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Mother, Mother, Mother

My child isn’t a baby anymore.

When he prays, he says, “Dear Father, Mother, Mother, Mother…”

Soon I will teach him to censor his prayers.

But it was after his birth that She came to me. I heard her voice on my heartbeat, smelt her fragrance in my sheets.

Her learning came when I was weak, her strength when I was tired.

She bounced my baby to sleep.

And so when I pray, I say “Oh God, Dear Father and Mother,”

Because when you pick up the phone to call home and your parents put you on speaker

You don’t ignore either of them.

I used to just tell Him,

“Oh and God? Say hi to Mother for me,” politely aware.

Was it impudence to acknowledge? Audacity to ignore? I never knew.

But now I have felt her on my bones.

So when I pray, it is mostly to Her.

I can’t help it.

My knees bend and my heart sings

Without my beckoning

The sage Goddess, the Great Mother.

They say Her name is Wisdom. I think it is Love.

A Catholic Ordination

[image error]Last month I was invited to participate in my friend’s ordination to become a Catholic priest through the Roman Catholic Womenpriests. I was asked to participate as a “member of clergy of other faiths.” We were asked to wear our clergy garb, but being Mormon I don’t have garb, so I wore my Beehive, Miamaid, Laurel, and YW Recognition Award Medallions and a CTR ring. One of the other priests let me borrow her stole.

Red is the color for ordination and the stoles and decor were all red.

The ceremony opened with a hymn called “The Summons” and is God asking if you’re willing to follow and grow with God and the last stanza is the answer. As the hymn was sung, all the clergy people walked up toward the front, bowed to the altar, and then sat down. I was a part of this procession. I share The Summons lyrics because they touched me and had me teary even before things got started.

The Summons by John Bell

Will you come and follow Me if I but call your name?

Will you go where you don’t know and never be the same?

Will you let My love be shown? Will you let My name be known?

Will you let My life be grown in you and you in Me?

Will you leave yourself behind if I but call your name?

Will you care for cruel and kind and never be the same?

Will you risk the hostile stare should your life attract or scare?

Will you let Me answer prayer in you and you in Me?

Will you love the “you” you hide if I but call your name?

Will you quell the fear inside and never be the same?

Will you use the faith you’ve found to reshape the world around,

through My sight and touch and sound in you and you in Me?

God, Your summons echoes true when You but call my name.

Let me turn and follow You and never be the same.

In your company I’ll go where Your love and footsteps show.

Thus I’ll move and live and grow in You and You in me.

After the procession the program followed like this:

Greeting- presiding bishop welcome everyone.
Presentation- the candidate for ordination comes forward and declares she is ready for ordination. Others speak on behalf of her worthiness.
Opening Prayer
Liturgy of the Word- Various people read readings from the Old and New Testaments.
Ordination Rite- a short prayer followed by a song/chant to invoke the Holy Spirit in the candidate for ordination
Examination- This is where the candidate is asked her vows and promises to consecrate her life to God. I was asked to be part of the Examination and asked,”Are you resolved to fulfill the office of priest as a faithful worker who supports and serves the people of God?” to which she replied, “I am.”[image error]
Litany of the Saints- a long prayer/song listing all the saints to pray for us. During the song, the candidate for priesthood lays prostrate on a cloth on the ground. I believe it is to show humility to God and the community she’ll serve. She requested an extra stanza of  names of deceased family members and activists. That ended in the line “All holy unsung women, All you holy people, pray for us.”
Laying on of Hands- the bishops lay hands on the candidate, moment of silence. Then everyone in the community lines up and goes to the candidate to similarly lay hands on the candidate. I had the privilege of doing this.
Prayer of Consecration- The bishops then say the pray/words to bless the candidate to be a priest.
Investiture- the candidate’s deacon stole is removed and she is dressed in the chasuble and stole of a priest.
Anointing of Hands- The bishops anoint the candidate’s hands in preparation for ministry. Afterwards, the candidate is declared a priest.
Procession of Gifts- the new priest receives a large bread plate, a carafe of wine and of grape juice for the comunion.
Presentation of the Chalice and Paten- The bishops hand the new priest bread and wine for the communion.
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Eucharistic Prayer
The Prayer of Jesus (what we’d know as the Lord’s Prayer, but they started it with “Our Father, Our Mother in heaven”)
Sign of Peace- bread is broken and wine poured to multiple chalices.
Communion- The new priest (and other priests present) give the congregation communion. There is a communion hymn. When it is over the altar is cleared and there is a quiet moment.
Prayer after Communion.
Announcements
Blessing- The new priest blesses the bishops who just ordained her.
Closing Hymn and Recessional

