Colleen Brown's Blog, page 209

We will find each other someday.

We will find each other someday.

3/8/14I was brought into this worldwith hope attached to my body.And even though my heartwas...

3/8/14

I was brought into this world

with hope attached to my body.

And even though my heart

was weak, my future had already

been set in stone for me

by those who would find

that as time started changing

so was the person that they

wanted me to become.

I was brought into this worldwith hope attached to my body.And even though my heartwas weak, my...

I was brought into this world
with hope attached to my body.
And even though my heart
was weak, my future had already
been set in stone for me
by those who would find 
that as time started changing
so was the person that they 
wanted me to become.

I’ve been writing lessand smoking more.My lungs are tired and all that my handswant to do...

I’ve been writing less

and smoking more.

My lungs are tired

and all that my hands

want to do is

release the words

that have me feeling

as if I am going to

burst at the seams.

I’m so fucking proud to share my birthday with women’s day. All of you women are...

I’m so fucking proud to share my birthday with women’s day. All of you women are beautiful, brave and all-around inspiring. Thank you for being who you are, and having a heart that is full of love and warmth.

I believed that our lovecould have saved thosewho never had the strengthto save themselves.

I believed that our love

could have saved those

who never had the strength

to save themselves.

I woke up to special things and this morning was full of light...

I woke up to special things and this morning was full of light and I feel like I have some of that warmth tucked inside of my pockets.

I still findpieces of you scattered aroundrandom placesin my room. In my drawer there are...

I still find

pieces of you

scattered around

random places

in my room.


In my drawer

there are letters

that are full

of the love

that you once

had for me

in your heart.

The love that

you once claimed

had the ability

to make others

gain hope.


In my bed

there is a memory

that has stained

my mattress

and that memory

was the one

where you looked me

in the eye

and told me that this

was everything

that you could have

ever asked for.


I wish I were

able to rid of you

so there could be

one place that I

feel free.

I had to scrub the smell of the saltwater from my skin tonight....

I had to scrub the smell of the saltwater from my skin tonight. It was much stronger then it ever was before. When I looked at the ocean for the first time in months, I saw past the tides and the rhythm, and I looked into our future. I envisioned the way you would wake me up with your lips, and how the only way I could ever be able to sleep soundly was to fall into the imagination of the life we could have had if you would have just stayed true to what you said would always be unbreakable.

When you left meI wasn’t sure what I had done wrong to make you no longer want me. But I...

When you

left me

I wasn’t sure

what I had

done wrong

to make you

no longer

want me.

But I

started to

realize that

it wasn’t who

I was

but who

I could

never be.