Colleen Brown's Blog, page 214

this is how it feels to be.. under pressure

this is how it feels to be.. under pressure

gonna go to a beautiful woman’s house tonight and all i...

gonna go to a beautiful woman’s house tonight and all i hope for is kisses and laughs and warming feelings

What do you like?

I like menthol cigarettes, boys with facial hair, french films, vintage records that still play, new watercolors, pictures of the sky, being kissed/touched by a woman, eating pizza with just cheese as the topping, drinking red wine, taking long baths, smoking joints, talking to someone i trust underneath the stars, anything wes anderson, playing video games that are dreamy, watching my poetry professor write, reading pablo neruda & warsan shire, seeing people being happy together, listening to the beatles, wearing underwear that just came out of the dryer, petting my dog Sophia, wearing lipstick, speaking to someone from across the world, sitting near an ocean, being drunk while being happy, finding money that i know that no one can claim, watching films that make my mind all active, warm and dreamy, playing the piano & the acoustic guitar, turning my feelings into poetry, making someone feel loved, adored, and of course happy, watching the office & parks and rec, being with my family, being with my best and only friend, listening to new music that i can follow along with, drawing something and actually being proud of what i’ve created, listening to my father speak of his past, watching my mother smile, hearing my sister tell me that she loves me, lavender soap, all kinds of incense, writing with someone, and being alone. the list goes on and on.

6 PM is my favorite time of day because the sky makes...

6 PM is my favorite time of day because the sky makes everything look pink and blue like cotton candy and all i want to do is take a bite out of the clouds and digest the calmness of the sky

I need to stop myselffrom turning my love for youinto poetry. I need to learnhow to tell you how I...

I need to stop myself
from turning my love for you
into poetry. I need to learn
how to tell you how I feel
without making you guess
what’s going on in my mind.
You are the only one
that I ever want to yearn for.
And that is something
that I cannot hide between
lines of passionate literature.

My only desirewhile I am stuckhere on this earth,is to be lovedand to be wanted by you.It’s...

My only desire
while I am stuck
here on this earth,
is to be loved
and to be
wanted by you.
It’s the only things
that make living seem
worth it.

Whether you like it or not,I belong to you, and I alwayswill. My heart rests somewherein the lining...

Whether you like it or not,
I belong to you, and I always
will. My heart rests somewhere
in the lining of your heart,
and together we create waves
that are much too strong
to be stopped by the shore.

Your lips are so pretty, your face is so pretty, your words, your soul, everything about you on here comes across as so beautiful.

I’m just wondering why we are not kissing yet because we are supposed to be doing so.

whiskey & coke // blue is the warmest color // writing in a fresh notebook // speaking with a...

whiskey & coke // blue is the warmest color // writing in a fresh notebook // speaking with a beautiful woman // smoking menthol cigarettes // painting with new watercolors // lavender incense burning

And when it’s time to move on, don’t look back. Because there isnothing worse than...

And when it’s time
to move on, don’t look
back. Because there is
nothing worse than holding
on to something that
just wants to be let go.