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   okay anyway my mom's pregnant already (OH YES FINALLY AFTER 15 YEARS) aaand she's expecting twins but im expecting triplets or more
      okay anyway my mom's pregnant already (OH YES FINALLY AFTER 15 YEARS) aaand she's expecting twins but im expecting triplets or more
     So ive been working on this rough sketch. Its a sketch of some buildings and a river (supposedly). im not even halfway done and i can feel my motivation to finish it slowly slip away.
      So ive been working on this rough sketch. Its a sketch of some buildings and a river (supposedly). im not even halfway done and i can feel my motivation to finish it slowly slip away.
     i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it
      i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it
     edge wrote: "okay anyway my mom's pregnant already (OH YES FINALLY AFTER 15 YEARS) aaand she's expecting twins but im expecting triplets or more"
      edge wrote: "okay anyway my mom's pregnant already (OH YES FINALLY AFTER 15 YEARS) aaand she's expecting twins but im expecting triplets or more"AWWW
 edge wrote: "you got a point BUT STILL JUST IMAGINE WHAT YOU COULD DO TO CHANGE THE WORLD. LESS SUICIDAL RATES, LESS RUNAWAY TEENAGERS, LESS TEENAGE PREGNANCIES "
      edge wrote: "you got a point BUT STILL JUST IMAGINE WHAT YOU COULD DO TO CHANGE THE WORLD. LESS SUICIDAL RATES, LESS RUNAWAY TEENAGERS, LESS TEENAGE PREGNANCIES "I SEE RUNAWAY
sorry that's my fav song at the moment
 Lillian wrote: "Yeah. I love her to pieces the other one and my brother just depends on the day. XD
      Lillian wrote: "Yeah. I love her to pieces the other one and my brother just depends on the day. XD :( I can be your honorary sister if you want."
edge wrote: "lol yeah took you a hell lot to realize that. I already considered you a sister the moment you sent that pic. That means you trust me"
both of you are my sisters
 Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "aww... you love your sister. <3
      Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "aww... you love your sister. <3 i wish i had one tho"
You're my sister"
of course lol
 edge wrote: "but today i saw a girl smoking. she looked 8 or 9 years old to me."
      edge wrote: "but today i saw a girl smoking. she looked 8 or 9 years old to me."woah O_O that's too young.
 edge wrote: "i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it"
      edge wrote: "i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it"for me, I'm not really interested in smoking, it's fine if other ppl do it, as long as they are careful, but I don't want to be anywhere near the smokers while they are smoking, because it bothers me
 Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it"
      Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "i think it's normal for people to smoke. i may not smoke but im absolutely okay with other people doing it"for me, I'm not really interested in smoking, it's fine if other ppl do it,..."
SAME. i was actually surprised that no one was scolding the girl when in fact we were surrounded by adults! I really wanna ask her where her parents were but i was in a hurry.
 Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "but today i saw a girl smoking. she looked 8 or 9 years old to me."
      Alex ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Bvbarmy) (Aelonian) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "edge wrote: "but today i saw a girl smoking. she looked 8 or 9 years old to me."woah O_O that's too young."
I know :(
 She must have seen the "suicide methods" entries cause she was a LOT more nicer and affectionate to me when i got home
      She must have seen the "suicide methods" entries cause she was a LOT more nicer and affectionate to me when i got home
     It was weird. Really. She normally doenst care about what i feel and she focuses more on my mistakes
      It was weird. Really. She normally doenst care about what i feel and she focuses more on my mistakes
     Anyway, during dinner, we had The Talk. It all started when she was acting strange and she stared at me mostly while we were eating. I noticed her eyes were a little too moist and i asked her what's up.
      Anyway, during dinner, we had The Talk. It all started when she was acting strange and she stared at me mostly while we were eating. I noticed her eyes were a little too moist and i asked her what's up.
     She fibbed and said it was the air coming out from the AC. I said that was impossible since the AC was, like, 10 feet away. I asked her if it was the pregnancy, perhaps? She said yes it was. That question was actually a trap and she fell right into it.
      She fibbed and said it was the air coming out from the AC. I said that was impossible since the AC was, like, 10 feet away. I asked her if it was the pregnancy, perhaps? She said yes it was. That question was actually a trap and she fell right into it.
     I sensed right away that something was wrong and from the way she was acting and the look in her eyes, i knew what exactly it was.
      I sensed right away that something was wrong and from the way she was acting and the look in her eyes, i knew what exactly it was.
     She knew about my suicidal thoughts but she didn't directly acknowledge it. She just admitted that she wasnt a perfect parent and that she wished she spent more time being with me and knowing about me.
      She knew about my suicidal thoughts but she didn't directly acknowledge it. She just admitted that she wasnt a perfect parent and that she wished she spent more time being with me and knowing about me.
     While she was talking, tears were slowly pouring out from her eyes and my own traitor eyes as well. She talked about how everything she does for me is for my own good and that she only wants whats best for me. "Mother knows best," she said.
      While she was talking, tears were slowly pouring out from her eyes and my own traitor eyes as well. She talked about how everything she does for me is for my own good and that she only wants whats best for me. "Mother knows best," she said.
     I dont know if she was only saying that to stop me from killing myself and saving herself from the guilt if that happens. After all, shes a great actress. She can manipulate people just by showing the right emotions and pressing the right buttons. Im not exactly sure if she was doing that to me, but i felt like it was not
      I dont know if she was only saying that to stop me from killing myself and saving herself from the guilt if that happens. After all, shes a great actress. She can manipulate people just by showing the right emotions and pressing the right buttons. Im not exactly sure if she was doing that to me, but i felt like it was not
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