Catholic ceremonies are long, but it was also so beautiful. It made me think a lot about what a “calling” is and my own life calling. Right now in the Mormon world I am “called” to be the Primary pianist. But is that really my “calling” in life? No. Do I know what my life calling is? I believe so, but I’m not at a stage in my life where I can pursue it yet. It’ll probably be another decade or so before I really can.

I thought about the beginning of the ordination- with people vouching for her her worthiness and the examination/vows and then lying prostrate during the Liturgy of the Saints. It felt so meaningful to watch her make her promises and then display her humility before God and all the witnesses there.

Also I was just so honored to participate. With all the words the LDS Church leaders say to claim everyone with a calling has access to “priesthood authority” there really is no action. But at my friend’s ordination I was greeted with a community who understands how much of my life and devotion I’ve given to my faith and accepted and recognized me as a person with authority. I am so grateful my friend gave me a place in her Catholic ordination all while knowing I’ll have no place in anyone’s ordination in my own Mormon family.

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Disclosing Child Sexual Abuse: What Mormons Should Know

[image error]Disclosing abuse is hard. For adults. For adolescents. Especially for children.

Most child victims of sexual abuse experiences will delay or never disclose the abuse to friends, family or authorities. Slightly more than half of the victims will disclose if there is corroborative medical evidence, a witness walked in on the abuse happening, or a video or audio recording of a perpetrator confession is obtained by police. An immediate disclosure is only probable if the perpetrator is a stranger.

Most victims want the abuse to stop, but they do not want to talk about it. Generally when a victim discloses abuse it is because the distress and suffering they experience in not telling have become intolerable. The desire for healing or for the abuse to stop is greater than the anxiety, shame, and depression caused by the possibility of harming a perpetrator who is most often an older child, or a beloved adult friend or family member. Disclosing the abuse may create intense feelings of anxiety, despair, and guilt at bringing consequences upon the perpetrator. It may precipitate self-harm or suicide attempts. Most survivors report delaying or never disclosing because they feared they would not be believed.

Unfortunately, there is a pervasive cultural myth that children lie about sexual abuse or makeup or embellish false allegations. The opposite is true. Study results vary but aggregately 90% of child disclosures are true. In the rare cases of a false allegation, the allegation is most frequently made by an adult parent embroiled in a custody dispute, not the child. These children are frequently victims of emotional abuse and neglect in the midst of a high conflict divorce with the anger of their parents eclipsing the capacity of the parents to nurture the children and meet their emotional needs.

A peer, mother or teacher are most likely to receive disclosures of abuse. The most common scenario I witnessed during the years I investigated child sexual abuse with the West Los Angeles DCFS (Department of Children and Family Services) is that a child makes an accidental comment or deliberate disclosure to a peer that is educated in body safety and recognizes that the victim is disclosing something serious that should be reported. The peer then tells their mother or teacher. Most frequently the mother tells a teacher. The teacher is a trained mandated reporter that will face legal consequences if they shirk the responsibility of reporting. The teacher calls the child abuse hotline and a report is made to both child protective services and police, triggering an investigation.

