Colleen Brown's Blog, page 211

i lost you somewherebeyond the trees —past the placewhere...

i lost you somewhere
beyond the trees —
past the place
where we would
always meet.

Since you leftthe side of your bedempty, I can no longersleep soundly at night.There is an echoof...

 

Since you left
the side of your bed
empty, I can no longer
sleep soundly at night.
There is an echo
of your memory
that fills the hallway,
and no matter
how tightly I press
my hands against
my ears, I can still
hear the sound
of you saying goodbye.

When you go,I hate to watch you leave. I tryto do everythingin my powerto get you to stay,but...

When you go,

I hate to watch

you leave. I try

to do everything

in my power

to get you to stay,

but there’s no use.

You were gone

before I even

had the chance

to say goodbye.

We belong together,even if you belong to someone else.In my mind, you are mine.In my heart,I...

We belong together,

even if you belong

to someone else.

In my mind,

you are mine.

In my heart,

I am yours.

We belong together,

even if your heart

belongs to someone

who doesn’t give

a damn about

whether or not

it stays true.

Since you leftthe side of your bedempty, I can no longersleep soundly at night.There is an echoof...

Since you left
the side of your bed
empty, I can no longer
sleep soundly at night.
There is an echo
of your memory
that fills the hallway,
and no matter
how tightly I press
my hands against
my ears, I can still
hear the sound
of you saying goodbye.

"I’ve been learninghow to take lonelinesshead on since youdecided to leave mefor reasons..."

“I’ve been learning

how to take loneliness

head on since you

decided to leave me

for reasons that I

may never know.

It was difficult

at first because

everything somehow

reminded me of you

when you were

so-called happy,

and I was so obviously

blind from infatuation

to see the truth

that lingered beneath

the sentences

of hesitation towards

our burning future.

But I have to say

I am learning to adapt

to this loneliness

a lot more easily

than I ever thought

possible. Because even

if I am alone, at least

I am not caught-up

in this mind game

that you once considered

to be ‘true’ love.”

- "Better to adapt than to fall beneath," - Colleen Brown

You don’t deserve her,but somehow you managedto get her. And for thatI will always consider...

You don’t deserve her,
but somehow you managed
to get her. And for that
I will always consider love
to be more unfair than life.

what clothing stores do you shop at most? :)

Forever 21, because of how affordable it is. Also, thrift shops, Romwe, Urban Outfitters, Charlotte Ruse, PacSun, Etsy and any other place that I happen to pass that seems adorable / affordable.

I have the most beautiful collection of lace lingerie and floral clothing.

I have the most beautiful collection of lace lingerie and floral clothing.

I replaced kissing youwith smoking cigarettes,and I know that both are just as bad for me.But this...

I replaced kissing you
with smoking cigarettes,
and I know that both
are just as bad for me.
But this is what I do
to get by, and this is
the only way that I know
how to ease the pain
of your absence.