Colleen Brown's Blog, page 213

There is a differencebetween love and loneliness,and I am never surewhich one you feel the mostwhen...

There is a difference
between love and loneliness,
and I am never sure
which one you feel the most
when you are with me.

I will neverbe your friend.Even when Ifeel as ifI have no one.I don’t want tosay...

I will never
be your friend.
Even when I
feel as if
I have no one.

I don’t want to
say goodbye,
because that
indicates the end.

Even if I
forgive you
I will never
be able to
forget you.

I miss the way
you feel,
but I do not
miss you.

new playlist - whatever happens in the end

new playlist - whatever happens in the end

If I seem happyit just meansthat I’m an expertat hiding the truth.

If I seem happy

it just means

that I’m an expert

at hiding the truth.

I will love youthrough everything.Even if that means ending up with nothing.

I will love you
through everything.
Even if that
means ending up 
with nothing.

She told me that sheis in love with himbut wants me.Whispering wordsinto my ear about howI am able...

She told me that she
is in love with him
but wants me.
Whispering words
into my ear about how
I am able to fill
the gap inside of her
that not even he
could fill with his
self-indulged manhood.
When I ask her
to run away with me,
to take my hand
and to never look back,
she hesitates
and whispers into my ear
that she cannot.
When I ask her 
what it is that she
is afraid of, she tells me
that she is not afraid
of running away.
But she is afraid
of what may happen
when she comes back.

I no longer find safety inside of her arms.To know that I ever didmakes me want totear my own...

I no longer find safety

inside of her arms.

To know that I ever did

makes me want to

tear my own heart out.

I always do this to myself.

Make a home in the middle

of a war. And this battle

belongs to her, she cares for it

more than me. Her body,

the temple that I once was

able to retreat in. Now,

I’m fleeing from her embrace.

Her body, it betrayed me.

It captured my love for

its own amusement.

But it’s our baby, and this

is how it survives.

As long as youare near me I am able to be anythingand anyone,but all I wantis to bewith you.

As long as you

are near me

I am able to

be anything

and anyone,

but all I want

is to be

with you.

hello i love your work it is so beautiful. i used to write a lot about one boy in particular and we no longer really have a strong as a connection as we did before and lately whenever i try to write i'm not able to. i don't want to force it. do you have an

Just read poetry when you cannot write it. Just do things that inspire you, and things that you love. Let your mind rest for a bit. You deserve it.

Oh, Jodi Picoult. You were even more beautiful and inspiring in...

Oh, Jodi Picoult. You were even more beautiful and inspiring in person.