What should you do when someone discloses to you? When you receive a disclosure of sexual abuse you are receiving important public safety information. Another human is expressing trust in your safety and goodness as a fellow human. Although death may not be imminent in the case of sexual abuse, this is a crisis. Think about how you respond to other public safety concerns such as a fire or medical crisis. Responding to a public safety emergency can be frightening. We rehearse and train in school and professional settings to know how to best protect public safety in an emergency.

Some Mormons are confused by sexual abuse and believe it to be a moral concern rather than an issue of public health and safety. This is a dangerous misconception.

In a tragic example from my present labor as a social worker in a cancer hospital: A 50-year-old adult dying from an HPV (human papillomavirus) cancer disclosed that cancer is not the worst thing to happen in their lifetime. This righteous and monogamous member of the LDS faith was exposed to HPV as a result of repeated rape in childhood. Thirty-eight years after the sexual assault occurred it killed them through cancer. Adults die from child sexual abuse.

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1. When your neighbor is experiencing cardiac arrest, do you call the Bishop?

No, you call paramedics. When the patient is stable you might call the Bishop to arrange for a blessing of healing or comfort. You might call the Relief Society President to arrange compassionate service for the patient and their family. You call the appropriate public safety agency in the moment of crisis. If you called the Bishop instead of the paramedics your neighbor might die. You would be complicit in failing to obtain the appropriate assistance for a fellow human in need.

2. When your house is on fire, do you call the Bishop?

No, you call the fire department. Later you might call the Bishop to coordinate with the Priesthood and Relief Society to clean up, provide temporary shelter, meals etc. as you cope with the aftermath of the fire. But if you called the Bishop and not the fire department… and your Bishop is not a firefighter with a fire station at his disposal at home…you may lose your home, other homes might burn down, and people or pets might die in the fire. If you called the Bishop, you failed to obtain the appropriate assistance to protect public safety.

3. When your house is burglarized, do you call the Bishop?

No, you call the police. The Bishop cannot investigate and make an arrest. He might come over and offer support while you call the police, but he does not have the authority to investigate or obtain justice. If you call the Bishop and do not call the police other homes may also be robbed. Other humans might be harmed or lose valuable possessions because you failed to act to protect public safety. Your Bishop is not a public safety officer.

4. When you witness or personally experience a physical assault, do you call the Bishop?

No, you call the police. They are the public safety officers entrusted with stopping violence and ensuring that the perpetrators face consequences. If you call the Bishop and not the police the perpetrator may harm other humans. You are complicit in allowing the perpetrator to walk free and continue to harm others.

5. But what if the physical assault is domestic violence, sexual assault or child abuse?

This is where some churchgoers get confused. If a member of the church is hurting another member of the church, especially a family member, do you call the Bishop?

The violence of one human, directed at another human continues to be a public safety concern. Basic human decency and public safety require that the assault is reported to the appropriate public safety officer with jurisdiction over the crime. Even when it happens in a family. Even when it happens at church.

DO NOT CALL THE BISHOP!

Call the police! If this is intimate partner violence call the local domestic violence shelter and consult with them as to available resources. If this incident is abuse or neglect of a child call the local child protection hotline and consult as to additional reporting requirements and resources.

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Ask the assigned public safety investigator when it would be OK to reach out to others for support. Your call to the Bishop might result in the tip to the perpetrator that they need to dispose of their hard drive or other evidence of child pornography on their property. Your call to the Bishop may be the lead time the perpetrator needs to flee the country. Your well-intentioned conversation with the Bishop may derail a criminal investigation.

Do not discuss the case with others until investigators or prosecuting attorneys have given you the go-ahead to do so. Then ask the victim before you tell their story. Do not repeat their story with any identifying details without their consent. Be supremely cautious in discussing your own experience with reporting a crime as what you disclose might be sufficient for others to identify the victim and subject them to shunning, shame, gossip or other injuries of public opinion. When you have the OK from the investigators and the consent of the victim THEN you might contact the Bishop about paying for counseling services for the victim or providing other forms of assistance. But really this is not your story to tell to anyone outside of public safety reporting. Respect the wishes of the victim in what you discuss with others. Do not force assistance on someone that has already suffered repeated violations of consent.

