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⌇вяσкєη ωιη∂σωs, sтαιηє∂ glαss sкιη⌇
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Oct 16, 2015 05:08PM
So many things I want to say to so many people...
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Same here.
That new jacket was so warm and soft and it just didn't matter because I don't care how that feels. I just wanna feel his skin and his warmth and him to hold me close when I'm cold... I just want him and I hate myself so much and he loves me and I know it but I don't know why and I have no clue fir the reasons he'd stay and I just want to fall apart because he's so perfect anf I'm just me...
I don't want him to wake up feeling bad..
Dear Shiv,
I just got home from the maze... I miss you a lot. My eyes hurt because of the bonfire but I'm all right.
I love you so freaking much. Everything about you. The way your smile reaches your eyes when it's real... The big smile you get on your face or the expression in your eyes the moment you see my face... Your hair... Even though it's not as long now it's perfect for me to run my fingers through and to gently pull you closer...
I love your shoulders.
I love your height.
I love your weight. With this one- I know you don't. I know you feel too skinny but I don't mind... I'll still hold you just as close and love you just as much.
I knoe you're loyal. I know you love me. I don't completely understand why yet but I know. And it's perfect...
<3/Kass
I just got home from the maze... I miss you a lot. My eyes hurt because of the bonfire but I'm all right.
I love you so freaking much. Everything about you. The way your smile reaches your eyes when it's real... The big smile you get on your face or the expression in your eyes the moment you see my face... Your hair... Even though it's not as long now it's perfect for me to run my fingers through and to gently pull you closer...
I love your shoulders.
I love your height.
I love your weight. With this one- I know you don't. I know you feel too skinny but I don't mind... I'll still hold you just as close and love you just as much.
I knoe you're loyal. I know you love me. I don't completely understand why yet but I know. And it's perfect...
<3/Kass
We're both awake... We're talking.... It's okay...
A lot of things we talk about *[right here]* always leads to the same question. "Can we do this in real life?"
Always a yes and one day he'll get here... The distance will be closed and we'll get to quietly cuddle under a blanket... Or cuurl up and watch cheesy old Disney movies while drinking hot chocolate as he holds me close. I never used to think I have a future... Now I can't wait to get to it...
Always a yes and one day he'll get here... The distance will be closed and we'll get to quietly cuddle under a blanket... Or cuurl up and watch cheesy old Disney movies while drinking hot chocolate as he holds me close. I never used to think I have a future... Now I can't wait to get to it...
#sorrynotsorry
You're never losing me Shiv...
You're never losing me Shiv...
Currently not as far as usual but still too far. Normally it's 885 or so miles so about 900.
Growing old seems scary... But growing old with bim doesn't seem so bad...
Not quite XD Haven't left yet
I'm in such a cuddly mood and he's too far and my dog is being a douche ;-:
He said those words.... And he believed them. The ones I never thought he'd say but always wanted him to...
He always said that I could find better and stuff... (I know that no one is better. He's just a little insecure.)
But tonight... It was different... He told me he was worth it. He belived it and that's all I've ever wanted because he IS worth it. He's worth everything... <3
But tonight... It was different... He told me he was worth it. He belived it and that's all I've ever wanted because he IS worth it. He's worth everything... <3
He's so cuuuutttteee!!!! I got the opportunity to hold him in my hands and on my shoulder! <3
He was so cute and I was so happy!!!
he is adorable!!! is it a tarantula??
Yeah!!!! I got to pet a boa and a python too!!!
lucky!!! i was 6 i think when i had a tarantula, but it died, cuz my "parents" were gone all the time and then my "nanny" forgot 2 feed it."
Aw that's effed up. I'm trying to talk mom into letting me buy one.
Whatever {3/22 He's My Happy Snowman!} wrote: "He's so cuuuutttteee!!!! I got the opportunity to hold him in my hands and on my shoulder! <3"
Does it bite?
cool!!! where`d u pet these spiders???
