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⌇вяσкєη ωιη∂σωs, sтαιηє∂ glαss sкιη⌇
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Oct 27, 2015 05:05PM
She's a chef, a pianist, a guitarist, and an EMT????? 0.0
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And she hasn't even graduated high school o.o
What happened to us?? XD Like, not complaining but still.
Shiv
But still, I worry about you sometimes
September Samatria Runner
Why? How do you even care??
Shiv
Well, we are friends, aren't we? That's what friends do
September Samatria Runner
We are. I just didn't know if you cared. Most people don't.
Shiv
Yeah. I do. And I know most people don't care. People are dicks.
Not to say I'm not one. But still. XD
September Samatria Runner
*hugs* You kinda just made my day.
Shiv
*hugs even though I don't like them anymore* you're welcome.
But still, I worry about you sometimes
September Samatria Runner
Why? How do you even care??
Shiv
Well, we are friends, aren't we? That's what friends do
September Samatria Runner
We are. I just didn't know if you cared. Most people don't.
Shiv
Yeah. I do. And I know most people don't care. People are dicks.
Not to say I'm not one. But still. XD
September Samatria Runner
*hugs* You kinda just made my day.
Shiv
*hugs even though I don't like them anymore* you're welcome.
XD That was copied from my email so I erased his last name but obviously that isn't my name XD

What do you mean? XD
XD We are just so different than then!!
Lions, tigers, bears... They're scary. Because they have claws and nothing more than survival instincts.
You know what's scarier? A human can smile and call themself your friend... And murder you the next day. Humans truly are the scariest creature out there.
You know what's scarier? A human can smile and call themself your friend... And murder you the next day. Humans truly are the scariest creature out there.
Shiv {3/22 The Happy Snowman ;)} wrote: "Whatever {And if it's just a dream don't let me wake up...} wrote: "What happened to us?? XD Like, not complaining but still."
What do you mean? XD"
I left out the hugs and dying part!!!, 0.0
What do you mean? XD"
I left out the hugs and dying part!!!, 0.0
Misunderstandings. Emotions... I've never known how to help people... God, why am I so me...?
He and I are just really different in our outlooks of the world...
I'm a negative person. I see the bad in the world. I can't help it... He tries to see the good... I say things as they are... He says them as they should be... I'm not a good person... Neither is he... But he's better than me...
Honestly though the sleeping Shiv is overpowering my bad emotions.... <3
I sound like a dying cat but it brought him peace...
He's been asleep for almost an hour and I'm just listening to him breathe <3
So happy things calmed down... I'm sorry he feels so guilty though... He's only as much at fault as I am.
Man I'm so up and down tomight.... XD
Ah!!!! I think he was saying Babe but then I replied and he was just breathing again! *headdesk*
Ugh... I wouldn't bang my head on a desk... Hurts too much.
Ughhh. I probably ittitate the fuck out of him...
It's like... I act like I need ALL of his attention. I'm horrible >.<

Me?
*laughs* Oh my gosh that's perfect!!! Yeah, it's Skype Kisses
Kinda??? XD Just in the Halloween mood XD
Still dying over the killer webcam...
Still dying over the killer webcam...
Isn't that all the time??? XD
Confession: I talk to Shiv while he sleeps so he might hear it in his dreams and have good ones... I know that's not how it works, but yeah...
Whatever {No matter what, just let him be happy...} wrote: "Isn't that all the time??? XD"
Fair enough XP
Fair enough XP
If anyone else could make my day worse just do it. I'm so done.
If I ever get happy or excited just shoot me down, please. Before it gets too good and I ruin it.
I get it, okay? I'm fucking dumb and stupid and worthless...
Whatever {No matter what, just let him be happy...} wrote: "I get it, okay? I'm fucking dumb and stupid and worthless..."
NO.
NO.
No. You are not worthless. You're worth so much to me and to Shiv and to everyone… and you're not dumb. Or stupid.
Am I? I don't feel like it...

Hey... No, Kass. I used to feel like that too, remember? You aren't any of those things. You're brilliant. And definitely not worthless. I don't care what anyone says. You're my everything. Remember when I walked down the hallway and everyone saw me skype my beautiful wife? That's because I'm proud of you. You're amazing.
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