Most perpetrators are not arrested. The skin of the most intimate parts of our body, like the delicate tissue of the tongue, heals quickly. A forensic exam outside of 72 hours from the last assault may not result in evidence of the crime. Even when there is excellent forensic evidence, some victims are not believed and juries let perpetrators go free. In most cases, there is not enough evidence for local law enforcement to press charges. Most of the hundreds of perpetrators I have investigated are out free in the community. You should still report any suspicions of neglect, abuse or crime! A history of insufficient evidence reports can become an important tool in bringing justice.

In one case I investigated an 80 year-old-perpetrator went to jail after assaulting dozens of victims in his lifetime. He went to jail because a brave granddaughter reported he caressed the side of her breast over her clothes when he hugged her goodbye and she had a bad feeling about it. The mother affirmed that the alleged perpetrator had access to other children. The other children were interviewed by trained investigators skilled in asking open-ended questions that do not plant information or lead to false disclosures. Other children disclosed extensive abuse. The parent of one of the child victims was also abused by the perpetrator in childhood, disclosing many more victims among her now adult peers. The police were able to obtain forensic evidence from the recent crimes that combined with the allegations from two generations of victims led to a plea and a life sentence.

The granddaughter who reported her “creepy grandpa” also told her friends at school about what had happened. She was confident in sharing her knowledge of body safety and consent with her peers. One of those friends was being molested in her home and did not know that what was happening to her was abuse. She told her teacher after she realized she was being touched inappropriately. A report was made. The perpetrator was required to move out of the home. The evidence, in this case, was insufficient for prosecution, but all involved received counseling and support and the perpetrator was eventually rehabilitated. Safety for one family started with a schoolmate sharing her knowledge of body safety and consent.

This is what public safety looks like. Humans holding their family members, friends and children accountable for treating others with kindness and respect. Humans reporting suspicions that someone is behaving unsafely.

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When you receive a disclosure of abuse, tell the correct public safety officer. Do not delay relief and safety for the victims. Perpetrators rely on the silence of good people to persist in their criminal activity. They tell children, “No one will believe you.” Don’t make it true.

Finally, be aware that if you are an adult with children your failure to appropriately report abuse may trigger an investigation into your own competency as a parent. The safety of your children in your home may be questioned.

Failing to report child sexual abuse is a public safety failure. If you know more than five children, odds are that a child you know is in need of rescue. The harm may be happening in their home. The perpetrator might be someone they call friend or family. What will you do to restore them to health and safety when they are brave enough to disclose?

Relief Society Lesson Plan: True Ministers Focus on the Needs of Others

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True Ministers focus on the needs of others

Because the lesson format recommends that we focus on facilitating discussion rather than presenting material, for this lesson plan I’m simply going to create a large variety of discussion questions.

What is the best gift you ever received? Who gave it to you and for what occasion? (write answers on the board as a getting to know you activity)
What made the gift meaningful to you? What did it tell you about the giver?

How is ministering similar to giving a thoughtful gift?

How can you ascertain what someone’s needs are? How can you figure out what kind of ministering is most meaningful to them?
What if they aren’t willing or able to articulate their needs? When someone won’t tell you what their goals/hopes/challenges are, how can you figure out how to help them?

One of the ways that we can minister is by defining a role for ourselves, based on what our sister is working on in her life.

g. a sister may want an exercise buddy or someone who checks in with her health goals.She may want help being accountable for doing family history work or scripture study.  She may need a friend she can confide in and trust to keep her confidences.
Start with yourself. What are youlooking for in a ministering sister? What spiritual or temporal goals do you have? How could a ministering sister help you?
Have you talked to your ministering sister about your goals/challenges/desires? What can hold you back from asking a sister for help?
We may feel that we’re doing fine that we don’t need How can asking for help anyway draw you closer to Christ or your ministering sister? How have you felt when someone asked you to help them?

