell them that everything

I have ever cared about were

things that you never

could find the patience

to relate with.

But most of all,

make sure you tell them

that my love for you

was a feeling that only

one of us could experience;

a feeling that can only be

felt by someone who

understands how to properly

let go, and who knows

when it’s about that time

to give it all up.

It’s not even winter yet,but my bones have beentelling me that this yearwe will see stormsthat...

It’s not even winter yet,
but my bones have been
telling me that this year
we will see storms
that seem as if
they will be able to
swallow us whole.
I’m wondering if you
will be in the eye of chaos;
wondering if you will be
the reason for the destruction.
But I’ve survived 
in this type of danger once.
And this year, I will be ready
for you to take it all away
from me again,
and I will be waiting
for you to do your worst.

I did want youto be happy.I just didn’twant youto be happywithout me.

I did want you
to be happy.

I just didn’t
want you
to be happy
without me.

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I know that I shouldn’t miss you.Loving you has done nothingbut made me feel less...

I know that I shouldn’t miss you.
Loving you has done nothing
but made me feel less compassionate
towards myself. All that I felt
when you and I were together,
was a mixture between confusion,
and bliss. You don’t deserve
my sympathy. I don’t care if she
doesn’t ever love you in the way
that you love her, because you will
never understand how I felt
when you told me that there is
something out there that is better
than what we had once created. 

Your loveis the only thingthat has everbeen able tomake senseto me.

Your love
is the only thing
that has ever
been able to
make sense
to me.