Colleen Brown's Blog, page 208
March 9, 2014
I’m sorry that Ilost sight of myselfwhen I thought that I was going tolose you. I nevermeant...
I’m sorry that I
lost sight of myself
when I thought
that I was going to
lose you. I never
meant to change
who you fell
in love with,
and I hope that
we can find
that person someday.
Because I miss her
just as much
as you do.
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"Thoughts after midnight,”
You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I wasn’t lonely. I just secluded myself in hopes that you would never be able to reach me. So in that case, you could never hurt me.No amount of cigarettes will ever be able fill the void inside of…
March 8, 2014
"Thoughts after midnight,”
You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I...
You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I wasn’t lonely. I just secluded myself in hopes that you would never be able to reach me. So in that case, you could never hurt me.
No amount of cigarettes will ever be able fill the void inside of me that you were able to fill with your love.
I know that I am better off without you. I just want to know when it’s going to start to feel that way.
You can love someone without wanting to be with them. Just make sure that you don’t promise that person that someday they will be your entire world.
I’ve tried washing the way you feel off of my skin, and no matter how hard I scrub I cannot seem to rid of the memory of when your body pressed against mine so perfectly.
Just because I love you doesn’t mean that you have taken-over my ability to love myself. Sometimes I had to put my needs over yours. It just meant that I wanted us to be treated as equals. There is no winner in this scenario.
I will always love you. Even when it starts to feel like you no longer love me.
I shouldn’t have told you that you were different. With that thought in your head you had the ability to find pieces of myself before I ever even knew that they existed, and you were able to use those new parts against me. You were the most dangerous person to me with that logic in your mind.
"Thoughts after midnight,” You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I...
"Thoughts after midnight,”
You thought that I was keeping you around because I was lonely, but I wasn’t lonely. I just secluded myself in hopes that you would never be able to reach me. So in that case, you could never hurt me.
No amount of cigarettes will ever be able fill the void inside of me that you were able to fill with your love.
I know that I am better off without you. I just want to know when it’s going to start to feel that way.
You can love someone without wanting to be with them. Just make sure that you don’t promise that person that someday they will be your entire world.
I’ve tried washing the way you feel off of my skin, and no matter how hard I scrub I cannot seem to rid of the memory of when your body pressed against mine so perfectly.
Just because I love you doesn’t mean that you have taken-over my ability to love myself. Sometimes I had to put my needs over yours. It just meant that I wanted us to be treated as equals. There is no winner in this scenario.
I will always love you. Even when it starts to feel like you no longer love me.
I shouldn’t have told you that you were different. With that thought in your head you had the ability to find pieces of myself before I ever even knew that they existed, and you were able to use those new parts against me. You were the most dangerous person to me with that logic in your mind.
I’m somehow rooted.
I’m somehow rooted.
You’re allowed to want to
shed your skin and start fresh.
There is nothing unnatural
about...
You’re allowed to want to
shed your skin and start fresh.
There is nothing unnatural
about wanting to explore
a body that resembles your own.
Don’t let someone make you
feel as if your curiosity
is a feeling that places you
in the category of confusion.
Your heart knows who you are,
and no one else will ever
be able to figure you out
in the way that yourself has.
I’m trying to imaginemy life without you,and all that I can seeis my future slowly crumbling around...
I’m trying to imagine
my life without you,
and all that I can see
is my future slowly
crumbling around me.
You're poetry is literally the best way of words strung together that I've ever seen
You’re making me all warm and peachy. I just want to put my words on your skin and watch them grow while you grow and while we all grow. This was so kind and soothing, and I really wish you were sitting next to me.
Every time you didn’t
look me in the eyes
when I told you that I
loved you, I could feel
a small...
Every time you didn’t
look me in the eyes
when I told you that I
loved you, I could feel
a small piece of my
adoration for you
disintegrate.
I wanted you
to fall in love with me
because I wanted
you to see me
in the same light
that I have...
I wanted you
to fall in love with me
because I wanted
you to see me
in the same light
that I have
always saw you in.
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