Many of us have been ministering following specific guidelines for many years.  Paradigm shift can be hard.

If we aren’t reporting in the same way, how can we measure our success/commitment?
If sitting for a visit is very important to youbut it isn’t what your ministee needs or wants, how can you let go of feelings of guilt or inadequacy?

Activity on note cards

Make a list of the sisters you visit

What is one need that each sister has at this time? Be creative if it seems like everything in their life is going fine. We all have needs.
What does this person need to come closer to Christ?

How can I sustain this person in their efforts to draw closer to Christ?

Becoming friends

The goal of the new ministering program is that we develop meaningful relationships.What can help you turn an assignment into a friendship?
If you have a friendship, but the relationship is fairly superficial, how can you deepen it and find vulnerability and thus room to serve?

 

 

Exponent II Call for Submissions: Mormon Women and the Creative Process

[image error]Are you an artist? Are you a writer? Are you a maker of beautiful things? Do you solve problems with elegant designs? Do you appreciate the creative work of others in enhancing your life?

How do you find space and time for your work? What inspires you? What keeps you going when you are not inspired? What does it feel like to experience the finished product – the creative output of yourself and others? How do we celebrate creativity in our community?

What do you think of Mormon art? Have you played a part in the renaissance of Mormon art in recent years? Have your opinions or understanding of “Mormon art” changed? Who are the Mormon artists who inspire you? How could we better incorporate Mormon art and literature into our culture and worship?

What is your creative process? How do you support your own work and the creative process of your sisters?

Tell us about it.

Submissions should be between 700 – 2400 words and should be in Word or Google Doc format. The deadline is July 1, 2018. Please send to exponentiieditor@gmail.com.

Relief Society Lesson Plan: God wants all of His children to be watched over and cared for

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Begin with the opening quote from President Nelson in the lesson prompt: “A hallmark of the Lord’s true and living Church will always be an organized, directed effort to minister to the individual children of God and their families.”  Read the scripture in Matthew 25:40, which is at the core of our ministering efforts: “And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren [and sisters], ye have done it unto me.”

Note that neither President Nelson nor Christ in the scriptures make any exceptions to their statement.  We aren’t commanded to just serve those in our families, or those who go to church with us, or even those we like and get along with.  We are asked to minister to all of God’s children.  Chieko Okazaki wrote that Matthew 25:40 reminds us that each person can be Jesus in disguise.  She writes,

Some of these disguises are the delightful disguises of our own children’s beautiful faces, or the loving, gentle faces of our own parents and spouses. Sometimes they are the distressing and painful disguises of the homeless, the healthless, the hopeless.  But when we see the Savior in such a disguise, then we are truly seeing the glory of the Lord, for our work is the same as his – ‘to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life’ of all human beings (Cat’s Cradle, p. 130-131).

It can be an incredible thing to see the face of Christ in all whom we serve.  Remind the sisters in your ward that the Lord called his people Zion, because they were of one heart and one mind, and dwelt in righteousness, and there was no poor among them (Moses 7:18).  However, this doesn’t mean that we’re all supposed to be the same or do the same thing!  Sister Okazaki was a particular champion of the strength found in diversity.  She wrote,

We need our differences. Diversity is important to us as individuals and as a church. Yet we often feel that our diversity is a problem – that we are wrong to be different, that we have nothing in common with a sister who has a different story, and that the gospel exists to make us all the same. . . .