@Kassandra No. He's very gentle and non-aggressive.
@Brandi Haunted house :P
@Brandi Haunted house :P
XD yeah
Whatever {3/22 He's My Happy Snowman!} wrote: "
He's so cuuuutttteee!!!! I got the opportunity to hold him in my hands and on my shoulder! <3"
First thought: Caitlyn's gonna cry.
He's so cuuuutttteee!!!! I got the opportunity to hold him in my hands and on my shoulder! <3"
First thought: Caitlyn's gonna cry.
So... Probably deleting my Goodreads like the horrible person I am.
I will probably give Shiv a message to post online about once a week. Probably in here. Ask me for my email before I go or you can talk to him after. So... yeah.
I will probably give Shiv a message to post online about once a week. Probably in here. Ask me for my email before I go or you can talk to him after. So... yeah.
I'm going to simplify the answer: Parents.
They've always known and disliked it but they kinda forgot until just recently and now they're really hating the idea of role-playing and all this jack... So yeah.
Whatever {3/22 He's My Happy Snowman!} wrote: "So... Probably deleting my Goodreads like the horrible person I am.
I will probably give Shiv a message to post online about once a week. Probably in here. Ask me for my email before I go or you c..."
1. You're not a horrible person at all, Kass.
2. Um, I'm going to be an bad influence here- is there any way you can keep it/make a new one without them knowing?
I will probably give Shiv a message to post online about once a week. Probably in here. Ask me for my email before I go or you c..."
1. You're not a horrible person at all, Kass.
2. Um, I'm going to be an bad influence here- is there any way you can keep it/make a new one without them knowing?
@Alex Tried that 2 years ago. Tried that now. Mom freaks out about there being a creep on the other side of the screen. What about the pen pals they had when they were young? There really isn't much of a difference, except we don't wait weeks for a reply.
@Ayah 1) Thanks, gurl.
2) I won't be able to keep it but dad is probably blocking the site on our router. Might be able to make the app work though >:D So I may be able to make a new one.
@Ayah 1) Thanks, gurl.
2) I won't be able to keep it but dad is probably blocking the site on our router. Might be able to make the app work though >:D So I may be able to make a new one.
RIGHT??? Like, obviously Shiv could find me without trouble but at this point I know him as well as he knows me.
"What if they're taking pictures off someone's facebook??"
*cough* I had nearly 400 pictures of him
But yeah, Skype does a lot. And I know his friends and where he goes to school and I know he's who he says he is and by the way everyone in here talks you can trust they're not 40 year old men. (Most of them XD)
*cough* I had nearly 400 pictures of him
But yeah, Skype does a lot. And I know his friends and where he goes to school and I know he's who he says he is and by the way everyone in here talks you can trust they're not 40 year old men. (Most of them XD)
No Kassi! :( Really hope you can make another.
I mean... You have the password... You could change the name to Shiv or something and it would be sorta alright, I'd get on and pretend its mine and shizz... We could change the profile pics...
@Alex See!!! I knew you weren't 40 :P
@Elizabeth I might wait a month or two but you have my email and my Skype XD
@Babe It's not that easy. Dad is gonna start monitoring our wifi. If he sees this page? Fuck.
@Elizabeth I might wait a month or two but you have my email and my Skype XD
@Babe It's not that easy. Dad is gonna start monitoring our wifi. If he sees this page? Fuck.
This is my boyfriend:
"So.... I heard you like bad boys. ;) well, this morning, I used pancake syrup for my waffles. True story."
"So.... I heard you like bad boys. ;) well, this morning, I used pancake syrup for my waffles. True story."
Only together :P
Naaahhh. She said that you must be 40. So she was wrong XD
Naaahhh. She said that you must be 40. So she was wrong XD
I know I have your email and skype but I still like talking on here and rping with you.
Yeah... I know. I'm gonna miss rping, but leaving might help bring up my grades and give me a bit more freedom...
yeah grades are important. when you come back we'll remod you. *hug*
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