You know, you can’t have harmony in music if everybody is singing in unison. Think of singing a hymn where there was only soprano – no alto, tenor, or bass. We need all the parts.  Think of trying to sing a round without diversity! A round is fun because it’s based on the complicated harmonies of singing the same tune at a different time than everyone else. We’re all singing the same song – not just making random sounds – and singing the same message, but the music is a lot more beautiful and powerful when we don’t all sing the same note. (Lighten Up!, p. 4, 21-22)

To put it succinctly, “All God’s Critters Got a Place in the Choir!”  We need to recognize that as we minister, we aren’t trying to “fix” people or force them into some sort of behavioral/spiritual mold.  What’s right for one person may not necessarily be the right path for another.  We need to make sure that we are ministering with love, not smothering with ideology.  President Uchtdorf said,

As disciples of Jesus Christ, we are united in our testimony of the restored gospel and our commitment to keep God’s commandments. But we are diverse in our cultural, social, and political preferences. The Church thrives when we take advantage of this diversity and encourage each other to develop and use our talents to lift and strengthen our fellow disciples.

President Linda K. Burton talked about this in her October 2012 General Conference address. She said,

Sometimes we are tempted to serve in a way that we want to serve and not necessarily in the way that is needed at the moment. When Elder Robert D. Hales taught the principle of provident living, he shared the example of buying a gift for his wife. She asked, ‘Are you buying this for me or for you?’ If we adapt that question to ourselves as we serve and ask, ‘Am I doing this for the Savior, or am I doing this for me?’ our service will more likely resemble the ministry of the Savior.

We need to be careful not to make assumptions about a woman’s family situation, marital status, education level, fertility, political beliefs, and any other aspect that we might jump to conclusions about.  Part of our duty in ministering to one another is to get to know one another, and making assumptions about a person or what that person needs can often cause more harm than good.

It can be easy to minister to people you already like.  I have no problem dropping what I’m doing and helping out a friend in need.  But how can we minister to people we don’t like?  How do we minister to people with overwhelming needs, to people who are abrasive, or to people we have nothing in common with?  Sister Lucy Mack Smith once said the following to the Relief Society sisters in Nauvoo:

We must cherish one another, watch over one another, comfort one another and gain instruction, that we may all sit down in heaven together.

How do I learn to cherish my sisters when it doesn’t come naturally or easily? Sister Okazaki wrote, “I’m afraid that when we find someone annoying us, we don’t instinctively find ways to cherish them. Instead, we find reasons why we are justified in taking offense.” She recommends praying to develop that love, stating that “prayer enlarges the heart until it is capable of containing God’s gift of Himself,” and that “squeezes most of the contempt and criticism out of my heart” (What A Friend We Have in Jesus, p. 49).

Sister Okazaki also wrote that the underlying assumption should be the question, “What do you, as an individual, need right now?” (What A Friend We Have in Jesus, p. 43)  I love this question, because it sees women as whole people, and not simply as a function of their relationship to other people.  It’s not, “What do you, as a mother of young kids, need right now?” or “What do you, as the bishop’s wife, need right now?”  While those questions are certainly relevant, they omit a large part of the sister’s identity, and can often miss the needs they have most.  A mother of young kids may need babysitting, but she might also need book recommendations or help filling out job applications!  The bishop’s wife might need company on the many lonely evenings as her husband is away, but she might also need help painting her fence!  We  need to be careful to not assume the needs of any person based on their relationship to other people.  What do they, as an individual and daughter of God, need right now?

Part of ministering is establishing and maintaining boundaries.  This may seem counter-intuitive, since we’re supposed to be helping others, but it’s critical that we not overextend ourselves, especially in situations when a person’s needs are extensive.  Don’t be afraid to say, “This is how I can help you, and here are ways that I can’t help you.”  To quote Brené Brown in the video below, “Generosity cannot exist without boundaries.”  It is kind and respectful to tell a person up front, and also to ask for help from others.  We don’t have to be everything to one person!  We can ask our Relief Society leaders, sisters, and other people in the ward and community for help if a sister’s needs exceed our ability to meet them.  If we’re going to maintain our  ministry, we have to make sure that the service we’re offering is sustainable, and as Sister Brown says, “nothing is sustainable without boundaries.”

The lesson prompt reminds us that the Church helps us care for individuals in “organized, directed ways.”  The church provides a fantastic scaffolding that can help organize the ministry of its members one to another, and President Nelson reminds us that we are using priesthood power, delegated to us in our calling as ministering sisters, in our ministering service.  However, while the administration of the program is important, especially for the Relief Society and Elders Quorum presidents, we must be careful that our ministering doesn’t devolve into administering.

As a member of the General Relief Society presidency, Sister Okazaki wrote abundantly on the minister vs. administer dilemma.  She writes,

Programs and handbooks are easy because they spell out the rules. But there isn’t a rule book or a handbook for ministering sensitively. Efficient administration is a job for a manager. Ministering sensitively is a job for a loving Christian.  As a minister of the gospel, your real job is not to run programs but to love the people you serve. Usually the two jobs will not conflict.  But what do you do if they do? What should take precedence? The people, every single time. (Disciples, p. 64, emphasis added)

She continues,

Ministering leaders are flexible. They share, negotiate, and decide together based on the demands of the task. They work like a family, not like the army. There’s a partnership, a sharing, a mutuality (Disciples, p. 65).

How can we work in partnership with those to whom we minister? How can we be flexible in meeting their needs? How can we best love the people we serve as partners?

In Moroni 6:4-6, we learn of the common bond we have in being baptized members of the Lord’s church, and our commandment to meet together, watch over one another, and to rely upon Christ. Similarly, in Mosiah 18:21-22, we read that we are commanded to have no contention with one another, but to look forward with our hearts knit together in unity and love towards one another.  We have been placed together in our wards, tied together only by geography and a baptismal covenant in our church, to learn and grow with each other.  Sometimes, our ward members are the hardest people to love!  Eugene England wrote about how having geographically-based wards helps us to be more Christlike:

In the life of the true Church, there are constant opportunities for all to serve, especially to learn to serve people we would not normally choose to serve—or possibly even associate with—and thus opportunities to learn to love unconditionally. There is constant encouragement, even pressure, to be “active”: to have a calling” and thus to have to grapple with relationships and management, with other peoples ideas and wishes, their feelings and failures; to attend classes and meetings and to have to listen to other people’s sometimes misinformed or prejudiced notions and to have to make some constructive response; to have leaders and occasionally to be hurt by their weakness and blindness, even unrighteous dominion; and then to be made a leader and find that you, too, with all the best intentions, can be weak and blind and unrighteous. Church involvement teaches us compassion and patience as well as courage and discipline. It makes us responsible for the personal and marital, physical, and spiritual welfare of people we may not already love (or may even heartily dislike), and thus we learn to love them. It stretches and challenges us, though disappointed and exasperated, in ways we would not otherwise choose to be— and thus gives us a chance to be made better than we might choose to be, but ultimately need and want to be.

How can ministering to those in our ward help us to become more Christlike?  Do you agree with Dr. England that worshiping and working with people with whom you wouldn’t regularly associate makes you a better person?  It could be beneficial to prayerfully ask a sister in your ward to share an experience where she has had an assignment within the church that she wasn’t looking forward to (either in visiting teaching, a calling, or some other capacity) but that ultimately expanded her ability to love in a Christlike way.

Close with your testimony of the importance of ministering to all of God’s children.  It’s an enormous task, but one that we have been asked to take on.  Remind the sisters in your ward of the importance of praying for guidance in ministering, of establishing appropriate boundaries, and of making sure that we are ministering to people as opposed to administering them.

The Temple: Symbolic vs. Literal in Theory and in Practice

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Like many who are troubled with the disparity in the covenants and roles of men and women in the temple, I have often been told by well-meaning individuals that I shouldn’t let the sexism in the temple bother me because the endowment is meant to be symbolic, not literal. I have heard many people’s interpretations of the symbolism in the endowment, particularly in the hearken covenant (where men covenant to obey God, but women covenant to hearken to the counsel of their husbands as their husbands hearken to God), and I have found beauty and some comfort in these narratives. One such interpretation posits that Adam represents Christ, who is subject to God, and Eve represents mankind or the church, which is subject to Christ. Another interpretation suggests Adam represents the spirit and Eve represents the carnal body, and the spirit should learn to govern the body, not be governed by physical appetites.

Setting aside the problematic aspects of always assigning male to the dominant symbol and female to the subservient one, I can see value in these and other interpretations, and I know many who find them meaningful. More often than not, however, it seems most people take the temple, or at least the covenants made in the temple, at face value.

I recently had a troubling conversation with a friend. I asked her about a potential move she and her husband were considering and how she felt about it. She listed several very valid reasons why she didn’t want to move to this new place, but her husband was insistent. She had often deferred to her husband’s strong opinions throughout their decades of marriage, even when she held strong opinions of her own, but the thought of deferring to him in this instance caused her great turmoil. She said she went to the temple to seek guidance, and throughout the ceremony, she was struck by the admonition that she was to hearken to her husband. She felt going along with his desires was what God expected of her, regardless of the toll it would take on her happiness.

Some people, in hearing this anecdote, might say, “Well, maybe God really was telling her to listen to her husband.” Others might say, “This is an isolated incident; no woman I know actually takes that covenant seriously.”

My point, though, is this: while we give much lip-service to looking at the endowment symbolically and most people believe it’s symbolic in theory, the results seem to be somewhat different in practice. The church itself gives a lot of conflicting rhetoric about the relationship dynamic between husbands and wives. In the Family Proclamation, for example, it states that “by divine design, fathers are to preside over their families,” but two sentences later it says “fathers and mothers are obligated to help one another as equal partners.” The paradox of patriarchy is that a man by definition cannot both preside over his wife and also be an equal partner with her.

The dissonance of disparity in the temple reaches tentacles into even the most egalitarian marriages; it plants a seed of doubt, a niggling insecurity that when they are in conflict, the wife’s desires might not be as important as the husband’s. That maybe it really is her job to always be the one to hearken. That maybe this really is what God wants from His daughters.

If the church truly believes in marriages of equal partners, then it needs to divorce itself from concern about who presides and patriarchal hierarchies. And if we truly believe the temple is symbolic, then we need to ensure that shows up in our practice.

ElleK listens to NPR in the car, sings in the shower, and crusades from her couch. Women’s issues in the church are not a pebble in her shoe; they are a boulder on her chest.

Church takes action against Mission President

A man becomes mission president and mistreats his Sister missionaries. The church takes swift action to remove and excommunicate him.

https://www.sltrib.com/news/2018/04/2...

Sacred Music: Remember

Ever since reading how Carol Lynn Pearson will sing many hymns using feminine pronouns, I have tried to more consciously practice this myself. I still feel uncomfortable or just completely forget when I’m at church, but it has been a powerful experience to sit at my piano at home and sing:

Our Mother, God, of all creation hear us sing. In reverence awed at thy Son’s sacrifice.

I did not grow up talking about Heavenly Mother. In many ways, you could say I had forgotten Her. I am looking for Her now and finding Her presence all around.

I find Her when I sing Souviens Toi, from the French hymnal. The original French speaks of divine parents, but my sister’s translation references Heavenly Mother specifically. I picture Her in a circle of women as a newborn baby is passed from one set of arms to another.

 

O my child, in your eyes

Lingers heaven’s light.

You were there not long past,

In our Father’s sight.

Can you feel the warm touch

Of our Mother’s hand?

You were there, in God’s arms,

Then you came to mine.

Tell me child, of their love,

While the veil is thin,

You still feel their embrace,

But my memory’s dim.

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“We should care for the earth, be wise stewards over it, and preserve it for future generations.” -President Russell M. Nelson

The Mormon Newsroom released an excellent statement about our responsibilities to care for the earth:

In Honoring Creation, We Honor the Creator

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